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Topic: Self injury and rage
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alanabelle86 Knowflake Posts: 40 From: Somewhere over the rainbow Registered: May 2009
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posted June 23, 2005 10:50 AM
when i get mad enough, in the past i'd always tended to self injury in order to control my rage. i've recently gotten out of that habit but is it odd (according tomy placements) that im drawn to all these negative ideals?i've always been fascinated by like acts of suicide, and self injury, and just how people can take their rage that may have very had nothing to do with themself and completely focus it on one person (themself). i mean on the surface, it's nothing i'd ever support or talk about. i never really like to be seen without a smile if theres no reason not to have one but inside i always feel like im just waiting to boil over. it feels like my emotions run so deeply i cant connect with people, mainly because theyre things that society frowns upon big time. it even goes so far as to the music i listen to, books i read, dreams, my own poetic expression, movies....is there any indication of being drawn to the forbidden and dark side of life in my placements? Planetary positions planet sign degree house motion Sun Scorpio 02°43'08 01 direct Moon Leo 08°25'44 10 direct Mercury Scorpio 26°26'08 02 direct Venus Scorpio 18°05'52 01 retrograde Mars Aquarius10°07'28 04 direct Jupiter Pisces 13°15'20 05 retrograde Saturn Sagitt. 07°44'42 02 direct Uranus Sagitt. 19°48'34 02 direct Neptune Cap. 03°30'27 03 direct Pluto Scorpio 07°06'28 01 direct TrueNode Aries 20°48'33 06 direct House positions (Placidus) Ascendant Libra 25°30'42 2nd House Scorpio 23°18'34 3rd House Sagittarius 25°25'33 Imum Coeli Aquarius 00°22'59 5th House Pisces 03°44'14 6th House Aries 02°14'08 Descendant Aries 25°30'42 8th House Taurus 23°18'34 9th House Gemini 25°25'33 Medium Coeli Leo 00°22'59 11th House Virgo 03°44'14 12th House Libra 02°14'08 Major aspects Sun Square Moon 5°43 Sun Square Mars 7°24 Sun Sextile Neptune 0°47 Sun Conjunction Pluto 4°23 Sun Conjunction Ascendant 7°12 Moon Opposition Mars 1°42 Moon Trine Saturn 0°41 Moon Square Pluto 1°19 Venus Trine Jupiter 4°51 Mars Sextile Saturn 2°23 Mars Square Pluto 3°01 Jupiter Square Saturn 5°31 Uranus Sextile Ascendant 5°42 Neptune Sextile Pluto 3°36 Chiron in the 8th in Gemini ------------------ Scorpio Sun, Libra Rising, Leo Moon
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Tranquil Poet unregistered
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posted June 23, 2005 12:29 PM
Must be the scorpio in you. Not sure, but the scorpios I know have bad tempers when they blow! I have a very bad temper myself. I think its the taurus in me.
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key unregistered
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posted June 23, 2005 12:40 PM
I was going to say the same thing, Tranquil Poet - the scorp. I refrained, because I didn't want to come across as being negative toward scorpions.Maybe trying to get your feelings OUT would help. Some scorps (and others) hide their feelings and thoughts and turn on themselves. This can result in negative behavior that could be very harmful. Talk to a friend, a psychologist, a counselor, pastor-type. Don't let things build up. Key IP: Logged |
nove731 Knowflake Posts: 43 From: Strasbourg, France Registered: Jun 2009
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posted June 23, 2005 12:42 PM
quote: i've always been fascinated by like acts of suicide, and self injury,
I agree with the others, ^that is definitely Scorpionic. I can't think of any other sign that's fascinated by a facet of death. :-/ IP: Logged |
key unregistered
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posted June 23, 2005 01:16 PM
Because of your heavy scorp influence, pluto would be important in your chart. Your pluto is also in scorpio! So, some of the following aspects could be tough: Sun Square Moon Sun Square Mars Sun Conjunction Pluto Moon Square Pluto Mars Square Pluto Having said that, scorpio is one of the strongest and most powerful signs (my point of view). You have the power to change your path. Scorps can do that. You can re-invent yourself. You can get over this. Key IP: Logged |
Happy Dragon unregistered
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posted June 23, 2005 01:38 PM
Alanabelle86i'm just paying a flying visit to LKF land .. however the 'self harm' caught my eye ... i don't think the list shows the position/aspects of Chiron .. so check out where Chiron sits in your natal chart ... if u can research .. past transits involving Chiron ... ... there may be an astrological clue there ..... .. this article ( i think) has the connection between Chiron and self harm ..... ( if it don't ... let us know ... and will find it ) http://www.astro.com/astrology/in_wounding_e.htm must fly IP: Logged |
hot_ice unregistered
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posted June 23, 2005 01:49 PM
hey that bird thing is pretty cute HD,reminds me of buck beak from harry potterIP: Logged |
Tranquil Poet unregistered
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posted June 23, 2005 01:52 PM
My chiron is in taurus :P------------------ Gemini sun, Cancer rising, Taurus moon IP: Logged |
nove731 Knowflake Posts: 43 From: Strasbourg, France Registered: Jun 2009
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posted June 23, 2005 01:54 PM
Mine is in Cancer. :-) Conjunct Jupiter, y0. In the 10th House. Haha, Oh yeah, you know you're jealous. :-PIP: Logged |
geminstone unregistered
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posted June 24, 2005 07:23 AM
What about the Venus retrograde? Would that have something to do with any of it? It is in Scorpio but, what does the retro action of Venus do?~ geminstone
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sue g unregistered
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posted June 25, 2005 01:45 PM
I agree with your guys, definately the Scorp, no need to apologise Key - I think if people are gonna start to get offended then this aint the right forum for them! I feel it so refreshing that we can all be so open and help each other.I too having 5 planets in Scorp have been known to rage a lot, albeit of late I am beginning to heal that part of myself. I too have felt suicidal, but not of late, Ive done lots of healing over the past few years. Alanabelle, I found it interesting that you mentioned the dark side - I have done some past life work recently and discovered that I danced down the dark side in a former existence, but thankfully managed to escape from it..........I always feel Venus in Scorp can be a bit dark at times. Dont worry about it, I think its just a case of being able to channel the darkness into something light, like music, or the arts in general. Hope this helps - love and light to you Sue xx IP: Logged |
alanabelle86 Knowflake Posts: 40 From: Somewhere over the rainbow Registered: May 2009
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posted June 25, 2005 09:25 PM
thanks you guys, it means a lot....you're probably right. like i always feel torn between the whole "good and evil" thing if you will. ..thanks for your insight------------------ Scorpio Sun, Libra Rising, Leo Moon IP: Logged |