posted February 20, 2006 09:10 PM
over the summer my Progressed Moon was in Aries (probably longer than that but thats when I noticed it) I'd had a friend, who I because absolutely infatuated with (EVEN THOUGH I WAS EXTREMELY COMMITED TO MY BF). I felt like it was so right, like we had a connection that we had to be together or that our Souls were together in a past life. It was like we didn't want to get involved with one another however we were so drawn as if we had no control over it.
This is Mr. Pisces, if anyone remembers.
I was reading some things on here about South Nodes. and I realized that even though his Progessed Sun was exactly conjunct my NN and Descendant. His MOON was exactly conjunct my South Node. His Ascendant was in my 12th house (which is why i figure i kept him a secret in public etc.)
It was very hush hush between us and it felt right on a level that wasn't conscious at all. It was like a sense of knowing that it happened before and what to do, expect, and how to feel. it was like I was scared at the same time cuz I didn't know where it was coming from.
could it be from my South Node conjuncting his Moon in my 12th house/ASC cusp?
I'll post everything so you can get an idea of what I mean? I mean it scares me, to death. Consciously I'm aware that he inspires someting I never stood for. And yet (which is so out of character for me) I went along with it. And I feel horrible and its only a mental setback and weight I don't need. I'm trying to decide whether I should cut him out completely to rid myself of further mistakes (because it's so strong I could make it again)
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Libra Rising, Scorpio Sun, Leo Moon