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9thScorpio
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posted May 19, 2017 04:56 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for 9thScorpio     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I need help with this one. So, I've met someone in 2012 and it took me off guard because I've never felt something like that and it was crazy. I still remember meeting him was like finally coming home. Not love at first sight, but just this knowing. Like we've met before. I was a mess at the time and there were some issues I've had with myself. But then he came and when I say he saved my life, I mean it. We've dated and after two years or on again off again relationship that was all over the place, I still don't know if he is soulmate or karmic lesson or maybe even both?
I've never cried over a break up but I've cried a lot when he was leaving. Every time. He wrecked me. But he also put me back together. He triggered some sort of awakening and a lot of thing inside just changed.
Our relationship was intense and messy and it took some dark dark turns. No physical abuse but mind games and manipulations and we hurt each other. At some point, it became like competition who can hurt whom more. He also gotten into light drugs if those ones even exist and we fell apart.
I apologize for my rambling mess, he is touchy subjects but I appreciate anyone who helps

http://www.astro.com/tmpd/c37bfileUywlQr-u1457305850/astro_61gw_32_33_9th_a ries_boy.75478.23047.gif

The first one is synastry with some asteroids that may be culprits for our downfall.
The names are changed because personal reasons.

http://www.astro.com/tmpd/c37bfileUywlQr-u1457305850/astro_621gw_32_33_9th _aries_boy.75527.24619.gif

The second one is composite. Hope it all works.

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Sun in Virgo
Moon in Scorpio
Venus in Scorpio
Jupiter in Scorpio
Pluto in Scorpio
MC in Scorpio
NN in Scorpio
ASC in Capricorn

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Orange
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posted May 20, 2017 12:03 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Orange     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
The images have expired. Can you repost?

I am curious to see the charts, as your story matches mine, and on top of that I am a Virgo gal too.

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9thScorpio
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posted May 20, 2017 06:22 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for 9thScorpio     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
How can I post a picture of charts? Not links? I will try because maybe we can figure something out together.

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Sun in Virgo
Moon in Scorpio
Venus in Scorpio
Jupiter in Scorpio
Pluto in Scorpio
MC in Scorpio
NN in Scorpio
ASC in Capricorn

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9thScorpio
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posted May 20, 2017 06:35 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for 9thScorpio     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hope I figured it out now!

Again, the first one should be synastry.

And second one is composite midpoint method.

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Sun in Virgo
Moon in Scorpio
Venus in Scorpio
Jupiter in Scorpio
Pluto in Scorpio
MC in Scorpio
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posted May 20, 2017 08:50 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Orange     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
dammit...he is an Aries, too!
Just like my story...

there is some strange and intense fascination between Virgos and Aries

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posted May 20, 2017 09:02 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Orange     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
you do have the Siva Kaali conjunction, along with Psyche Eros conjunction, the soulmate pairings in synatsry. Along with Nessus Dejanira conjunction..

Your generational to natal planets repeat in your natals because you are close in age, so I don't know how much it affects you if at all. His Aries stellium opposes your Mercury, which rules your signs and mind, hence the effect his aries nature has on you.

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9thScorpio
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posted May 20, 2017 09:05 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for 9thScorpio     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I noticed that one too. Like it's some magnetic pull between Aries and Virgo.

We always joked we are the same person but we express ourselves differently.

Those two are culprits and I've read about Psyche/Eros conjunction it feels like coming home.

What's your story with your Aries?

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Sun in Virgo
Moon in Scorpio
Venus in Scorpio
Jupiter in Scorpio
Pluto in Scorpio
MC in Scorpio
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posted May 20, 2017 11:56 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Orange     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
It's absolutely the same as your story word by word minus the drugs ...we also thought/ think we are two halves of the same person. He also has a Virgo ASC and my Sun conjuncts it, like yours. And we also have the Sun Venus Opposition but its both ways.

I noticed your stellium In the Composite of Moon Venus Neptune Uranus , squaring Jupiter and opposing Mars...that's so intense!!! Transiting Uranus is now transiting this tsquare turning it into a Grand Cross, hence the shake up in your relationship.
Wait until transiting Pluto get to this point ....

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posted May 20, 2017 05:00 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for 9thScorpio     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Well, we broke up something we've had in 2015 and since then, no contact, nothing. It's just too painful. He left me for another girl and that one lasted for two weeks.

Maybe I'm just looking for conformation of something that does not exist or is just one sided. But it shook me as a person and I changed my whole world.

But it's really beautiful to know that someone out there had similar aspects and gets it

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Moon in Scorpio
Venus in Scorpio
Jupiter in Scorpio
Pluto in Scorpio
MC in Scorpio
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posted May 20, 2017 06:49 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for 9thScorpio     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Okay, since there is no stopping, just checked Aphrodite. He called me that once and it was one of those cheesy moments.
Double whammy.

His squares my Mars, mine conjunct his.

My name asteroid is part of his Aries stellium (only conjunction is Mercury at 4°25 which is wide) but it trines his NN at -2°58.

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Moon in Scorpio
Venus in Scorpio
Jupiter in Scorpio
Pluto in Scorpio
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todd
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posted May 20, 2017 06:59 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for todd     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
hi 89th scorpio
the first point is yes ,this relationship was/is otherworldly/altered dimensional feeling ,as the node is conjunct the vertex. this aspect always gives a almost supernatural sense that you were meant to be together.in this case pluto is conjunct the node which can indicate this is a past life relationship. but even if there is a karmic connection, it does not necessarily mean it is positive,
with Saturn opposed to Chiron and square the node and pluto, this is a destructive relationship .the main dynamic is control and domination. the negative aspect you describe are illustrated my this malicious grand cross.
as this is likely a on going past life connection with him, you are in a very vulnerable and dangerous situation because you likely will stay with him not matter how ugly he becomes.
todd

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posted May 20, 2017 07:01 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Orange     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
where is your Priapus? Check H21..Priapus seems to indicate a compulsive urge to merge with the other.

My synastry is not similar to your synastry thou, only the two aspects I mentioned.
I think that his stellium in Aries doesn't receive enough stimulation from your chart, except the Mercury, and this might have been a drawback. His Moon Venus Mercury needed more, I guess.
And your Moon is unaspected I think, which means you didn't receive the nutrition you needed from him.
Both your Moons are not engaged enough, it seems.

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todd
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posted May 20, 2017 07:31 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for todd     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by todd:
hi 89th scorpio
the first point is yes ,this relationship was/is otherworldly/altered dimensional feeling ,as the node is conjunct the vertex. this aspect always gives a almost supernatural sense that you were meant to be together.in this case pluto is conjunct the node which can indicate this is a past life relationship. but even if there is a karmic connection, it does not necessarily mean it is positive,
with Saturn opposed to Chiron and square the node and pluto, this is a destructive relationship .the main dynamic is control and domination. the negative aspect you describe are illustrated my this malicious grand cross.
as this is likely a on going past life connection with him, you are in a very vulnerable and dangerous situation because you likely will stay with him not matter how ugly he becomes.
todd

eris and cupid are conjunct the node and their midpoint is exactly on the node. these two symbols are essentially joyous but when added to the maliciousness of pluto/Saturn/chiron, you get the impulses of hurting the one you love. this pattern is very S/Mish. his pleasure is derived from your pain .siva the destroyer is conjunct to Saturn so there is no doubt on his malicious pleasures.

apparently he has victimized through time. the moon is conjunct to Venus/Uranus and Neptune. this shows your affection and the intensity of the emotional connection . but Neptune adds the deception and the emotional cruelty. Uranus is square to Jupiter, which luckily shows the relationship will not be constant. but from what you have posted, the relationship is on and off.

kali square nessus....... so many destructive and dangerous emotional dynamics.

clearly you seem to still be interested in him. I assume the mars opposed to Uranus et.al. is such a sexual turn on that you put up with the emotional abuse. which makes me think that you have add a abusive childhood. you have internalized a receptivity to a cruel and dominating element from somewhere.

I would suggest you work on yourself and try to see how childhood conditions could have caused you to be attracted to such a evil hookup.

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posted May 20, 2017 07:36 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Orange     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Todd, would you comment on my Composite as well? I am going to post the link here
, if you don't mind. I am interested In prognosis

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posted May 20, 2017 07:56 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for todd     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
hi orange

you too have that "karmic" aspect of vertex conjunct to the node but it is not so terribly afflicted.the problem with node/vertex conjunctions is that the intensity they give does not usually enhance the human emotional interactions. i will have to look your chart over and will get back tomorrow.
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posted May 20, 2017 08:56 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Orange     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
thank you

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posted May 21, 2017 06:29 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for 9thScorpio     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you both for your help

Part of me tries to move on and do my own thing, fix what I can in myself and just be over and done with it.

And yes, we took some dark dark turns, can't deny it.

And that pull I have felt, probably was something from past life and maybe some things needed to be settled and that's that.

In terms of my childhood, my parents were and still are amazing. They worked a lot, but I guess that is normal. I am close to my dad's side of the family and my grandma had huge influence in my development. My grandpa too, rest his soul.

My other grandma was always not so nice with her comments about everything wrong not with just me, but with everyone. She doesn't love my mother and she is her child so there's that. Plus, I was bullied badly throughout my childhood so I can see why am I comfortable with some dark or destructive aspects. Or relationships for that matter.

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Moon in Scorpio
Venus in Scorpio
Jupiter in Scorpio
Pluto in Scorpio
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posted May 21, 2017 06:42 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for 9thScorpio     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by Orange:
where is your Priapus? Check H21..Priapus seems to indicate a compulsive urge to merge with the other.


Priapus at 24° Libra in 9th house.

Sesquiquadrates Saturn.
Squares Uranus, Neptune and Ascendant.

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posted May 21, 2017 02:36 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for todd     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by Orange:
Todd, would you comment on my Composite as well? I am going to post the link here
, if you don't mind. I am interested In prognosis , as if whats next to come. Make it or break it?

you composite has Saturn conjunct the moon which is a very favorable aspect as it shows devotion. but this conjunction is square to Uranus and the node. this pattern is usually associated with breakups and instability . as Jupiter is conjunct Uranus, the long term stability is not favorable.
but the complicating factors are the sun opposed to Venus and union on the ascendant.

this shows a strong conscious impulse to be together.as the emotional feelings for each other are very strong. also with pluto and eros opposed to eris, there is a very powerful physical/sexual dynamic though this could be a detriment if he places to much of his interest in the carnal nature of you connection with him .
the Jupiter/juno midpoint is square to pluto which tends to weigh against a serious relationship .

with the Uranus/vertex midpoint conjunct the node, the psychic/astral connection is quite amazing. though this can give a feeling of a karmic connection between you, these type of feelings are difficult to integrate into a "normal" relationship.

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posted May 21, 2017 04:06 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Orange     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you, Todd
Great analyses

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posted May 21, 2017 06:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for 9thScorpio     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you both for your help

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Sun in Virgo
Moon in Scorpio
Venus in Scorpio
Jupiter in Scorpio
Pluto in Scorpio
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posted May 28, 2017 10:42 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thanks to you both.

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