posted May 27, 2005 07:35 AM            

There are so many things I'm afraid of.

1. Not finding my place
2. Never getting married
3. Getting married to the wrong person
4. Letting my talents go unnoticed/That I won't be famous (Is that crazy?)
5. Not having a family or partner to share my life with
6. Hurting the feelings of people whose feelings I don't want to hurt
7. That I won't be able to express myself
8. That if I have kids I won't connect to them I want to

posted May 27, 2005 10:19 AM              

Love to all xxxxx

posted May 27, 2005 06:59 PM            

I'm also afraid of being tied down to one thing, or place. Getting caught in societys "flow".

I fear the commitment of marriage.

I also fear that I will live an ordinary life. I mean Beaver Cleaver, white picket fence normal. That I will not continue to grow, spiritually, and emotionally, and not be able to share my knowledge. That I will never be able to change people's lives for the better in any way possible.

I fear that I will not be able to live my life to the absolute fullest, and live up to my full potential.

I'm afraid of being narrow minded, and that some people I love will never find peace with themselves.

posted May 28, 2005 04:27 AM              

I have the same driven, competitive, virtues, but the complex never ever loses hold on your insecurites, which just sit there like a shadow in the sun.

Relationships with people become so dramatic. Draining. Consuming.

I constantly feel fear and anxiety. My two most pre-dominant emotions. I have no peace of heart or mind.

posted May 28, 2005 04:53 AM              

ag: nope thats not ! thats a completly cancer , cap and i dont who else type of answer(LOL).

posted May 28, 2005 05:06 AM              

I think I'm afraid of being afraid. I can think of things I'm wary of but not afraid. Like heights...I'm wary of heights but not enough to say I'm afraid.. or spiders, actually all insetcs I don't like them at all.. but I'm not 'afraid' of them

I am afraid of close ppl dying though... like Sue G
I can't think of anything else I'm afraid of..

Most bad things that I could see coming my way I think I can handle.. except for what i just said - people dying or falling sick I can't fix that hmmm so I guess you could say i'm afraid of things I have no control over - like death

I wonder if there's something in our charts that indicates what we're afraid of.. Maybe it has to do with karma from the past.. or things from past lives.. like if your scared of heights maybe in a past life you had a traumatic experience with heights.. In that case it could have to do with the South Node (past lives)

Since I'm afraid of death/terminal illness (not when it comes to me, well maybe just a lil but more so when it comes to other people) .. I have a singleton Pluto in the 5th conj my South node.. in Scorpio.. and my Moon is in the 8th - maybe with my particular fear it has to do with those influences , relating to pluto death/rebirth and the 8th and scorpio.. Sue G you're a scorpio and you also mentioned death .. anyone care to list what aspects or things in your chart might lead to your fears?

posted May 28, 2005 02:25 PM            

I always thought it would be fun to start talking to yourself in a shrink's office... BAHHAHA! That would be SOOO funny. Just watch them stare at you, taking their notes... "No, I don't want to jump off the bridge!"..."NO you can't make me"..."You already murdered my dog!"..."No! Go Away!...*clasps hands over ears, starts rocking back & forth*

posted May 28, 2005 02:35 PM            

Not death or illness -- Pluto in XII has that nicely handled, aided by a bit of Buddhist and Sylvia Browne reading.....

No, my worst fear is losing my rational and logical thought processes.