posted July 20, 2005 01:47 AM              

"Retrograde Saturn 5th house"

With this placement the individual feels a strong need to overcome obstacles that he perceives in his creating process. He keeps feeling like he should be doing more in life than he actually is, but he tends to delay much of his productive output until later in life. He feels the need to create something of lasting value in order to feel a sense of purpose. In some cases he may have to bear a heavy burden in terms of paying a karmic debt to a child. Still, if he can do this, it will help him to establish the sense of purpose he is seeking.

He tends to stymie himself, actually slowing down any real progress in life, because he has inner fears of commitments. Still, no matter how much he would rather be an observer of life, he keeps falling into one situation after another where the full weight of responsibility is put on him. The more he seeks pleasure the more responsibility he finds himself carrying. In great measure, this is to teach him what life is really about.

Love matters prosper slowly for there is great deal of maturing to take place before intimate relationships can flow smoothly. The individual has many self doubts when it comes to expressing his creative abilites. He doesn't really think he can measure up to other's standards. Thus, he forbids himselfmuch that he really needs. He can turn probabilities that he could attain into such obstacles that they become too remote from his life for him to actually reach them.
He worries too much over childhood inadequacy fears which are still operating In his unconscious.
Karmically, he must learn how to stop perpetuating fears which block his creative flow. As soon as he can do this, he will not only overcome many of his obstacles, but he can also make an important contribution to mankind.

posted July 20, 2005 03:10 AM            

That still sounds a whole lot like me.

posted July 20, 2005 06:21 AM              

Saturn retro in 1st conj asc in scorp

uranus retro in 1st in sag

jupiter retro in 3rd/4th aqua

pluto retro in 12th in scorpio

neptune retro in 2nd in cap

posted July 20, 2005 07:08 AM            

Thanks a lot Thats really sweet of you. Umm if you can't write up all, then you can just give me mercury in capricorn-1st house and if you can give two, then give mars in taurus-5th house too .
Thanks again, really appreciate your help.

posted July 20, 2005 08:58 AM              

If its no trouble for you...

saturn retro-12th
uranus retro-12th
pluto retro-10th
neptune retro-12th

posted July 20, 2005 09:08 AM              

Neptune-r-1st house (Scorp)

Neptune-r-8th house (Libra)

Saturn-r-9th house (Scorp)

Mercury-r-4th house (Gemini)

Thanks so much!! Retrogrades are sooo interesting and it is hard to find in depth info regarding them.

posted July 20, 2005 10:51 AM              

Neptune in Scorpio Retro adds scope and
depth to the individual. It is considered a special placement for a retro.

"Neptune 3rd House Rx"
With this placement the individual expereiences all three retrograde phases. He tries to be in tune with whoever he is communicating with, but often has difficulty coming to the point. He can beat aruond the bush, taking his listener in circles before saying what he knew he wanted to say right from the beginning.

posted July 20, 2005 11:05 AM              

Pluto in Scorpio is in its natural home. Here the long awaited spiritual transformation of the world finally comes to pass.

"Pluto 12th house Rx"

posted July 20, 2005 01:51 PM              

Could you do me!!??

posted July 20, 2005 02:48 PM              

Pluto in Libra Rx~ Individuals with this placement have a rather uniqueexperience in consciousness. They are observers in the evolution and transformation of the world. but do not really experience the desire to be an intrinsic part of it.

"Pluto 6th house Rx"
Here the individual experiences great upheavals in his working conditions, his relations with superiors and his general give an take sense of obligation with the world. He goes through strange illnesses which often disappear just as mysteriously as they arise. He must learn not to personalize a sense of mission in life, for if he does, he becomes universally personal in the most negative sense. He can actually absorb all of society's ills unconsciously if he does so. This occurs because of his unconscious desire to transform the world so that it can conform to his own personal ideas of perfection.

He is living through a Karma of impersonal service in which all of his actions relate less to his individual identity than to his role in the cosmic plan. As such he functions best as a universal missionary, Until he learns this, he tends to experience some bitterness towards the world which is apparently cheating him of all he is due. When he becomes introspective during phase 3 of the retrograde process he actually hurts himself by going into himself and finding the world and its problems there instead of the identity he is seeking. This happens becuase he is so busy constantly getting into all that is around him which he later confuses with the pure essence of himself.

He reaches happiness when he stops trying yo "see where the feet grow" and starts walking on them instead. In fact his whole life is dedicated to use, coming from instinctive understanding rather than trying to make unconscious understanding conscious.

posted July 20, 2005 03:04 PM              

I'll start with Venus in 1st for now

Venus Scorpio rx~ This is a very difficult placement for retrograde venus as the scorpio drive keeps pushing the individual past his own contentment.He never feels fulfilled, but rather that all he is seeking is just around the next corner or buried in the next well in his mind.

"Venus 1st house Rx"

This individual needs much attention and yet never quite feels fulfilled. He is preoccupied with how he appears to others. There is much egocentricity as feelings of self-love run much higher on the conscious than on the unconscious level. Underneathe his constant seeking for more attention he has much ambivalence about himself. Though he thinks of himself as a creature of love, he tends not to understand just how much love to give out to others. He either gives too much or not enough. In general the amount of love he experiences in either giving or receiving is inappropriate to the situation.

He likes others to let him live his own life, yet he can become overly possessive of others for fear of being left alone. This conflict can cause many problems in areas of relationships as well as marriage.

In his love experiences, he goes through the threefold REtrograde Process which keeps emphasizing the positive or negative nature more according to which phase of the pattern he is in, than whether circumstances in his relationships with others warrant his responses. He is not necessarily a great giver of love , but he can absorb much love from others. He needs this for his self confidence.