posted March 04, 2005 08:50 PM              

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does anybody have problem with fear .Or phobias?

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posted March 04, 2005 08:52 PM              

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Boo! Sorry, j/k.

No.

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posted March 04, 2005 08:53 PM              

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i have a fear of flying things crashing into me

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posted March 04, 2005 08:55 PM              

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Does robophobia count?

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posted March 04, 2005 09:01 PM              

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*cackle* at 26T

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Scorpio/Leo/Leo

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posted March 04, 2005 09:10 PM              

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I kind of have a fear of moving forward...

and I'm afraid of spiders and heights!

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posted March 04, 2005 09:15 PM              

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(pssst...VTT, did my email go through? I sent you one earlier. I cant access mine again. Dont know if you wrote back)

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posted March 04, 2005 09:17 PM              

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Yes! I wound up running away from my computer and going on an adventure all day and just got home, so I'm going to try emailing you back

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posted March 04, 2005 09:21 PM              

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Oh cool! An all day adventure??? Sounds fun!

No rush on the email, since I cant get into mine atm - AGAIN! :/ Wanted to make sure it sent though. ....stoooopid wireless card.

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posted March 04, 2005 09:27 PM              

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darn! I'll wait a bit All day adventure indeed, and I got to meet my unusual person for the venus/uranus conjunction in my 11th house! This random woman just started talking to me and was telling me about how she wrote a book for Phish and a few other things and the proceeds, she has put into schools' funding for their music programs. She makes no profit from it herself, I have a card about the book now.

I have a job now! it's temp but WOOHOO!

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posted March 04, 2005 09:40 PM              

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AWESOME!!! Finally eh?!!

That woman sounds really cool! What a venus/uranus conjunction kind of meeting. And what a nice thing for her to do. I have some friends that would probably love to read that book! Phishheads.

Glad to hear you had a good day. Talk soon!

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posted March 04, 2005 10:32 PM              

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any more phobias?

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posted March 04, 2005 10:33 PM              

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Oh I forgot to mention that sometimes I have this intense fear of paralysis.

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posted March 04, 2005 10:42 PM              

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26T-your kill'in me 'ere. lol

Spiders are my phobia.

Ummm, SD09, how the heck did you know how to spell "phobias?" are you just playing with us???? By the way, do you have any phobias?

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posted March 04, 2005 10:47 PM              

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Come on guys remember, the only thing to fear is fear itself.

Fear it and you are attracting it to you.

Glad to be of service noreenz. lol

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posted March 04, 2005 10:48 PM              

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Yes, sd, what do you fear? What made you ask this question?

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posted March 04, 2005 10:49 PM              

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Maybe he fears dikes who like "cocke" :P

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posted March 04, 2005 10:57 PM              

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pssst 26T, I just noticed the start date for my temp job happens to fall on the new moon!

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posted March 04, 2005 11:06 PM              

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I'm really, really scared of flying. I'm trying to get over it.

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posted March 04, 2005 11:16 PM              

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xexe virgo tauras got me here

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posted March 04, 2005 11:19 PM              

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posted March 05, 2005 01:06 AM              

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LOL!

VTT AWESOME! That is a VERY good thing as I'm sure you already know. Great day for new beginnings. Is it going to be full time temp? Or part time?

I'm so happy for you.
It's about time! You Virgos gotta work or you'll go batty! I hope you like it. When do you start?

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posted March 05, 2005 01:12 AM              

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Haha I know absolutely none of those details...that's how much I just wanted a job! They called me on my cell phone while I was in my car so I was distracted and didn't even think to ask of hours/pt/ft/where/the salary. They didn't tell me either! They just said data entry, the town, and that it will only be for 2 weeks and I said, "I'll take it!" haha. I will know more on Monday since I have to go to the agency to fill out the paperwork. I kind of like this temp thing, the adventurous side of me is like Oooohh what's next?! It just sucks financial security wise which i need to get an apartment.

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posted March 05, 2005 01:31 AM              

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Hey yeah! Why not? Yeah, it's a little adventurous and that's kinda cool, but I know what you mean about needing a more secure job. I did the agency thing for a bit awhile back but eventually found a more reliable job because I had to, needed the stability. I think it's great that you took the job without knowing much about it. You'll find a more stable job. Just try to go with the flow. It's something for now and that's all that matters. And who knows where it could lead? I think once you get back out there working, it puts a kind of energy flow out there and you'll see other things start to fall into place. It's like once you get out of that stagnant place and mindframe things start to change....I filled out two apps today so I'm crossing my fingers on those. We'll seeee!!

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posted March 05, 2005 02:33 AM              

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Haha I didn't even have to think twice. I was just like "yes, when do I come back in there?" hahaha. I am hoping it brings me out of the funk, just like you mentioned with the energy flow. Maybe I will meet someone there who knows of another place with an opening...you never know, things work in weird ways. I'm crossing my fingers for you!! That's great, 2 more apps!

I'm feeling majorly bummed right now though...I had to do so many tests at the agency...there was a written math test...I rarely have to take these for jobs, and I should have asked why I needed to this time and then refused when I found it to be b.s. It's a huge self-esteem killer for me. I can't do percentages, probabilities, fractions, and anything beyond. I did do it in school - at near failing. It was the only thing I did bad in, to the point where I have always wondered if I have a learning disability with it. So yeah I wound up totally bombing this test, horribly, and they tried to be nice about it but it didn't work.

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