posted January 24, 2004 01:42 PM              

You left me literally in tears after I read the following message you wrote me. Please tell me what's going on? What are you seeing? How? Need to know it all. Thank you!:::::

Gloria,
you got me curiouse and I looked at your charts. You most likely will have a fateful meeting with a man in the end of this year. Could be around New Years Eve or it could be in the beginig of 2005. This could be your future husband, the one you are going to nest with. I dont know for sure if this will be the man but by 2006 you will be head over heels in love. It won`t be easy thou. This love period (2006) coincidence with much struggles, you might be supposed to give up something valuable to you for this love to happen. There will be some legal battles too. It will be a give and take time but you will experience the magick of love in all its variations, for the years to come..Wish you luck!

posted January 24, 2004 10:32 PM              

As for the fateful meeting at the end of this year/beginning of the next, I saw that in your Solar Arc directed chart. At that time directed North Node will come to an exact conjunction to your natal Sun. Directed Nodes to natal planets always coincidence with a time of fatefull meetings with important people in one`s life. Like for example, when Proxieme (from this Forum here) met for the first time her future husband in June last year, her directed Nodes were sitting exactly on her natal Sun. Sun= men in a female chart and more over Sun rules your 4th house (family).
Anyhow, at the time when your directed Nodes will be conjuncting your natal Sun, your directed Moon will start a conjunction to your natal Venus. Its the loveliest aspect ever to have in progression/direction. There is no way one wouldnt experience love under this aspect. The conjunction will be felt as early as the beginning of 2005 (just when the North Node/Sun aspect occures) and will become exact in the summer of 2006. What is curious thou is the fact that during that time you not only have directed Moon on natal Venus but at the same time your directed Venus will be in exact (0.00) square to natal Moon - a double yummy! At this very same time - believe it or not, your progressed Moon will be in exact opposition to your natal Venus. So you basicaly have 3 aspects involving Moon and Venus and all of them going on at absolutely the same time - June/July 2006. The square and the opposion aspect spells for frictions so not everything will be smooth but both Moon and Venus are soft planets. Moon/Venus progressed/directed aspect also spells pregnancy but I am not sure how you feel about this.

What bothers me though, and what will be bothering you too, is the upcoming directed aspects between your Pluto and Saturn. To have just one of those aspects in one`s predictive chart is very tough (Michael Jackson is having right now Pluto opposing Saturn) but you are going to have them both at the same time - directed Pluto in square to natal Saturn and directed Saturn in square to natal Pluto). This is going to be hard!. Surprise or not but those two heavy aspects will be running simultaneously with the three Moon/Venus aspects you are going to have in the summer of 2006. Pluto rules your 7th house of marriage, Saturn rules your 9th house (legal stuff, long distance affairs/divorces, and all this crap). So be aware, this will be such a halmark time for you.
The good news is that Saturn/Pluto double aspect will fade away but your Venus will continue its journey for the next years - after the conjunction to your natal Moon (lovely love), then it will be conjuncting by progression your natal Neptune (very dreamy and romantic state of affair), and then it will conjunct your natal Mars (hot and passionate). Sounds good, I hope

posted January 25, 2004 12:21 AM              

WOW girl...

I hope you can pass on how you are figuring all this out, I understand what you are saying, but do not yet know how to figure it out myself. I mean, I'm just now starting to take interest in Transits.

Anyways -
I thank you so much for this. I'm so overwhelmed with the amazing depth of the information and insight. WOW...

My tears were partly of happiness and partly of exhaustion. There are many angels watching over me.

There have been many times when I knew the stars were prime for me to go out and connect with someone new, but regardless, despite my incredible need, I'll sit home alone, content in a way. Hope this is not my attitude during the opportunity you speak of.

As for the year 2001, I was on my SIXTH year of complete celibacy. Not so much as a kiss. If you've ever read my posts regarding my practicing celibacy, you'll understand more. But basically, I was overworking myself and had cut myself off from people as I ran my own business.

When September 11th hit, I suffered in a major way from post-traumatic syndrome, and a couple of months after that, began trying med's for the first time in my life. Nothing super heavy like Prozac. Started with a low dose of Paxil, then was switched around as time went on, and I'm with a low dose of Effexor XR now.

So other than the uncontrollable aspects of the PTS, I had overworked myself to the bone and isolated myself from people, which only added to the PTS... I had NO ONE to hold me or comfort me when Sept 11th hit.

Some people's faith in God increased, but mine could not because I was already spiritually grounded.

Some people began to fly their american flag and become patriotic. My flag had already been flying in front of my home, and a day has never gone by without my being grateful to the men and women who sacrificed their lives for me to live in this free country.

BUT...

The thing that DID hit me like a ton of bricks was the realization that I was totally and completely ALONE.

Hope to hear more and learn more when you get a chance.

.gloria

posted January 25, 2004 08:31 AM            

You can post here, or email me at trillian@linda-goodman.com.
If that addy doesn't work, just let me know

posted January 25, 2004 04:29 PM            

Don't forget the 9!

posted January 26, 2004 11:41 AM              

I honestly need so much right now for Jazzebel to educate me a little bit more on the basics of her knowledge...

Please guys... I'd appreciate it. I'm going through a hell of a time and I'm sure there will be time to pile on requests for readings later...

Thank you so much for understanding. You know I'm always here for you all as well. But right now Jazzebel has touched upon something centrally key to my life at this moment...

It's very difficult for me to ask for help, and I wouldn't be going this far if it wasn't 100% critical.

Thanks again...

.gloria

posted January 26, 2004 06:17 PM              

That way, you will LEARN it for yourselves. Jazzebel has a tendancy to dissappear from here suddenly, especially when people all start asking for stuff. We ALL want to have someone take an indepth look at our astrology for free, but a person just can't do it for everybody. There's not enough hours in the day for all the requests that come pouring in once you start that.
And we ALL feel that our lives are extremely critical, for our own individual reasons.

Here's a good link for starters:

posted January 26, 2004 06:47 PM            

I respectfully withdraw my request.

Gloria, knowledge is for sharing, most of us here try to share. We all have rough spots and troubles, same as you, even if some of us aren't as open about them as you are. No one is more, or less, worthy. Jazz can, and will, make her own decisions about those with whom she will share her gifts.

posted January 27, 2004 12:56 AM              

(but I still like to here other people's perspectives, whenever they're willing to toss it at me)

Gloria, (or any of you) you can get a solar return chart done at Astro.com, then come here and we can discuss how various transits could play out.

Then we have to figuer out the time-frame part of it. We'll ALL learn that way.

posted January 27, 2004 02:02 AM              

I think you just clued me in on what I was curious to know...

You emphasized SOLAR ARC DIRECTION and a "progressed/directed" chart. With these keywords, I can definately work on more on my own, and figure out where you were coming from. Thanks for the jumpstart...

And especially, thanks for taking the time to provide such long and careful responses to me. Greatly appreciated...

.gloria

posted January 27, 2004 05:56 AM              

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posted January 27, 2004 12:47 PM              

um..or i`d better do somehting about it

posted January 27, 2004 01:04 PM              

"...I hope you can pass on how you are figuring all this out, I understand what you are saying, but do not yet know how to figure it out myself. I mean, I'm just now starting to take interest in Transits..."

And you still did not really give me any resources, like names of books or Web links, but I managed to pick up a few keywords as you were on your way out the door.

I guess you'll never really know what impact your words had on me. Thanks again.

.gloria