posted December 23, 2005 10:00 AM         

But I couldn't resist it. Its my birthday today. And I'm having a bad time, ok well not that bad, but my familys away on a vacation enjoying, my friends are unavailable due to exams in 10 days and some other reasons, and I've my exams in 10 days, with no birthday cake to cut because I'm alone here so I've nothing, which I chose to be because I know I wouldn't be able to concentrate on my studies in India and plus I wanted to take some tuitions and extra- classes in school to improve myself in studies and I've homework to complete by tommorow too. So yeah I've been generally feeling very low and depressed and my self-esteem is kind of low because I feel kind of lonely and without any attention and I can't really celebrate my birthday because I know I've to study. I know its a silly reason to be sad about, but sometimes I can't help it, and especially on my birthday.

So now I feel all selfish because I want attention, some kind of attention for my birthday. I'm turning 15 today. And thats why I'm posting here, because atleast someone will wish me happy birthday, and I know I'll feel a bit better, even though I know I'm being very selfish person.

posted December 23, 2005 10:19 AM         

YOU POOR SOD!!!!!

Awwwww

I'd give you a hug, but ... y'know... the internet kinda stops that. Feel free to be selfish! It's your birthday and your 15th! And exams! Comisserations! I know completely what you're going through. I'm also 15, have exams in the summer and feel like crap. We can be miserable together.

Actually, no, you should do someting about it. Don't stay on the computer. Go out. Buy yourself a birthday cake. Find something good on tv. Rom coms are always nice, light and cheery. I wish I could actually help you in someway but sadly I can't. But I'm sending you all the compassion a non-Pisces ascendant can!!
hope things cheer up!

posted December 23, 2005 10:20 AM         

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!! !

posted December 23, 2005 04:42 PM         

You are turning 15???? Wowza-----
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Please don't be sad

posted December 25, 2005 01:29 PM         

MNF.. I want to specially thank you, your comment realllly made me feel better. It was like first I was all fearful of making myself so vulnerable but you were so nice, I felt like 'maybe its not bad to be vulnerable'... so thanks ... and yeah having birthdays during exams suck!...it must've been worser for you.
Oh and I think we would get along awesomely well, you know why?... I've a capricorn ascendant too, just like you .. Infact I'm very ultra-cappy and all that trines virgo and you're about my age too. so a biggg hug to you for cheering me up.

And thank you aqua for those wonderful wonderful pics.

And noreenz I'll try not to be sad (DONE), how can I be when you guys are so wonderful?

So thanks everyone. A lot.