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Topic: My dilemma!!
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Wiser Grace
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posted April 01, 2003 04:21 AM
 
Aaaargh!Hi peeps. I'm having a pretty rough time with a big decision i have to make with respects to my career/university path... After making many wrong and badly influenced choices a few years back (old boyfriend - grrr!) i'm now STILL on the totally wrong university course - and my heart is screaming this out at me every day now. Problem is - i'm in the middle of the second year (of a three year course). So now i have to decide wether or not to leave - and it's driving me crazy!!!
I have always known that i wanted a creative career (writer/artist) or work with animals and the environment. My course doesn't come close to either of those! I'm also surrounded by people who i can't connect with at all (you know, the types that would label me 'wierd' if they were aware of all my beliefs connected with this site *they're all still learning - i understand that*!) I'm also feeling like a real big change is heading my way (wether i like it or not!!!), and i'm trying desperately to see past the *fear* in the situation!
If anyone has the time, I would be so very very appreciative if someone could take a quick look at my chart to see if there are any clues as to what the flippin 'eck i should do at this point in time!!!? Feb 19th 1981
11.30pm
Grimsby, UK Thanks guys! A shower of love and light - W Grace xxx ------------------
Allow your spirit to stretch and breathe, and grasp each lesson new,
and whilst you grow and bloom, my friends - love and light to you. IP: Logged |
Wiser Grace
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posted April 01, 2003 04:52 AM
Oooh...just a quick note to add after reading over my main entry! When i said i made the 'wrong and badly influenced decisions' - i mean it only in an earthy context! I totally understand that none of us can ever make a 'wrong' decision! (just needed to clear that 1 up - even if just for my own peace of mind - blimey, i'm SUCH a bloomin perfectionist!)IP: Logged |
RubyRedRam
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posted April 01, 2003 06:27 AM
The only way past fear is to go right through it!! (I'm not sure who's quote that is).I can't help on the astrological side of things..yet! I am still remembering... Listen really closely to your heart, I think you already know what you want. Take it from someone who got 2 1/2 years through a 3 year Uni course and walked off campus after mid-year exams thinking 'I'm not going back there'. Yes, so many people screaming waste of 'time' and money. It was MY 'time' and MY money and I was a square peg in a round hole. 6-7 years and many extremly boring and monotonous jobs later, I have discovered what I truly want to do!! Follow your heart and your dreams and live life for YOU. Much love, light and luck to you  IP: Logged |
Wiser Grace
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posted April 01, 2003 11:22 AM
Oh thank you so much, RubyRedRam... you're obviously an angel on my path! And i couldn't have asked for an opinion from a person with an experience closer to the subject than yours! Thankyou.
I guess i know my heart is right - and yes, the fear won't go away if i don't confront it. I suppose i just need little kicks up the bottom now and then from angels like you! I'm so pleased that you're happy with what you're doing now - it shines a beam of hope on my situation, too! (and now i know i'm not the only person in the world to have ever felt this way!!!) The warmest love and the brightest light in the world to you - i can't say thankyou enough! ;-) W Grace xxx------------------
Allow your spirit to stretch and breathe, and grasp each lesson new,
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posted April 01, 2003 01:41 PM
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