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Joga
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posted October 26, 2002 03:52 AM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Ive been going thru a strange patch lately. It seems that everyone around me has been extremely unfortunate lately. First and most important, my boyfriends uncle died yesterday (the 24th) very suddenly. He had an enlarged heart that was being regularly treated and monitored. He woke up yesterday morning feeling sick with flu like symptoms, and went to the hospital. Next thing you know, he has a massive stroke and died that same evening. He was only 46 years old.
Myself, coming from a very small, and somewhat distant family, I was moved by the strenght shown by Uncle Terry's six brothers and sisters, and his mother. It was heartbreaking seeing his elderly mother, who is confined to a wheel chair, and has one amputated leg, feeling the pain that she is having, and at the same time, a crutch for her other children. Everyone hugged and cried with everyone at the hospital, including myself. I feel so close to this family, and I know they consider me a part of it. All their individual ups and downs aside, this is one special and unique family, and in that, I feel blessed to be a part of it.
Besides that, there are so many people around me lately hurting, grieving, and being very ill. A guy at my work with serious and cronic stomache problems. My future landlord in the hospital also with heart problems.(A day before and at the same hospital as Uncle Terry) My moms friends daughter, in extremely serious condition after a car accident which literaly crushed her lower body, and gave her head injuries. From highschool, one of my best friends' twelve year old brother shot himself in the head in front of his mother a year ago today, and there is a vigil being held tonight. Thoes are the main ones, the small two or three situations I left out.
The strange thing is this... My life right now, just for myself, is going perfect. I found a great big and fully restored one bedroom house that was built in 1945 for only (im almost embarassed to say) $450 a month. Mick and I will do handyperson work on it, and rent is then dirt cheap!! I've been really good about saving money, and so far nothing has broken that needs my saved money to fix it, which is always how it works with me. Work is great, love is great. Im in most cases a very "the glass is half full" kind of girl, but the things I see around me are so scary, I feel at this point like my roof may fall in 5...4...3... My birthday is 4/6/80 at 4:36 am, in Phoenix, AZ. Is there hope on the way for what I see around me? Am I just ment to do good and be a support for others? Im almost starting to feel guilty about this great luck of mine. What do you guys think?
**Joga**

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lllog
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posted October 26, 2002 08:33 AM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
As you know, I believe that some souls come into incarnations knowing full well that they will leave earlier than normal in order to provide experiences for other souls that can provide a stimulus for growth. They have chosen to do this as a gift of love for others. How the others handle the experiences in terms of their own growth is where free choice comes in.

Usually the main purpose of their love gifts are people (souls)within their immediate group, but that dosen't precude others growing from these experiences.

All that we can do in response to such experiences is value our own life and soul quest, look for growth opportunities in these experiences, and honor their love gifts by giving love to others.

In other words, don't engage in feeling guilty, looking for the other shoe to fall, or any other non-productive behaviors. Keep your attention on your growth and loving others.

I'll send a transit reading to you soon.

Love
Lanny

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Joga
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posted October 26, 2002 10:38 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
My father went into the hospital today. They thought he had a stroke because he showed all the signs, and symptoms, but tests are showing something different. He is so sick, and I dont know how to be there for him. My dad has a horrible drinking promlem, and refuses to take care of himself. He has shut himself off from our family, and we never are able to really help him untill he gets sick, and we then have to try to intervene, always unsucessfully. This is the worst this time. Im at my wits end with all this heartache. I am a very happy person, very anti-woe-is-me. I just have this extreme empathy when people are hurt, and Im a little overwhelmed with it all. Thanks Illog.
**Joga**

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N_wEvil
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posted October 26, 2002 10:42 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
well for what its worth i'll be hoping things improve for both you and your Father.

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