posted January 15, 2003 07:40 AM            

Saturn has been squaring your Sun - that's a toughie. The good news is it's moving off it now and although Saturn is currently in retrograde motion it only backs up to 22 degree Gemini before it starts to move forwards again on 22 Feb and your Sun is at 18 Pisces so you will not be getting another direct hit

The other thing is that Pluto right now is EXACTLY squaring your Sun - again a difficult transit to go though.....
Here's an old string where we discussed Pluto effects that you might like to read to be getting an idea of how this transit can work.
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum13/HTML/000034.html

As I mentioned before, we really need to look fully at your chart, transits etc but hopefully this bit of info will help you to see that there is going to be some light at the end of this dark tunnel you've been going through
Sue

PS: Pisces is your 6th house ruler. The 6th house = work, health. Also your natal Sun is in your 6th house so you can see how Saturn sq your Sun would have caused you some problems there.

Re money. That's a 2nd house issue. Pluto has now finished transiting this house so you would have experienced changes in that area of your life. Pluto is now transiting your 3rd house which rules communications, siblings, local community (and some other things as well) so you'll experience some changes in these areas.
Pluto transits aren't so terrible but it there are things in those areas that need to be sorted out Pluto will make you do that. It digs, digs, digs until it finds the problems and brings them to the surface. Pluto transforms.

posted January 16, 2003 07:15 AM              

TheFajita ~ RIGHT. You said "ask and you will receive". That's what I should do. Very very often this is one of my main problems. I'm kind but introvert, and my ability of communication is no good, I think because of my Mercury in Pisces¿? I don't know, but most of the times I'm afraid to say what I need or how I feel. The emotions inside are like a treasure that I have to keep unconciously. And even if I try to talk about them, everything is chaotic and without any order. I don't know how to start and how to end. The only practical way I have to explain them is writing. I'm more accurate talking about my feelings when I write. When I talk, it all ends with tears.
Thanks for your hope.

My namesake ~ Sometimes I feel I can survive anything, yes. But the suffering is constant. I look and think "OK you've survived, good job girl" but immediately there's something else to suffer for. Was I born to suffer all the time? I don't know...the only thing I kwon is I'll survive every time. Big hug, N_WEvil and thanks to you too.

posted January 16, 2003 07:16 AM              

TheFajita ~ RIGHT. You said "ask and you will receive". That's what I should do. Very very often this is one of my main problems. I'm kind but introvert, and my ability of communication is no good, I think because of my Mercury in Pisces¿? I don't know, but most of the times I'm afraid to say what I need or how I feel. The emotions inside are like a treasure that I have to keep unconciously. And even if I try to talk about them, everything is chaotic and without any order. I don't know how to start and how to end. The only practical way I have to explain them is writing. I'm more accurate talking about my feelings when I write. When I talk, it all ends with tears.
Thanks for your hope.

My namesake ~ Sometimes I feel I can survive anything, yes. But the suffering is constant. I look and think "OK you've survived, good job girl" but immediately there's something else to suffer for. Was I born to suffer all the time? I don't know...the only thing I kwon is I'll survive every time. Big hug, N_WEvil and thanks to you too.

posted January 17, 2003 08:32 AM            

Uranus actually started it's transit of your 5th house on 28th Jan 1999. Uranus transit thru a house takes around 7 years so you still have it in your 5th for while yet.
Your 6th house cusp is 13 degree Pisces, Uranus finally reaches that degree on 14th April 2006 (takes a while as obviously it goes retro each year). In 2006 once again Uranus will be retro, so that even though it does enter your 6th house in April it actually will "back up" during it's retro period and so re-enter your 5th house on 29th August 2006. Once it goes direct it will then work it's way back to your 6th house - reaching your 6th house cusp on 5th Feb 2007. After that it leaves your 5th house definately

Uranus transits are not always bad - just can bring erractic/sudden changes - but these can be good changes. They can also make you feel a bit restless....
Just expect the unexpected.

In your natal chart you actually have both Mars and Mercury in your 5th house. Mars @ 21degree aquarius and Mercury @ 11 degree Pisces - so transiting Uranus has recently been conjunct your natal Mars.
That combination works by increasing your impatience.

Having Mars natally in your 5th house...
Mars always needs some outlet for all it's energy, sitting in your 5th that's where it's energy will come out - the house of fun and romance. Never a dull moment with Mars in this position.
Sue

posted January 17, 2003 10:08 AM              

I'm sorry to hear you've been having such a rough time. What Cat said about transiting Saturn and Pluto, both squaring your Pisces Sun is true. I'm a Gem with Pisces Rising, plus my daughters are Gem Sun/Pisces Moon, and Pisces Sun/Sag. Rising...and we have all felt the effects of these planets transiting Gemini (Saturn) and Sag. (Pluto)!!

It is true though, "that which does not kill us makes us stronger", lol. With your Scorpio Moon, you can be assured of this. There is a thread titled "Calling all Lunar Scorpios" which you may find helpful; having the Moon in Scorpio myself, I have found kindred spirits there. Take care, and hang in there. This will pass.