posted May 22, 2004 10:16 PM              

Some people have suggested that recent events feels like 9.11 all over again, and I must say, in terms of a sadness that stretches all the way over, from me over here, to over there. To that person. To their mind. To their feelings. To their wonderment. To their flight.

We still feel the sickness, but we've somehow figured out how to deal with it in immediate terms. Personally, I can't dismiss it that easily. It's hardened my heart at a time when I'm trying to free it.

Anyways...
The point of this rambling is, what the HALE happened astrologically during this timespan - if anyone wants to purge.

(Was that that thing that Carlo was trying to warn us about? What color did you pick for your walls?)

This is sort of what happened to me when 9.11, except this time, I'm not completely alone. I'd carried too much and set my standards for myself too high, foregoing relationships bar none...

Post traumatic syndrome is so compulsive, it doesn't give you time to define the fear.