posted September 21, 2005 08:00 PM            

i feel like the energizer bunny. im feeling the brunt of all my past laziness and recklessness but instead of sitting around moping saturn is making me going nuts on fixing things up...ive patched up so many holes already....i mean the only down side is i feel stressed and like *crap* and ive got no friends right now...trans saturn opposed mars in aquarius...because i shut them out to get my lif back in order. even with my boyfriend who i love to the ends of the earth, our relationship is getting threatened...but i told him just to hold on..things will get better..

i hope cuz all this hard work isnt my style

posted September 22, 2005 05:31 AM              

Ever since Saturn entered Leo, I've been struggling to keep my temper under control - I feel like people are really trying to test my patience. Lately I've been feeling tired a lot, I went from going to the gym at least 3-4 times a week to 3-4 times a month. So far, I lost 2 "friends" - both of whom I've known for about 7-8 years. I recently dropped out of college - my Mercury is at 20°Leo - I hope when Saturn is near that degree I'll be in school again and I'll have my mind made up as to what to major in and what profession I should look into..

posted September 22, 2005 05:53 AM              

Hexxie, I am curious about what did Saturn do to your First House, it's in my first house, and I am having a Saturn Return party -- is party the proper word? I am not sure.

posted September 22, 2005 02:35 PM              

For me, Saturn treking through my 1st house was very tough. I went through a rollercoaster of losing my job of 10 yrs suddenly and unexpectedly, to getting a new job with a childhood friend of my dad’s (also unexpectedly), to having him pass away (suddenly & unexpectedly (see a pattern here LOL), to having the co-workers in that new job completely turn on me for no reason after he passed, to getting yet another new great job (yes finally)! It was pretty much constant movment until it got out of my 1st.

I’ve learned a lot about my ego, and personality during that period of time. It’s tough because Saturn moves from being above the horizon in all the outer focused houses to being below the horizon where you now are forced to shift gears and focus on your inner self. The 1st house is your soul and havin Saturn there makes your soul a bit “constricted, restricted, and confused” and asking "What am I doing here? What should I be doing here?" Saturn here is the mirror that is held up to you and you can see how you look, how you act, your ego and you soul and it can be a shocker! No matter which way you try to turn you can’t look away! I look at Saturn as the strict master teacher who pushes you to your limits so that those limits may expand.

Ok...must....stop.....before......tangent.......continues........

posted September 22, 2005 04:59 PM            

saturns conjunct my moon right now...kicking my *butt* so badly in the emotions department too. wow, but keepin the head up likea good sport i think its better to assume the cause and blame it on saturn, than it is to not know what the hell is going on...makes things much easier than trying to understand myself. if it werent for astrology id be picking myself apart making changes right now...

thats Pluto in Scorpio the 1st for ya...