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Topic: loneliness phases
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gemini girl
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posted March 19, 2005 08:45 AM
 
hi you guys through the past few years ive had almost like certain themes or phases that i was going through starting 2001 i lost someone close to me was very depressed 2002 lost someone else
2003 made a major change in my life
2003 july started living alone
2004 overcame my depression havent cried the whole year
2005 this year ive cried so much for no reason ive also shed 2 friends that were no friends anyway but through my life time ive always been lonely ive never had a friend since childhood or any of that and i cant relate to my peers i find them very immature yet if im around older ppl they think im trying to be mature which is not the case but i dont fit anywhere making me feel like i cant be myself so im always waiting 4 something to happen like me traveling so no one really knows me and i can be myself but then id still not be who i am truly Can transists or progressions have anything to do with this or can it just be certain aspects in my chart I also want to point out the type of loneliness im talking about is not totally being alone without ppl around u that also is a factor though but being around many ppl and not able to relateIP: Logged |
sue g
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posted March 19, 2005 11:33 AM
Aaah Gemini Girl, you sound so genuine and sensitive. I am a 46 year old woman that cries almost every day and relates to your stories of loneliness. I have and always have had lots of love in my life, but there has always been this yearning deep down inside of me. It is only now that I am beginning to realise that whatever I was looking for will never come from others, but from my own self, so do not despair, it is a long road, but you will get there. I would love to see your chart, not that I am any where near an expert, but am sure some of the other guys could help. I never related to many people and like you I have backed off from people all my life and now feel very selective in who I spend time with. I find expressing my emotion through music, singing and dance helps a great deal, and learning to like yourself and accept your gifts is so important. Sending you love and lots of Irish luck Sue xxxIP: Logged |
GemStar
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posted March 19, 2005 12:36 PM
Please post your birthdate and information and we will take a look if you'd like. There are some really great people here you are extremely knowledgable and may be able to give you some insight and maybe give you some insight!!  IP: Logged |
gemini girl
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posted March 19, 2005 12:36 PM
hi sue thanx cant believe i 4got to put in the chart
born on 9 June 1987 local time 04:25 pm
in Cape Town, SAFR U.T. 14:25
18e22, 33s55 sid. time 08:48:10 --------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Planetary positions
planet sign degree house motion
Sun Gemini 18°13'55 07 direct
Moon Scorpio 17°04'05 12 direct
Mercury Cancer 11°52'28 08 direct
Venus Taurus 28°01'59 06/7 direct
Venus is technically near the end of house 6 and is interpreted in house 7.
Mars Cancer 12°37'01 08 direct
Jupiter Aries 22°25'35 06 direct
Saturn Sagittarius 17°50'32 01 retrograde
Uranus Sagittarius 25°00'43 02 retrograde
Neptune Capricorn 07°07'52 02 retrograde
Pluto Scorpio 07°32'43 12 retrograde
True Node Aries 09°04'10 05 retrograde
House positions (Placidus)
Ascendant Scorpio 28°16'57
2nd House Sagittarius 23°48'46
3rd House Capricorn 16°03'47
Imum Coeli Aquarius 09°35'56
5th House Pisces 08°30'58
6th House Aries 16°10'54
Descendant Taurus 28°16'57
8th House Gemini 23°48'46
9th House Cancer 16°03'47
Medium Coeli Leo 09°35'56
11th House Virgo 08°30'58
12th House Libra 16°10'54
Major aspects
Sun Quincunx Moon 1°10
Sun Sextile Jupiter 4°12
Sun Opposition Saturn 0°23
Sun Opposition Uranus 6°47
Moon Trine Mercury 5°12
Moon Trine Mars 4°27
Mercury Conjunction Mars 0°45
Mercury Opposition Neptune 4°45
Mercury Trine Pluto 4°20
Venus Opposition Ascendant 0°15
Mars Opposition Neptune 5°29
Mars Trine Pluto 5°04
Jupiter Trine Saturn 4°35
Jupiter Trine Uranus 2°35
Neptune Sextile Pluto 0°25
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sue g
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posted March 19, 2005 01:06 PM
Mmm.......Moon and Asc in Scorpio, that is interesting (I have 5 planets in Scorp). I do hope someone comes along soon to give you some insight love Sue xxIP: Logged |
GemStar
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posted March 19, 2005 01:20 PM
One of the best ways to learn is to study each aspect individually and examine how they apply in your life. Here is a great site I like to use when I study aspects. You can begin here with the Sun, and then look through the column on the left-side to move on to the aspects between planets...hope this helps you!
http://groups.msn.com/HOROSCOPESCHAT/sun.msnw GemStar IP: Logged |
gemini girl
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posted March 19, 2005 04:59 PM
thanx for the link i already know it though but i like to hear from ppl to c what i couldve over looked so i can learn and help someone else who might in the future ask a similar question. so i dont want to say yet what aspects i think contributes to thisIP: Logged |
Azalaksh
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posted March 19, 2005 06:10 PM
gemini girl ~
I have also struggled with the feeling of not fitting in, being around people and not being able to relate, and not having a life-long best friend. And that there's a big difference in being lonely and being alone. I think your Moon in Scorpio in the 12th might be the root of your comment about finding your peers immature. But you said you feel like you can't be yourself -- why?
Like sue g said, I have also backed away from people all my life, so my lack of close friends and a long-term significant other is my own doing. Part of it is my natural reserve, part my ultra-sensitive Moon in Pisces in VIII, and I think another part is Uranus square Neptune, the vibe they named "the Younger Generation" -- the natural rebel and non-conformist.
I've read that the inconjunct/quincunx between Sun and Moon is a very uneasy aspect, but you have some other real positive major aspects too....IP: Logged |
cristiname
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posted March 20, 2005 05:55 AM
u could take a look at ur transits...from a quick look at ur chart, I find it quite obvious that u should be experiencing some powerfull transformations lately (for a couple of years, did u say??) well, darling, Pluto has been transiting Sagitarius latey, right on top of ur Saturn and Uranus! forgot to check, but u should pay attention to the houses that saturn and Uranus rule in ur chart. since they're both retrograde, it's no wonder the whole process of Pluto turning things up-side-down is taking place "inside"... for a quick idea, try the interpretations of transits at www.bobmarksastrologer.com, and do try a forcast at astro.com have strengh!! actually, that's what this transit is all about!  making u stronger INSIDE IP: Logged |
gemini girl
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posted March 20, 2005 06:36 AM
hi thanx so much saturn 1st house uranus 2nd would that be positive on my appearance and financial state or is it just changes occuring
and saturn is transisting 9th house
uranus 4/5th cuspIP: Logged |
Swerve
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posted March 20, 2005 06:59 AM
Gemini Girl - you went straight to the heart babe. Read all the past Lunar Scorpion threads and with your Scorpio Ascendant double the impact of everything.
There are many here who instinctively know what you mean. After you have read these, if anything else is left to be answered come back and ask here, or simply reflect what you have learnt.
The 2 best threads on this were one this year about a month ago, and one a few years ago. They should still be in the archives.
Know this, for you to understand your pain you have to understand what you are. For you this is the ultimatte truth that is your foundation. You already know what you need to learn you just haven't recognised it yet.
Swerve x
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gemini girl
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posted March 20, 2005 07:08 AM
thanx Swerve ill start looking asapIP: Logged |
Swerve
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posted March 20, 2005 08:12 AM
Did a bit of searching as I knew where to look....here are the links to the threads:
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/000767.html
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/000915.html
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/004595.html
Swerve
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sue g
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posted March 20, 2005 08:40 AM
Swerve, love words, certainly moved this Scorpio, thanks xIP: Logged |
sue g
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posted March 20, 2005 08:41 AM
oops sorry swerve meant to read lovely words IP: Logged |
GemStar
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posted March 20, 2005 08:43 AM
Precisely Swerve!IP: Logged |
gemini girl
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posted March 20, 2005 11:40 AM
thank u so much swerve i really really appreciated those words its not like u said anything but the "feeling" i got from it touched me that sounds crazy i know dont mind me anyway i read through it all, still feel that way, but a lot better cause i feel so human now very much alive and i know im not alone that helps but i still crave to have someone thats kind of like that thing that a bungy jump rope is attached to i want to know that i can free fall and be myself but always have that someone/thing that wont give up or be scared or freaked by who i am cause sometimes im not sure if ppl stay away due to fear of my depth (i strongly believe we attract things in our lives) which i didnt realise i had till recently and apparently the way i look at them freaks them out. Sometimes i really want someone that i can love any person but when i think back i dont know it there really ever was anyone because ive never known anyone besides its not knowing the person that counts for me but respecting them what i basically want is someone i trust enough that i can be vunerable around and i cant figure out what type of person sign that would be
these aspects makes my life difficult
moon pluto conj 12th house
saturn1st house
so i just wanna know what signs u guys felt loved appreciated byIP: Logged |
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