posted July 11, 2003 06:53 AM              

its all good at least i get to spend time with him... that boy has got to get his own pc though. i cant take this anymore. weve fought about this pc like twice in the week hes been here. its my effing pc. just because i actually use it now is no excuse for him to give me slack cause he doesnt get to be on it for the whole night every night. he believes in astro yet pooh poohs it because 'im' into it of course... bloody virgos. i love him dearly but he drives me mad sometimes. sorry, i just really needed to vent, i havent had an outlet for it all week and no privacy, and this ONE time he is out of sight... i know he wouldnt see this thread so i feel safe venting here. he wouldnt read a thread titled to lioneye lol.

its just been great but also very hard. when he is gone after sunday i will have all the time i want to do the things i havent been able to with him here, such as a couple of charts i had promised id look at, and catch up on some emails that i just dont want to be interrogated about. *sigh*

other than that, im peachy

and shaun, i hope you are well! take care!

posted July 11, 2003 10:12 AM              

Thank you,
Natasha

posted July 11, 2003 12:06 PM            

How have you been!!! I hope all is going well for you!

Take care,

posted July 11, 2003 02:28 PM            

I am so glad that things are looking up for you. I am doing well and had a great 4th of July. I am leaving for Dallas on Wednesday for a convention / meeting with Mr. Leo, so that is something I am looking forward to as well.

Hmmm, I never thought about what finger to wear a gemstone ring on.. I wear a pearl in a gold ring on my right hand's middle finger and my former diamond / sapphire engagment ring / wedding band on my left hand's middle finger. (I still wear it because it is so beautiful).

I tease and say the reason I wear rings on my middle finger is to give someone nice to look at when I flip them the bird. LOL... I really don't do that very often, mostly in jest. It's a South Park thing. There was this little kid character that was silent but would just flip people off. LOL..sorry...Sag moon is making me nutty.

No worries about the chart. I know that you are busy.

posted July 11, 2003 07:51 PM              

Libra ascendant...to all you knowflakes who've gotten to know my style, do you think Libra rising fits? Or Saggie rising.

You know, I think both charts are valid in each and every one of us. I just have to figure out which chart reigns over what area. I've been kicking the concept around for a while, and I'm thinking the soul-chosen chart, or "soul-body" fusion chart reigns over soul growth and significant soul lessons. That's why it corresponds with major life events.
The "first breath" chart reigns over personality as well as areas of importance to the native.
If the two charts mesh well, the individual experiences growth with little resistance, but if they don't jive well, then lessons are learned "the hard way".

The reason I say this is because I truly relate to both charts. I feel Saturn in the 5th house, and I feel Gemini (or Mercury) on the descendant (who HASN'T heard about my history with Virgos?), I feel Neptune in my 12th house, and I feel the sun in my 8th house, as well as Merc and Mars.

On the other hand (how very Libra, eh? ) I feel the values of Libra very personally, and I can relate to that sign very well.

I also seem to NOT be drawn to Aries. And if Aries is on my Descendant, that puts Saturn in my 7th house. So, what does that mean?

Honestly, both charts ring true. Except, the Libra ascendant does feels more "me".

I think the two charts are part of everyone's makeup. Why wouldn't they be? Who ever said it was simple? We are complex beings and we contain many many layers. It only makes sense that we have an external chart as well as a separate internal chart.

Who we are, doesn't necessarily jive with what happens to us as we go about the business of life.