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Topic: HOOKED UP?
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TheEvolution unregistered
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posted November 10, 2005 07:20 AM
do u feel that u were hooked up by some force making you think in a pattern or do certain things as if they were a complusion?do u feel the the world around you is an illusion of the mind and that you have got it all wrong? do most of the time you think of breaking free of something? anything? do you know what you are trying to break free from? the thoughts running inside my mind, my increasing body weight...it all has become an enigma. any other knowflakes with similar mental frequencies?! IP: Logged |
Lauren unregistered
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posted November 10, 2005 07:47 AM
do u feel that u were hooked up by some force making you think in a pattern or do certain things as if they were a compulsion?No. do u feel the the world around you is an illusion of the mind and that you have got it all wrong? Sometimes. do most of the time you think of breaking free of something? anything? No. I feel very free. do you know what you are trying to break free from? Not trying to break free. I feel very free. Physically you'll always be restricted and confined by rules (though rules have their purpose), but not spiritually.
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Yin Knowflake Posts: 1951 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 10, 2005 09:16 AM
N, get a job.IP: Logged |
Peri Knowflake Posts: 1848 From: 49N35 34E34 Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 10, 2005 09:18 AM
that was rude YinThere is no need to post (and be rude) if you have nothing to say. IP: Logged |
Rede411 Newflake Posts: 4 From: Framingham, MA USA Registered: Jan 2010
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posted November 10, 2005 09:20 AM
Yin,That was funny!!! IP: Logged |
pixelpixie Newflake Posts: 8 From: ON Canada Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 10, 2005 09:21 AM
From one friendly Sagittarius to another!IP: Logged |
Peri Knowflake Posts: 1848 From: 49N35 34E34 Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 10, 2005 09:32 AM
Sorry for offtopic, Evolution but I noticed that people have become a bit more aggressive (and not even on this particular forum) Is it because transiting Mars (in Taurus), Sun (in Scorpio), Neptune (in Aqua) and Saturn (in Leo) form a Grand Cross now (somewhat loose though)?? Any ideas? IP: Logged |
Swerve unregistered
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posted November 10, 2005 09:38 AM
I think maybe the direction of your journey should be inward Evolution.I think you'll find all meaning and purpose there. Not as easy or as glib as it sounds. Our lives are full of red herring philosophies and false memories that keep the emotions that bind us psychically intact so as to validate our interpretations of ourselves. I think maybe your Truth is trying break free of YOU. Swerve IP: Logged |
Swerve unregistered
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posted November 10, 2005 09:41 AM
double bubble boil and troubleIP: Logged |
Peri Knowflake Posts: 1848 From: 49N35 34E34 Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 10, 2005 09:44 AM
hmm,There are some sites on multi-dimensional awareness, Evolution, maybe they will help you to understand what's going on inside your mind? www.whatsuponplanetearth.com/Ascensionsymptoms.htm www.starchild.co.za/crisis.html www.sunfell.com/symptoms.htm www.sunfell.com/indigo.htm www.fieldwerks.com/galactic_alignment.htm www.enterprisemission.com/_articles/05-14-2004/Interplanetary_1.htm www.starchildascension.org/starchild/september2005.html IP: Logged |
Yin Knowflake Posts: 1951 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 10, 2005 09:55 AM
Hi Pixie! IP: Logged |
pixelpixie Newflake Posts: 8 From: ON Canada Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 10, 2005 10:02 AM
Hi pretty girl, where you been?!*I know you were just being cheeky, and are on a level that you can say that to him. Might be some good advice too... Something that will take away the lonliness and isolation and give something to do that feels completing. So Neerav~ NO MORE dwelling on the negative!!!! Of course life is a big game and you feel everyone else knows their places and the answers!! But the real game is that they don't! They might have an inkling, and as they discover more things, the less they know, but life isn't a big conspiracy set against you, it is a learning emporium. Everyonce and a while you learn thatnegativity exists on a very deep level, but so does positivity. Every once and a while they balance each other out... Yes, there are cycles that we get caught up in, but when you are aware of it, you can make conscious choices for your betterment. Initially, the catch is you don't know whats better.. that's what I am going through... It is YOUR EVOLUTION. Break free in moments, keep wondering.
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sthenri unregistered
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posted November 10, 2005 10:05 AM
Yes very much, I think of breaking free of this need to feel safe all the time. Drives me nuts as safety may or may not be an illusion.Stability is real and I need that, but the feeling of breaking free must be expressed or stability is impossible. Feels like a paradox-and I often wonder if monogamous relationships the kind I want are actually an illusion brought about by films. Natasha Taurus Sun 6th house Trine Uranus, Pluto, and Jupiter Cancer Moon IP: Logged |
Rede411 Newflake Posts: 4 From: Framingham, MA USA Registered: Jan 2010
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posted November 10, 2005 10:08 AM
Hey Yin,I take it your a Sagittarius...do you have Merc in Sag too...you seem to have as big of a mouth as I Do! (haha) Aries Sun, Mercury, Venus Gemini Rising, Aqua Moon IP: Logged |
Swerve unregistered
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posted November 10, 2005 10:10 AM
David Richo - "How to be an Adult"Buy it. All these issues are addressed and you will be taught the skills to resolve them for your yourselves, forever. I cannot recommend anything higher than this. I've already pushed this to Natasha. Swerve IP: Logged |
Yin Knowflake Posts: 1951 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 10, 2005 10:16 AM
Pixie, this is where I've been lately.Rede, melikes Aries and appreciates their sence of humor. But no, I have Merc in Capricorn. IP: Logged |
Iqhunk unregistered
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posted November 10, 2005 11:38 AM
Peri! You too read enterprisemission.com?? I was fanatically studying that site 2-3 years back! The whole face on mars thing and hyperdimensional physics! Thumbs up to your range IP: Logged |
Peri Knowflake Posts: 1848 From: 49N35 34E34 Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 10, 2005 11:45 AM
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BlueRoamer Knowflake Posts: 95 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 10, 2005 12:48 PM
Archer, sounds like the beginning of pluto conj neptune in sagittarius, this is how I began to feel, like reality was an illusion, like I wasn't in control, etc..what degree is your neptune at?IP: Logged |
TheEvolution unregistered
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posted November 10, 2005 01:54 PM
"N, get a job."my dad has been telling me that for somttime yin. "Not as easy or as glib as it sounds. Our lives are full of red herring philosophies and false memories that keep the emotions that bind us psychically intact so as to validate our interpretations of ourselves." yeah! something from the past keeps on bothering me. it comes in my dreams but i can't remembe them later. thanks for the links peri. "So Neerav~ NO MORE dwelling on the negative!!!! " oh no pixie. not dwelling on the negatives. but these mood changes... i hate them. "It is YOUR EVOLUTION." but will it seperate me from the 'system'? or i'll still be a part of it? "I often wonder if monogamous relationships the kind I want are actually an illusion brought about by films." sthenri, in those few moments when i'm grounded and when my mind is not flighty i often think of relationships and realize that i am being deeply influenced by films and books. it need not be so perfect that u completely confide in the other person. as my friend jayesh says, "keep you own counsel" my neptune is in sag at 4 degrees (indian astro) and pluto is in 29 degrees scorpio (again indian astro) and they both are in 4th house of mother and vastu (ie home). my thoughts geneally revolve around my mother and my inner need for seperation from home. in any case, whether western or indian, the point is pluto is on my neptune. what do i have to learn? IP: Logged |
AcousticGod Knowflake Posts: 4416 From: Pleasanton, CA Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 10, 2005 02:46 PM
Maybe you should become an actor, TheEvo. What do you think? You'll be the next Brad Pitt. IP: Logged |
Rede411 Newflake Posts: 4 From: Framingham, MA USA Registered: Jan 2010
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posted November 10, 2005 03:05 PM
I second That!! You can hook up with AG in Cali, get an agent and get started in the entertainment industry...Perfect!IP: Logged |
Lauren unregistered
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posted November 11, 2005 02:23 AM
Do you have any significant neptune aspects in natal?I have quite a few. Word of caution, when you have too much time on your hands Neptune can drive you insane..mainly when Pluto's thrown into the mix I think you should do something you enjoy doing. Any sports you'd like? since the weight thing's bothering you. Do something fun. I think you need to relax. You have a very uptight, serious aura about you. I'm sure there must be something you enjoy doing, that would snap you out of these moods you have. Acting isn't such a bad idea, any drama clubs at your university? I joined one. It's sooo much fun, mainly for someone with Neptune aspects. I love acting. You seem to like reinventing yourself, so.. it's an idea You have a Libra mars and it's a tricky Mars to have..probably where your weight problems are coming from. Mars in men is their drive and energy. With a Libra Mars, I'd say try martial arts, or dancing. Normal sports and exercising will probably bore you to tears and you'd prefer to not do much physically.. So you really have to pick something your Libra mars likes enough to stick with it. IP: Logged |
Swerve unregistered
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posted November 11, 2005 04:12 AM
I'm not sure ignoring these moods or looking for external or physical stimuli to satiate them is the way forward.They are a manifestation of your mind and soul crying out. Something in you wants to be recognised. You cannot do that by focusing outwards. Intense thoughts in themselves are not wrong. Neither are dark dreams. Or that pain inside that exists only to warn you of an internal imbalance. To paint over the cracks would be a huge mistake. You need to identify the source of these feelings, then break through whatever illusion your mind has conjured to hide them from yourself and face them down, interrogate them. The final step will be working with whatever new truth (or old and hidden) you have uncovered deep within yourself and find a way to express and channel this appropriately in a way that moves you forward. If the cure isn't relevant to the "disease" you won't heal. And a placebo is not effective for this kind of pain. I wish you luck, I think you'll be very happy and fulfilled at the end of this journey if you find the right path Evolution. Swerve IP: Logged |
TheEvolution unregistered
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posted November 11, 2005 05:28 AM
bascially i don't laugh and crying is out of question.i have lost touch of my feelings. just an hour back i read about the amygdala, the emotion center of the brain. i noticed that those who keep their feelings surpressed may eventually loose touch with them. obviously thoughts alone don't work towards evolution. its a mixture of thoughts + feelings. the latter being haywired the former is going helter skelter too. since a long time now i have repressed my true feeling for my selfish mom which i thought were destrcutive. i think either i express them and go to jail (not an alternative) or seperate out. i have constant thoughts about whats real and whats unreal. and the movie 'thematrix' has set me up thinking whether all that i thought about my self was real! its strange. is it just because of the movie? can it be just a coincidence that a movie of such category comes to my mind only whe pluto is conjunct neptune? sigh... tis is exhausting. "mind over matter". but mind is matter. my mercury in sag (indian astro) is obvious culprit when it comes to inability to keep my mouth shut and discuss out everything. (oh yes, my parallel observastion about indian and western astro has made me realise that the former applies 90% to me and the latter only 10%). so accordingly my mars is in virgo. I ASK U ONE ETERNAL QUESTION...what is the way to evolve? scorpio why..."work+play+keep your mouth shut" or sag way...being happy go lucky and not caring at all. oh! what extremes! IP: Logged |