posted November 12, 2002 04:23 PM              

I just noticed something partucular- your Asc in Aqua is at the same sign and degree as my mate`s. And of course in both your charts Transiting Neptune is hovering around your Ascendent back and forth. What is the effect of Neptune transiting your ASC , have you noticed increased day dreaming ? romantic mood preveals? longing for soul connection , soul merging? feeling lost? dissolving of the soul bounderies? how do you feel the effect, I want to know how does this transit affect him.

Also TR Saturn is digging into your 5th house,same as with him, . Saturn in 5th has been known for cutting down the numbers of love affairs and concentrating your attention on one but very deep connection. True?
And also TR Uranus is traveling thru your 1st house..any significant changes in your personal life, outer appearance and such ?

posted November 12, 2002 11:21 PM              

Wow, the questions you pose are very in-depth. Let me try to answer appropriately for you.

Hmmm.. Increased daydreaming? All of my life I have daydreamed, so I don't necessarily notice an increase. When I do daydream, it is primarily just being Zen. Enjoying sensations of just BEING in the moment. Other times I think of things I need to do in order to progress further, visualizing those secret drives. Other times, they involve past activities I have enjoyed that was very special to me. Sometimes there are nostalgic feelings attached.
Romantic Moods? Yes, always in a Romantic Mood! Very important aspect of my life, but so okay without it if I cannot be with the one that I vibe and click with.

I have NO feelings involving the sensation of being lost. I feel VERY complete and very fulfilled in my life as an individual. I do however long for that Special soul mate who will not be afraid to stick around. I've been lucky enough to find three so far who have shared an amazing time with me. Not kidding you when I say AMAZING!
It's just difficult when you've found the one, yet they are not READY. Time is on my side indeed. I am healthy, vibrant and courageous. I'll wait another lifetime if I must to experience that exhaulted HIGH. Is that Romantic and Passionate enough for you?

Don't understand the question of dissolving of the soul boundaries. Explain this to me.

posted November 12, 2002 11:22 PM              

Your next question regarding TR Saturn:
Yes, I feel that I do consciously cut down the number of love affairs. Why? Because I get tugged at in every direction from people wanting SHALLOW relationships with me.
I am done with that. I'm about depth. Not the game playing, time wasting madness that most people play. I'd rather NOT get involved with that. I'll leave that to those masses who are still CONFUSED. They are way too unconscious for my needs. I need a personality to complement my character and not be insecure by me or what I possess. One who is loyal, honest, loving, sexual, sensual, deep and self assured. Not too much to ask for.
I live by those very SAME principals and posess each one of those qualities.
As you well know from our previous discussions, I have found a VERY SPECIAL someone who does it for me in EVERY way who I feel is also my equal. Possibly my Twin.
It's frightening, the things we have in common and the intensity we create together.
I always worry that we'll start a FIRE!
Forget about finishing each other's sentences, we answer the question BEFORE the question is even administered. Truly frightening if your a wimp. Thank God I am not!
Deep connection? You bet! In the highest dosage available without a prescription!
You know the story. Need I say MORE?

Significant changes in my personal life? Always changes. Usually for the BETTER.
I've noticed that the more I'm in the moment of natural FLOW, the more my life takes on this perfect synchronistic pattern. The right situations and people show up with significant value. I am grateful for those blessings and I'm usually blown away by fate and timing.

My outer appearance hasn't changed too much. I still look basically the same as 12 years ago. Bodywise, I've been the same for 20 years or more. I stay fit pretty much without working out. I change the hairstyle periodically, but nothing too major. Just small adjustments as needed. I'm definitely more wiser today and more outspoken.

Something significant in 1998? Hmmm... Let me ponder that question for a while and get back to you. Fair?
Meanwhile, I need to head out and meet some friends.

posted November 13, 2002 06:58 PM              

I have been thinking about your question regarding anything significant happening to me in 1998. Hmmm...

Well, let's see... Doing the sequence thing here.

I crashed my Beemer and was very sad about it.

I broke up with the Taurus actor.

A Sag came along and stimulated my deepest passions without restriction or judgment, then praised ME for it.

I learned that more people cared for me genuinely than I realized and supported my existence of simply being ME and thought that I was truly special.

Became more into my own POWER as a whole and the awareness it brought.

I became less stressed about pressures and became more TRUSTING of the Universe.

Had an aura picture taken that truly knocks your socks off as far as color and their positions including a white spirit coming from my forehead. The photographer was in complete shock and nearly tripped over as she pulled the photo from the slot.

Had great insight with business dealings on an intuitive level but my male Libra partner vacillated with his decisions and refused to TRUST my knowledge because I was a woman, so we lost deals that could have put us both in a very comfortable financial position for years to come. Needless to say, I dumped him as a partner and learned to harbor those bitter feelings from his procrastination and insecurities.

posted November 13, 2002 07:00 PM              

The year end ended on a very positive note. Went to a great private party on New Year's Eve that felt the next best thing to heaven. Great people, great music, great food and an open bar. The house was amazing. A grand piano sat in the living room, so it was a major temptation for a music Producer to drag me to. He thought I had STAR qualities and wanted to produce me, but I wasn't interested in a singing career. We ended up great friends as a result though. Nothing romantic, just very cool friendship.
After the last record was spun, the DJ unexpectedly to my surprise, put on another peice of music, then made a big scene by bringing me up front to serenade me in song.
The classic standard, "It Had To Be You!" It was a special moment, yet so embarrassing to be serenaded to by a stranger in front of a large crowd. THAT is when I become shy.
When the song was over, he apologized to the crowd and announced that I inspired him.
I was touched and my date was floored.
He later stole my phone number from the Producer and called me the next day claiming that the long ride home seemed like a flash in time and that the cold weather of winter was never felt. The man was very romantic and gracious and I appreciated his sweet approach, but there was no vibe. Then he got obsessed and kept calling and begging me to go out with him. I politely told him thank you, but that I wasn't interested in going out.
He pressed and pressed until I had to be REALLY firm and almost rude to him to get him to stop. He is a wonderful singer and was in the studio doing a CD and wanted me there as well as show up to all of his gigs. He became dependent on me inspiring him.
He started getting aggressive and manipulating. I felt really bad with putting an end to it the way I had to, but I knew it was very necessary.
That situation definitely made me realize that for once, I had to speak my truth as a woman which in the past was much more submissive and prone to manipulations of another's motives, then suddenly being in something I'd prefer not being involved in.
That's when I realized I was definitely IN my own Power.
That to me was VERY significant in 98.

posted November 13, 2002 08:51 PM              

thanks for taking your time to answer my questions.

posted November 14, 2002 05:35 AM              

Ask away! Anything you want to know further, don't hesitate. I have a feeling though that this period is intended to be more PERSONALIZED with each individual based on their belief system. There will be mild tests, but nothing too harsh. The general feeling is that you feel peaceful and secure that everything is in total harmony whether positive or negative. That somehow the Universe is providing. I have witnessed this first hand, and it blew my mind. There may be encounters, new or old that will leave you feeling very good about living. A sense of deep humanitarianism. One of oneness.
Other's were instinctively available to assist, and the result made me feel as if God had showed favoritism toward me and rewarded me because it was TIME!
It kind of feels like you are finally being rewarded for good deeds done in the past.
Someone could also show up and put your passions to the test as in my situation.
The intensity will have you energized all day and night and you won't know if your coming or going! All good though. Fasten your seatbelt!
Many sensations will overcome you and effect your senses which will give you yet another reason to feel good about being alive.

posted November 14, 2002 11:31 PM              

hey, I saw your photo today, I will say only WOW
You really are ONE in a kind.
a real Venus Princess

posted November 14, 2002 11:40 PM              

My reply to that is NEVER!

posted November 15, 2002 02:48 AM              

That is exactly why the garlic is IN my pocket. Garlic is used to ward off bad spirits.
In my pocket, it is harmless. I don't pull it out unless I'm FORCED to!