posted July 31, 2003 05:02 PM              

I'm feeling all excited like something BIG is about to happen although i've been so up and down the past couple of weeks mostly because i've been tying up a million and one loose ends.

My...shall we say "gestalt" connection has been making itself more noticeable and i've been devoting more time to my chiron/12th house conundrum - IE healing/energistic applications.

Things seem to be accelerating at long last in general.

posted July 31, 2003 06:06 PM            

Thanks for asking Wevil

posted July 31, 2003 07:40 PM            

Mars aggression is my only thought.

Good question Lioneye ;anyone know?

posted July 31, 2003 07:47 PM              

it sounds like you all need a nice long soak in the bath with a glass of red wine, then a snooze in a slightly lavender-scented bed.

posted July 31, 2003 07:56 PM            

I too have been filled with expectation! And have been feeling very up, N_wEvil. Jupiter is entering my first house RIGHT NOW, and I've been feeling it inching closer over the past few weeks.

Like many of you, I feel there are changes coming, really positive changes, and also like several others I want them RIGHT NOW.

I've been a little tired this week, and I'll attribute that to my ruler (Mars) going Retrograde.

to all! I hope you all get what you want.

And N_wEvil, I for one never need an excuse for a glass of good red wine! It's my favorite adult beverage.

posted July 31, 2003 11:26 PM              

how have i been feeling... well...

thats an interesting question. as you know wevil i feel things intensely and its like a lightning strike, and then its over and i move on like butta back to my state of grace and general silliness. lol. i dunno how i feel lately, i mean as in general state of consciousness. i do feel a sort of pressure as to making some sort of income, but thats a pandemic with my life. i dunno.

i know that i have to come to some sort of resolution about certain things in my life like school, but i just cant make that decision yet. i do have some months until i have to though, so i have time. mars in cap Rx, slow to get things done but they do eventually get done (usually through solitude, its like the Rx factor lol). i guess most of all whats on my 'feeling' list lately is a feeling of pressure but not overt pressure, more the kind of constant and steady pressure involved in making a diamond from carbon. its rather curious how that fits though... into my grand scheme of things, as i have had my chart done by someone who was extremely good and extremely bright vis a vis astrology. hes been studying for 40, yes 40 years... he has seen thousands of charts, and he said that mine was one of the strongest hed ever seen, 'strong like diamond' was the exact quote. so it kind of fits... expect miracles at some point from me it was always my hope that i would do something wonderful for this earth, who knows, maybe itll really happen.

as far as a general mood, i feel happy and positive and peaceful. i have radioheads latest to thank for that, partially, radiohead has always mirrored my current philosphical state of being, whenever their new lp comes out. they just really tune right into me, and i love the tone of this new album, its more 'peaceful' but still deep and abstract, just like how im feeling/thinking right now. their last album was very tortured, and so was i at the time.

i just simply feel quite good in general. lots of positive emotional energy, i feel confident and strong, self esteem isnt so pressing right now. so, theres the surface feelings, and the deeper feelings. im happy with the way my friendships are going, and generally very loving of people in general, in society and everywhere. even ones i dont necessarily like. my friends are a big source of comfort to me right now though especially. new and old.

for anyone who is feeling a bit tested right now, wevil has good advice! also you might wanna check out the thread in uni codes titled 'your sacred place'. im thinking that some of us could use that thread right now.

*hugs* and

posted August 01, 2003 11:32 PM              

Funny you mention "ball rolling", N_wEvil, because I think that's an apt metaphor for my interaction with my feelings.

On one hand, I'm very 'up' with my recent Reiki attunement, and accompanying amazing energy (I recommend it, N_wEvil! You might like it! It never lets a healer get depleted ). On the other, I'm a bit 'down' with the self-healing symptoms as my body de-toxes... sore throat currently .... oh well, the 28 day self-cleanse period is nearly over.

But my feelings are like a sodden ball, sloshing with water inside -- I find that when I let them be, they're kind of sad sack and bleary, but when I give 'em a push, I get great things done then I feel great too!

So mostly up, I would say. <gives ball a little kick then beams at the Knowflakes>

posted August 02, 2003 11:45 PM              

Plus the humidity is killing me.

But you are correct there are bigger changes going on, and thank you for pointing that out.

posted August 03, 2003 12:03 AM            

Since Mars is conjuncting mine and Uranus is hanging out in the same sign, I have been really trying to get my fair share of work-outs. Yoga is not enough for all this energy, so I am doing that with the Pilates. Hopefully, that will take the sting out of the transits.

posted August 03, 2003 11:42 AM              

In terms of people who go out to these dance lovein type of places, well - uhm, the whole thing is very intense and i'm sure maybe a little unsafe.