posted September 18, 2004 02:15 PM
Gardens, the things that jump out at me right away is your North Node at 19 Sagittarius being exactly where Pluto is transiting now and has been off and on in the time span you mention; and your Mars at 15 Leo opposite transiting Neptune during that time. Your Mars and Neptune are widely trine in fire signs, so that is not as much of a problem as the t-square aspect you have with Pluto at 4 Libra to Moon in Capricorn and Mercury-Saturn-Sun in Cancer.
What I am getting from this chart is a great many cross purposes. You know that the rulers of the positions in your chart are an important part of interpretation ? You have so many rulers in hard aspect to what they rule.
Your 8 deg. Moon in Capricorn is opposite its ruler 8 deg. Saturn in Cancer.
Your Mercury-Saturn-Sun in Cancer are opposite their ruler Moon in Capricorn.
Your Neptune-North Node Sagittarius are square their ruler Jupiter in Pisces, and vice versa again with Neptune ruling Pisces.
Things don't work together for the good of each other very well. You continually have to compromise, to wait, to have patience, and to come to terms that your ideal person wasn't what you thought.
So let's look at the positive right now: any planet right now on your North Node represents POTENTIAL for happier times, as the North Node is our bliss path for an easier life. Pluto is on your North Node now. It has power for your future.
Pluto in your 7th at birth (pressure from others to do it their way) has come to your 19 Sagittarius in the 9th, two signatures for freedom and independence, not being afraid to go your own way and make up your own mind. But with 8 placements in the right side of your horoscope, you let others influence you too much.
South Node in Gemini in the 3rd: you talk without listening, and you listen without thinking. Now is a chance to reverse that.
Pluto is trine your Venus at birth, and Pluto in the 7th is also a partner helping you who has great power and determination.
You can use this potential now to make plans for the future, as Sabian symbol says here for your N. Node, "cut summer ice in the winter to store for when you need it".