posted September 30, 2005 04:04 PM              

House positions (Placidus)
Ascendant - Capricorn 29°36'25
2nd House - Pisces 14°28'33
3rd House - Aries 23°09'30
Imum Coeli - Taurus 21°25'02
5th House - Gemini 13°53'21
6th House - Cancer 05°01'18
Descendant - Cancer 29°36'25
8th House - Virgo 14°28'33
9th House - Libra 23°09'30
Medium Coeli - Scorpio 21°25'02
11th House - Sagittarius 13°53'21
12th House - Capricorn 05°01'18

Major aspects
Sun Square Mars 0°22
Sun Square Saturn 1°35
Sun Square Pluto 6°39
Moon Trine Mercury 2°13
Moon Trine Jupiter 1°52
Moon Square Uranus 2°10
Moon Sextile Neptune 3°43
Moon Trine Pluto 4°40
Mercury Trine Jupiter 0°21
Mercury Quincunx Uranus 0°03
Mercury Opposition Neptune 5°56
Mercury Quincunx Ascendant 1°24
Venus Trine Mars 0°09
Venus Trine Saturn 1°23
Mars Conjunction Saturn 1°14
Jupiter Sextile Neptune 5°35
Jupiter Square Ascendant 1°03
Uranus Sextile Ascendant 1°21
Neptune Sextile Pluto 0°57
Pluto Square Ascendant 5°29

posted September 30, 2005 04:58 PM              

Your Aqua moon is intercepted - for starters moon in Aqua is a little peregrine, which means "wandering" -that's astro babble for a planet that lacks "essential dignities" but isn't in fall or detriment (in other words, it's not a comfy placement because the planet isn't focused well in that sign and kind of "wanders" about without direction). Intercepted means it's in a house ruled by another sign (Capricorn), so it's kind of liek a guest in the house it resides. So it's wandering and doesn't have its own house to call home. That probably is a little unsettling.

Here's some frank talk: I come across a lot of Aqua moons who think and are *convinced* they are something they are not. Again, this is mostly due to Aqua moon being peregrine - it's looking for direction. So there seems to be a bit of identity confusion among some Aqua mooners (this seems to accoutn for why so many marry young, and then divorce young). The moon is irrational and subjective (personal), while Aqua is rational and objective (impersonal): there's a huge inclination here for an Aqua moon to rationalize something they feel as being an objective truth, when all it is are emotions, which are not objective truth, but subjective experience.

So to sum up, I suspect that your pererine and intercepted moon is rationalizing - ti's not comfy wher it is, and due to its lack of direction and "home" it's having a hard time expressing itself in a certaina dn clear way. That mean you are having a ahard time understanding yourself. You want answers, so you can find your place (so Cancerian), and some you are assigning answers to see if they work. But I have to tell you, thinking you're a PIsces moon isn't going to work - I am a Pisces moon, and no Aqua moon could ever really pass as one of us. Trust me.

There's NOTHING significant in your chart to suggest that what you feel is actually such a personality-altering Piscean influence:

No planets in Pisces or decans of Pisces
No planets in the 12th
No significant Neptune aspects
Neptune is not a singleton

Unless you just hang around Pisceans all the time and pick up on their watery, oblivious, disoriented ways, I suspect it's all simply that you're a Cancer. That means you're empathetic, but not a closet Pisceans.

You're also an Aqua moon - I can assure you this, as I see it all over your post. One day, hopefully, you'll see it too. It just seems that for many Aqua moons, the path of self-discovery is, well, a very meandering one. But you'll get there eventually.