posted September 10, 2005 01:23 PM              

I have to make a decision soon because I am in this town waiting for my house to sell and it doesn't look like it will sell this season. This winter I can decide to move back to the Boston area, or go to NYC. My agenda is to move to NYC eventually either this Spring or Summer, but more and more the idea of just moving at all terrifies me, and I don't know if I need to stay put until my house sells or at least stay nearby.

What I am afraid of is that I will use up all my moving money and won't be able to move on to NYC if I move to Boston this fall. (I actually let my gemini cousin Jimmy move me for $300 each time, but I still have to rent the truck and get another apt.). Jobs are easier to find than apts.

I am reluctant to call Jimmy again and have him move me two more times as you can imagine being a Gemini he he can criticize.

I thought I wanted love, but I am not sure anymore about that. My job is legal assistant and part time artist, soon I will be a paralegal and selling lots of art part time.

Another issue is that I don't know whether or not to call an Aquarius who I have been involved with romantically. I haven't called him in two weeks, the last time he brushed me off and I told him from the start I would never call him first after an arguement. I know he would follow me to Boston but not NYC.

Am I wasting my time with him? He seem so versatile with Venus in Pisces so that sometimes I forget he has two children with his ex-wife. He is not really free to travel but he is/was very attached to me, only wants to be free to travel too. His attitude is we can make it work but it's up to me to be content with what we have. He has 7th house Leo Moon, 1st house sun, Aqua rising, Aqua Mars, right now most of his planets are in the 12th house progressed.

Is he a good influence? he seems so sexual it's hard for me right now to relate, as he does not believe in birth control, since it makes him feel cheap and one night standish.

I wonder if this is why people take drugs.

Thanks,
and as for other sixth house suns out there,
Take Care,

posted September 12, 2005 03:46 PM              

one of my very best friends is a virgo & i have a strong mercury in virgo so i'll try to relate this way.

i really like the posterboard collage idea thing. it reminds me of another dear friend who did this type of thing as well. it really worked for her to help her keep focused. plus i always found it fascinating to look at when i went over there!

it sounds like your ultimate goal is to move to nyc. so as long as you don't lose focus of this goal it dosen't matter how long it takes to get to it. remember: some people need to walk right up to the "edge of the cliff" and just jump (you going straight to nyc) and others need to take steps (boston then nyc). just figure out which type of person you are, keep your focus and move forward! don't go to boston just cuz it's more safe and just stay there cuz of fear!

gemini jimmy may pee & moan about moving ya twice but he'll get over it if it's what you /truly want/ to do. if you move to boston 1st cuz of the aqua then want to move to nyc your cousin will resent moving you twice! but since he's family i'm sure he'd forgive ya either way.

the aqua... that's a toughie! it sounds to me that moving and working on yourself is what's most important to you right now. (i mean he was all the way down the page in the post hehe!) i do think you should make your decision on where to move 1st then call him before you go to make peace in whatever way that means (long distance relations or breaking things off). sorry, i know it'll be hard! he is bound to his kids and needs to be there for them until they're grown.

he's very aries! super aggressive and with the leo moon added i get the impression of him being very "me me me" so that it's throwing off your steady & detailed pace. sounds like you guys are on different pages right now. and another thing... no birth control, yikes!! be responsible for your own actions cuz every cause (non-protected sex) has an effect (kids, or worse!) don't think you want kids right now hehe!

so back to the beginning with the 6th house & virgo refrences. you are looking too closly at each detail. take a deep breath and step back to see the larger picture.-------->
the HAWK (i use medicine cards) came to me for you and he tells me this: If Hawk has circled and landed in your card spread, you are to be aware of signals in your life-- so notice and receive them. Hawk may be teaching you to grab an opportunity which is coming your way. On the other hand, Hawk may be bringing you the message that you should circle over your life, and examine it from a higher perspective. From this vantage point you may be able to discern the hazards which bar you from freedom of flight. Remember: Hawk has a keen eye and a bold heart, for Hawk flies close to the light of Grandfather Sun.

i truly hope this helps shed some light on things. please let me know!

love,

Hex

posted September 14, 2005 12:27 PM              

Just incase she didn't get to read this