posted May 08, 2019 04:34 AM            

😊😊😊its a very simple question, but I am curious.

In my case people thought I was measuring my age by moon calender or something like that😂😂😂 some diferent way to measure it.
When I answered this with serious face.

I have to recognize I am becoming a bit afraid or so afraid of entering like... adulthood. Because I have always seen since I am a kid, adults being kind of unhappy, losing their joy and creativity.

But my grandparents where so joyfull and happy and in love.
So I always thought I wanna be directly a grandma, go from kid to grandma 😂😂

Anyway... I guess you are the only one who makes your own life as you want and you can be a kid or a grandma inside forever if you want and scape all toxic ideas of adulthood like killing your dreams or becomimg 'sensible'.

I just hope society doesnt kill this things in me.

If you have any advice to make fear go away...
That would be nice😊

I already had so many fears when I became 18, feeling I will mutate into a grey disapointed person just worried about politics, but it didnt happen.
Now some years later I have fears again as people around me tells me I have to grow up because they think I am too childish.

Anyway I sustain myself, I travel, I manage to do so many things without help... why shoud it be a problem if I am dreamy or have crazy ideas?
I dont understand. Maybe people wish they could be more free or behave as they want not as they think they should.

posted May 08, 2019 02:42 PM            

Nice post, Shulia. *smile*
Don't EVER go grey.. Keep your Happy.

There is a difference between being "child-like" and having a happy inner disposition, and a compassionate view of life.

It's a person who is in-touch with their inner-child, where Life and Creativity springs from. We forget to 'play.'

Where possible, and when appropriate, it is Good to be a person who up-lifts others-- especially when the others around you are feeling down.

(A LOT of people 'need' that right now-- things are just sooo heavy and serious in this world.)

Child-like is different than being childish.
Important to know the difference.
Some people use that word as a derogatory term, and as an opportunity to wound another person's spirit.

Did you ever watch this 1960 movie, called Pollyanna?
(I think you might like this, Shulia… referring to your theme around death in the other active thread right now.)

(topic) Pollyanna and 'The Glad Game' (clip from the movie) [4:44] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zcm3aGNybb4

We need more "Sparklers" in this world, to help Cheer (and Heal) the Human Spirit.

- http://jaysnell.org/Articles/brokenspirit.htm
Ps 147:3
3 He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds. (KJV)
Prov 15:13
13 A merry heart maketh a cheerful countenance:
but by sorrow of the heart the spirit is broken. (KJV)
Prov 17:22
22 A merry heart doeth good like a medicine:
but a broken-spirit drieth the bones. (KJV)

(music) I Will Restore (scripture songs, God's Grace) [3:26] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mlgnd0EWFJQ

(music) Joyful Joyful, finale (Lauren Hill; SisterAct 2, with Whoopi Goldberg, gospel music) [4:28] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OaEH1e_DLm0

This song is one of my sheerly JOYFUL, Joy-Giving Favorites!

(music) Happy! (Pharrell Williams) [4:00] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZbZSe6N_BXs

posted May 08, 2019 05:23 PM            

I never heard about this movie Pollyana , but I remember reading something about Pollyana in Linda's books.
I will watch it soon!

posted May 09, 2019 12:30 PM            

(topic) The Law of Attraction, and Being Yourself--- Are you who you want to be? (Michelle Knight UK , posted May 9, 2019) [8:24] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vj36jvIMMU8