posted December 22, 2003 11:37 AM              

I know what you mean... the woman the nurturer always feeling like we have to fill in the blank spaces in life. Feeling guilty when we don't know how, and letting an "opportune" moment pass us by. The woman the nurturer..

All I can say, since I really do know what you mean, is this would be the opportunity for you to understand the very essence of this guy, and all the dynamics themselves which existed between you. Not the man himself right now, just the essence, the ether.

In metaphysical terms, this will serve as a MODEL or PROTOTYPE which you will probably recognize with much more clarity from now on in many more people you will meet in life. It doesn't necessarily mean that when you do see it in others that you need to pounce on it like a cardiac arrest. It MAY simply be one of the universe's way of getting your attention.

Sort of like when you see those crazy numbers on your clock over and over again, like 11:11 or something. Instead of just merrily going about your business, you will take notice and just become more aware.

That's one way of thinking of it.

with love & support,

.gloria

posted December 22, 2003 06:51 PM              

Almost as if there is a specific aspect of the God "mind" which we think we recognize in someone. The familiarity is not always a good thing and sometimes you should run the other way.

But then you might meet someone else who echos the "model" you've identified, and you watch it evolve further, and so on. If you watch for it, you'll know of more than one model.

In terms of astrology, it's like if you've known someone of a certain sign, and then meet someone who has their Moon in that sign instead, but you catch glimpses of the other person now and then. Has that ever happened to you? It does me, ALL the time.

Sometimes you cannot see the forest for the trees and this is DEFINATELY a sign for you to take a step back and see the forest. It doesn't carve in stone how you should otherwise love and act like in front of that person in the future. But watch. You'll have a better handle on your emotions. No sweat!

with love & support,

.gloria