posted September 05, 2021 07:33 PM            

RAHU
You entered your Rahu Mahadasa on
Nov 2, 2005 when you were 16 8mts

This transit period lasts for 18 years.
So, you only have a few more years left.
In November 2023 you'll start your Jupiter period.

There are sub-dasas that Rahu moves through,
as it couples through time, planet by planet.

You reached RAHU/Moon AntarDasa (subDasa)
last April 15, 2021.

It mainly affects you in your Mind, "psychologically."

Video teaching and advice!

Rahu Mahadasha: Komilla Sutton
from: Vimshottari Mahadasha Masterclass
(Jan 24, 2021)
Rahu Dasha is 18 years long.
"Rahu is shadowy, complex and this dasha
can experience many 'high and lows'.
What to expect from it and how to handle it."

Light quick reminder notes from vid:
. .
'Rahu' can get itself very demanding and materialistic.
Karmically it tries to drive you towards goals to "fulfill", and to "achieve!"
Can easily disrupt, too.

Rahu is only HALF the story--
it wants to "consume"!!!
consume more and more things.
. .
You can have a ghost feeling of a kind of 'dissatisfaction with life'--
HOWEVER.. think-it-through!
Is your life 'really' as negative as you 'feel' it is??
RATHER.. Make sure you put Focus on the 'good'.

"Dissatisfaction"... is "in the mind."
Ask self, WHAT am I dissatisfied about?

You tend to feel like an 'outsider'--
(analyze and understand what you can do for yourself regarding this)

. . .
|| RAHU - MOON || sub-period
started April 15, 2021
Most complex of all--
This is the most inimical period between Rahu and the Moon.
The Mind is very troubled. Brings anxiety.
There are disturbances 'in the emotions' as Rahu makes you feel dissatisfied, and like an outsider; stirs anxieties; make you feel as though you are emotionally bound to doing more and more.

___________
{Do your spiritual practices..
Draw Stillness in yourself.}
Bring self to your deep Center.

Komilla is soo special. Listen to the whole Vid.

She says that some people have a 'good' rahu and rahu period.

At this point, I have to stop.
I am NOT learned enough in Vedic to give advices.

Heard her say that Rahu .. will tend to give you the feeling to 'accept' wrong advices?

sheesh!!! nooooo
I NEVER-EVER want to give people wrong or bad advices, okay? awww

~

IF you can EVER manage it financially--
it would PAY you in the end to GET a Good Reading with a seasoned Qualified person.
Seriously!!
Avoid costly mistakes
And KNOW where your strengths and weaknesses are.

Be Good!!!
Hope you'll Understand more of the astrology you're in right now.
And there ARE 'ways' to go through things.

Glad you're here.

New Moon tomorrow!
Very Best Wishes
Take Care of Yourself

Do you believe in God?
. .
(music) Slow Down ....
(Sissel, 2019 Pioneer Concert with
The Tabernacle Choir)
[6:06] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EFe84U__kt8

~ ~ ~
Rahu.. Sooo Materialistic
More! More! More! ~~ never ever satisfied because
there IS no end to his Consumptive greed.
In the mythology, he is a giant eating head..
and has no body, no stomach, nothing there to say I'm full enough.
.. Go Within ..
(quench by going within where Fountains exist)
spirituality can help much

(music) Stairway To Heaven by Led Zeppelin
(Kennedy Center Honors, perf by Heart)
[6:55] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2cZ_EFAmj08

posted September 07, 2021 10:55 AM            

Whether you choose Vedic or Western--
make sure the person is SEASONED
and Certified in their Field.

You say you're "desperate"....

Better to PAY and begin a Relationship with a highly-skilled PROFESSIONAL Astrologer.

Getting an Astrologer who also has Counseling skills (psychological) might be helpful. It's a Plus.

They do their research on your chart. In subsequent readings, you'll be getting much-more BY being an established customer.

I'm an older person.
Been around Earth a LONG time.
It's too late for ME, now...

But had I HAD finances (and income) for hiring an astrologer, it would have NAILED advices and validated directions I had wondered about for my life.
I guess you live or you die based on the money you have??

Rather than spend money on 'card' readings,
perhaps it could be more stabilizing to FIRST establish a Relationship with a GOOD Astrologer--- one who will STAY with you for the coming years, and help with Guidance that is 'past' astrological. You will ALSO Learn the Astrology for your SELF if you apply interests in understanding 'what' and 'how' the astrologer is using your chart.

SINCE you DO have the MONEY right now...
make a WISE Investment NOW, in your future.
You'll save yourself TIME and perhaps costly mistakes.

posted September 07, 2021 11:20 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by mirage29:
Saw a post you did in Personal Readings.
From what I read, it seems that you DO 'have money' to spend on getting Readings.

Whether you choose Vedic or Western--
make sure the person is SEASONED
and Certified in their Field.

You say you're "desperate"....

Better to PAY and begin a Relationship with a highly-skilled PROFESSIONAL Astrologer.

Getting an Astrologer who also has Counseling skills (psychological) might be helpful. It's a Plus.

They do their research on your chart. In subsequent readings, you'll be getting much-more BY being an established customer.

I'm an older person.
Been around Earth a LONG time.
Had I HAD an astrologer, it would have NAILED advices and validated directions I had wondered about.

Rather than spend money on 'card' readings,
better to FIRST establish a Relationship with a GOOD Astrologer who will STAY with you for the coming years, and help with Guidance that is past astrological. You will ALSO Learn the Astrology for your SELF if you work to understand 'what' and 'how' the astrologer is using your chart.

SINCE you DO have the MONEY right now...
make a WISE Investment NOW, in your future.
You'll save yourself TIME and perhaps costly mistakes.

Building a Relationship ... is Everything.

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posted September 07, 2021 11:33 AM            

IF you listen to the woman's video I shared above, towards the end she spoke OF 'remedies.'
You might go to her website...
There may be more there that you can use.

I had also listened to a few other astrologer videos for you.

They BASICALLY share the advice that this RAHU-Moon period will help you find better control of 'emotions.' Moon is the Mind, and emotions that are stirred BY what you 'say' to yourself, in your mind.

This RAHU transit is LONG,
AND
you're almost done.
I'm TOO MUCH of a Beginning to know the condition of your Jupiter-- but you'll 'feel' the shift.

I hope it brings you Luck and Joy.

All the other Rahu phases have 'prepared' you FOR this one, which is the most-challenging for you, perhaps?

You HAVE what you need IN you.
This is a 'test' and a Strength-building exercise.

If you have had a 'spiritual practice' THIS would help you with Rahu's tendency towards stirring fears and anxiety.

The woman in vid, Komilla Sutton, now lives in the USA and had been in INDIA.

I've loved it when she's done prayers and sung the Chants appropriate to the Times.

When COVID hit, she chanted.
Brought me to tears...

I'm not sure what area you're in---
but I pray for your Protection.

posted September 10, 2021 06:25 PM            

People need some Windfalls!!

You say--
"If a pet is losing its quality of living, most don't hesitate to put it to sleep but why not Human? Shouldn't we have the right? I'm really curious if my chart supports it if I want to go for Dying with Dignity...."

RE: Evidence in your Chart that supports your choice to die using government/medically assisted suicide'?
. .
I'm not familiar with that in Vedic Chart.
Using Western charts I could probably identify how much your chart would support you vocationally, if your wish is to become a Death Doula (assisting the dying with comfort, and being a watcher while they leave the body).

And, I gave you the URL and notes about the RAHU/Moon effects you could experience at this time.

KNOWING your Transits,
and knowing that these will be GONE at SOME point,
can bring you strength --
establish a goal line.
These DO Change.
Be Assured of it, Okay?
USE your Astrology to help that way.

RE your government? I have no idea where you live nor what's going on with the change of regime you've just experienced.
{I'm sooo sorry for your loss, when it comes to your government situation. Some changes work AGAINST people staying alive when they don't like or want them to be citizens in their new administration.

I can tell you about MY Country ---
There HAS been an attempt to pass Lethal Injections and Assisted Suicides (in some States). I believe the NorthWest States provide that-- even for people say they are too depressed to live anymore. They have agreed to help them be dead.

Pro-Death members of the Conservative republican party in the USA, have had an interest in creating a Death program-- I still have an electronic article sent about the works of a woman legislator in southwestern State, who has been pushing a plan/law aimed at ridding her State of the homeless population.
She wants to make it legal to administer 'Lethal Injections' as the 'answer' to the problem of extreme-poverty in her State.
(Some State political parties 'create' the very conditions that lead folks to fall into poverty and homelessness.)
*grizzly *

You asked:
"How do you keep yourself convinced it's worth living? "

I "PRETEND" that it is, LittleFish.

I use my imagination--
and gather pieces of what was good.
Like putting a tapestry together.
THIS LIFE .. is precious.

I know how uncomfortable things can get and stay, LittleFish.

And, some of the pills in the cocktail of depression drugs you've been taking might (chemically) be ADDING to your sense of flatness, sadness, and nondescriptness-- can add to depression by side-effects of weight gain and tiredness-- lethargy. Slows your body from getting energized to go do things that are fun... lethargy.

LittleFish?
The way I live is that I DECIDED to Live.

Inside yourself,
FIRMLY commit TO your being Alive...
Know That things can Change!!
That there WILL SOLIDLY be better Times ahead for you (and the World).
Have to hold on to Life long enough to see it happen.
MOST of us in the World are going through a hard spell.
(That includes way over a majority of the common people in the USA.)

HOPE.
DARE to hold a sense of {wordless} HOPE-- let it be a 'tone' inside you. Whether your Dreams and Imaginations come true? almost doesn't matter-- it 'could' be born of this space. Sacred.

If you were to suddenly 'lock into' a dream for your life-- then that Space of Imagination can start giving you directions. Pursue it in the natural world. Look for people you know can guide you. Refine it.

I read and adopt scriptures from the Bible like using a mantra--

until GOD and His Angels receive my Soul...

I Shall Live, and NOT Die --
and
Declare the Works of The Lord!
- Psalm 118:17

I listen to Gospel Music,
and to songs like Pharrell Williams "Happy"

In the LL Forum called Sweet Peas --
you can find a thread that has numbers of Suicide prevention call centers, and even chat websites where you can talk to others. There are even online-groups that meet weekly.
Go find that thread,
and scroll through the pages of suggestions.

Let me know what you think?

Seriously... Sending you Much Love,
and Some Angels for Comfort.

I too am sensitive to the suffering going on in the world.

You HAVE to take breaks from doing that, okay?
It adds to much stress in your body.

Go out in Nature!!!
Find leaves, and flowers and plants and little ants, and animals... With all the love inside your eyes, your soul, look upon these things like they can 'feel' you caring for them.

If all you have is dirt? ... then get a handful and look at it-- look at the granules, the powder of the dirt. Could this once have been at the roots of a plant? Could a flower or weed have anchored its life-root into it and rested there?

NATURE is a wonderful place to take your thoughts.

I've had cats come see me when I walk around the neighborhood.
I've had children call out to me brightly saying, "Hi Grandma!!".. I've loved that.

Go FIND "life" in your life around you.

Let me know how you do, okay?

REMEMBER-- With RAHU? and MOON?
you must work with your Mind
and USE IMAGINATION that can work FOR you.

Nothing wrong with imagining all the Good Things that 'could' materialize IN your life--- if you WAIT, and if you BELIEVE.

posted September 11, 2021 11:39 AM            

And regarding the assisted suicide, I've been thinking for a while but I think the chance of happening is very low because I live in a third world country where it will never be allowed due to religious reason. And I talked to a few astrologers (not on that topic but just general life prediction) and they said I will die of natural cause in old age. I think I asked one what if I want to escape early and she said "You have to pay back your karmic debt. It's not fair if you leave before doing that"

Anyway, I am trying to tell myself it's just Rahu/Moon and in 2 years, things will be better. But being under Rahu MD for 10 years perhaps killed my optimisms. (I don't know why I'm blaming it.. everyone has to go through it.. but why am I so weak .. I don't know.. I know I have a few bad aspects but who doesn't?! The more I think about it, the more guilty I feel for being a weak person.) I have always been like that as long as I could remember and I don't even remember what it feels like to be happy/hopeful/positive.

But I am trying to be positive, staying away from the negatives and enjoy the Nature more. Despite the horrible situation here, I still have my family, my dog and a comfortable financial situation which I think, many people here have to struggle for.

One day at a time..

posted September 11, 2021 04:30 PM            

"10 years perhaps killed my optimisms."
(You are not alone. The world is in some pretty bad shape right now. Has brought low sooo many lives.)

You made it this far! *kudos*
Congratulate your self.

Try something:
Think about ways to 'reframe' your self-talk?
Reframe what you hear yourself say (in your head) about 'you'.

You said: I am a weak 'PERSON'?
(I doubt it... You wouldn't be here posting if you were! ..
Do a google search with words 'weak person' and find the definition.
I don't get that sense about you at all.)

Reframe:
I have ability to 'see' some limitations I 'HAVE' whenever I ___(fill in the blank)____.
. .
(not I 'AM' :
I am 'not' my limitations.
Rather, I 'have' limitations.)
Again?? We ALL 'have' flaws--
Each human has the ability to Grow.

It's a sign of progress when you can identify limitations. I means you can work towards correcting it. Some things, people naturally out-grow.
There are transits that people go through that last a month or two, that seems to almost cripple a person's self-esteem-- brings ON a sense of self-doubt.
{I don't know how to identify that on a Vedic chart.}

Discovery. Self-Discovery.
You cannot change what you cannot see.

I'm relieved for you, that you have people in your life willing to support your basic needs for life. Yes, you are ahead of so many others in that way. So nice! That's a Blessing. --
You will be able to do other kinds of work/study pursuits that others are denied.

(music) You Are A Child of The Universe!
{aka Desiderata}
(Les Crane, lyric poem by Max Ehrmann)
[4:11] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C9iwKW6bal8

- http://allpoetry.com/Desiderata---Words-for-Life