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Topic: war in my head!!!
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neval3000
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posted February 08, 2006 02:49 PM
 
i am so unhappy in these days...normally i am so energetic person..my sun scorpio,asc sag,moon aries...i really fight with troubles,bad people..but nowadays not..tihs is not me..in my working place everybody says me bad sentences.tes i know work life is hard so hard..i just stopped talk..who talk,says something good or bad..also im life i too... what happened to me..i dont know..something stopped me!I couldnn not find...
this is my chart..i dont know astrology as you know..in my life for the last 3 years I am so silent..I broke up last year my boy friend (we had 5 years..) i dont know...sorry for my sadness...so sorry..
AstroText Portrait - Short Edition
Planetary positions
planet sign degree house motion
Sun Scorpio 27°03'29 12 direct
Moon Aries 14°19'41 04 direct
Mercury Scorpio 07°36'23 11 direct
Venus Libra 24°04'03 10 direct
Mars Sagittarius 27°51'41 01 direct
Jupiter Libra 04°10'41 09/10 direct
Jupiter is technically near the end of house 9 and is interpreted in house 10.
Saturn Libra 06°43'17 10 direct
Uranus Scorpio 25°56'00 11/12 direct
Uranus is technically near the end of house 11 and is interpreted in house 12.
Neptune Sagittarius 21°28'04 01 direct
Pluto Libra 23°02'37 10 direct
True Node Leo 14°25'54 08 retrograde House positions (Placidus)
Ascendant Sagittarius 16°31'55
2nd House Capricorn 20°53'29
3rd House Aquarius 29°54'00
Imum Coeli Aries 05°36'13
5th House Taurus 03°52'01
6th House Taurus 26°28'28
Descendant Gemini 16°31'55
8th House Cancer 20°53'29
9th House Leo 29°54'00
Medium Coeli Libra 05°36'13
11th House Scorpio 03°52'01
12th House Scorpio 26°28'28
Major aspects
Sun Sextile Jupiter 7°07
Sun Conjunction Uranus 1°07
Moon Opposition Saturn 7°36
Moon Trine Neptune 7°08
Moon Trine Ascendant 2°12
Venus Sextile Mars 3°48
Venus Sextile Neptune 2°36
Venus Conjunction Pluto 1°01
Mars Sextile Pluto 4°49
Jupiter Conjunction Saturn 2°33
Neptune Sextile Pluto 1°35
Neptune Conjunction Ascendant 4°56
Numbers indicate orb (deviation from the exact aspect angle). thank you..take care...
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neval3000
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posted February 08, 2006 03:21 PM
where are youu? astrojunkie???IP: Logged |
amisha121877
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posted February 08, 2006 03:31 PM
turning point occurring - re-addressing what you have learned, what you have engrained in yourself as far how you view things, why you view them that way/why you engrained that view of that way, and what you hold so tightly in your view. maybe try to face the "why" and "what" - it will help in this process. you may be coming into wanting to address those who you feel are "not good for your well-being". this has been building up for some time, you might have realized this when you and your boyfriend broke up and may be thinking of the circumstances behind your break-up (compare and contrast) and how they may be similar to the issues that are bugging you in your life aside from you/your boyfriend - now you are at the point where you want to act on it and don't want to think more than you act anymore. your career has just gone from should i and do i want to stay in this sort of environment into if i'm in this environment, i do not want to keep quiet about the things i do not like or feel comfortable with. coming up - get ready for you - the one who is not comfortable with feeling like a jack in the box. it is like - cleaning up in preparation for something better for you if you are willing. good luck.IP: Logged |
neval3000
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posted February 08, 2006 03:48 PM
thank you amisha!i have been thinking why this period is still continu.for the last 3 years..firstly i did not realized .. i was such a sleep like something...but now..it only emptiness occur..i dont know...my moon is aries in 4 house..and i heard that this is not a good placement ,it always conflicts in this positions...i dont know is it true.. i wanna just sleep and never wake up...
sorry for my sadness.. take care of you... IP: Logged |
Astrid
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posted February 08, 2006 09:03 PM
OMG, Neval. Scorpios are all over this forum, with troubles of one kind or another.
There was a post from someone on another thread that named all the squares, opposition (mars), and some other things (I'm a novice, too).
This made me feel better, and I feel for you. And, Amisha, thank you for the thoughtful reply to Neval. It was nice to read, as I feel like the beginnings of a mid-life crisis. I'm discontented in just about EVERY aspect of my life. Job/Career, my income, my lack of time for myself and my creative projects (that I must tend to or else!), my place of residence, and the lack of time spent w/my b'friend, who lives an hour away. I am NOT living in the present, and nurturing the garden called MY LIFE at all. And when I look at my wages, I think to myself, "life is too precious, yet THIs is what I'm being compensated for my time, hours of my life?"Maybe more than anyone wanted to see. . . but is anyone else feeling this way? Seems the more I read these posts, I'm seeing loads of scorpios out there. I just told my b'friend the other day: "I'm the one who's everyone's "rock", I'm the one always holding it together. But now I need to be vulnerable. Now I need support and to cry." That said, dear Neval, do not apologize for your sadness. It sounds like you have more tears to cry. Let em go--and take as long as you need to. What's going on? Better to ask, when does this phase start to mellow out? Does anyone see opportunity to gain from creative endeavors? (My passion is in writing). If anyone can take a glance and see, I'd appreciate it. . . Sun Scorpio 05°09'07 05 direct
Moon Taurus 00°53'23 11 direct
Mercury Scorpio 28°56'34 06 direct
Venus Scorpio 02°22'13 05 direct
Mars Virgo 09°41'14 04 direct
Jupiter Leo 03°36'00 03 direct
Saturn Pisces 23°37'06 10 retrograde
Uranus Virgo 22°43'06 04 direct
Neptune Scorpio 21°17'11 06 direct
Pluto Virgo 19°49'59 04 direct
True Node Taurus 16°09'01 12 retrograde House positions (Placidus)
Ascendant Gemini 20°19'08
2nd House Cancer 10°49'49
3rd House Leo 00°50'24
Imum Coeli Leo 24°18'18
5th House Virgo 25°44'46
6th House Scorpio 07°48'06
Descendant Sagittarius 20°19'08
8th House Capricorn 10°49'49
9th House Aquarius 00°50'24
Medium Coeli Aquarius 24°18'18
11th House Pisces 25°44'46
12th House Taurus 07°48'06
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Dark Sider
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posted February 08, 2006 11:04 PM
Ive been going through this phase for about 3 years now. Light at the end of the tunnel somewhere
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Sun Scorpio 26°51'28 03 direct
Moon Virgo 04°54'17 12 direct
Mercury Scorpio 14°51'46 02 direct
Venus Capricorn 13°41'02 04 direct
Mars Virgo 16°27'06 12 direct
Jupiter Libra 28°26'07 02 direct
Saturn Libra 17°59'13 02 direct
Uranus Sagittarius 00°10'19 03 direct
Neptune Sagittarius 23°34'08 04 direct
Pluto Libra 25°31'36 02 direct
True Node Cancer 24°22'19 11 retrograde
House positions (Placidus)
Ascendant Virgo 21°28'53
2nd House Libra 17°55'46
3rd House Scorpio 18°07'27
Imum Coeli Sagittarius 20°38'40
5th House Capricorn 23°15'52
6th House Aquarius 23°56'27
Descendant Pisces 21°28'53
8th House Aries 17°55'46
9th House Taurus 18°07'27
Medium Coeli Gemini 20°38'40
11th House Cancer 23°15'52
12th House Leo 23°56'27
Major aspects
Sun Conjunction Uranus 3°19
Sun Sextile Ascendant 5°23
Moon Sextile Jupiter 6°28
Moon Square Uranus 4°44
Mercury Sextile Venus 1°11
Mercury Sextile Mars 1°35
Venus Trine Mars 2°46
Venus Square Saturn 4°18
Mars Conjunction Ascendant 5°02
Jupiter Sextile Neptune 4°52
Jupiter Conjunction Pluto 2°55
Saturn Sextile Neptune 5°35
Neptune Sextile Pluto 1°57
Neptune Square Ascendant 2°05
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pixelpixie
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Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 08, 2006 11:11 PM
Tonight, at Yoga, when we were in our peaceful state, the entire room quiet, breathing, going within, relaxing, being aware....I was aware that of all the yoga classes I had been to, I had only truly relaxed in one of them. Briefly.
Tonight, I cried, silently, while all around me cleansed themselves and relaxed, I took the opportunity to cry silently.
Then I couldn't stop.
I am a little stressed too apparently, in every aspect of my life.
I have it together in moments, and I am learning new coping skills.. but tonight I want a cigarette in the worst way ( third day cold turkey) but it isn't right anymore.
It wouldn't work anyway.. it is beyond panacea.
anyway... yeah.... This Scorpio hears the general Scorpio malaise.
Sun squared Sun..... Sun squared Saturn..... I'm sure there's more.
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freebird
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posted February 09, 2006 12:36 AM
I had to add I am also in the same position. Everything in life doesn't seem right but there would be a narrow escape for all the scorpios.Neval: Just keep trying I am sure you would find your way. Fight it or make required changes in life.Find another job or something. It's just one of those times for Scorps where we need to fight although we wouldn't be appreciate for what we are doing. Astrid: quote:
Maybe more than anyone wanted to see. . . but is anyone else feeling this way? Seems the more I read these posts, I'm seeing loads of scorpios out there. I just told my b'friend the other day: "I'm the one who's everyone's "rock", I'm the one always holding it together. But now I need to be vulnerable. Now I need support and to cry."
I am feeling exactly same. We being rock for the family and friends just feel that I want to cry and I cried too. Love,Good Luck, Happiness and Success to all.  Hope all Scorpios could fly as Eagles and not get afefcted by this time. It's hard time I know but haven't we come out of it many times.  IP: Logged |
GemStar
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posted February 09, 2006 08:59 AM
Scorpio ASC here...Keep in mind everyone that Jupiter is in Scorpio so it will be bringing us a great year!After briefly scanning the above people's astro-aspects....I implore each of you to look at your outer planet transits to guide you!! Pluto at 25-26 Sag is sitting on Neval's Mars...and this is just beginning....Astrid has Tr Uranus opposing n. Mars and Neptune sq Neptune coming up...and tr. Pluto in 7th house...Darksider has tr Pluto sitting on n. Neptune.... You all have HUGE transits happening which have little to do with Scorpio!! Learn about your transits and use them to help guide you-it will all make sense I promise!! Take your astrology to a higher level and learn what changes are happening and how to harness the energy better! Scorpio has inherent strengths so each person who has this influence has the abilities to fly higher-you simply need to understand more so that you can soar!  GemStar IP: Logged |
neval3000
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posted February 10, 2006 01:55 PM
hello again....you are all GREAT persons...really great..thank to linda' and your existence... AMİSHA: Again thank you your sensitivity... ASTRİD: I am just looked to sun when I saw your sentences and cried:'it sounds like you have more tears to cry'..such an explanation.. DARK SİDER:You mentioned your bad timing is nearly over...good luck..wish it for me! PIXELPIXIE:...YES..'I Could not stopped..' FREEBIRD AND GEMSTAR : I know this crises will be over... I am just so sad..i dont know..i cant read books,i can not concantrate..i am just sleep,eat and go to work..i feel just lack,deficiency.. I must love again everything in nature!
I must fall in love again!
I must work again where people love me and smile!
I must believe life is beautiful again.... Thank you...sorry such a sadness... take care for you for me please! IP: Logged | |
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