posted April 23, 2006 01:28 PM
Hello Aries18,What is often used in regards to Karmic ties in astrology is MOON NODES, North Node, and South Node. I ran your charts on astro using your bdates on the other thread to check asteroids as well! Her Mars conjunct your North Node, giving you an energising feeling (Mars represents action, sex, energy..etc) Her Venus, Mars, Sun conjunct your SOUTH NODE. Astrologically, she is someone you knew in a past life on a Venus, Mars and Sun level! Romantically, Sexually or even (an opponent) you might say love-hate relationship. Not just that, her PLUTO is opposite your Sun, Mars and Venus! WHOA! That explains why you are willing to let go as you put. You are letting go of your ego/power (Sun) and there is an element of compulsion Pluto opp. Mars and Venus is too much! It can be overwhelming if not downright obsessive! This might explain the feelings of low self esteem you feel in her presence, they are not really low self-esteem but it is your Arian nature rejecting the power her PLUTO exerts on your Venus, Mars and Sun! Her Sun is opposite your Moon as well. Sun is masculine power, Moon is feminine, you are willing to let go of your ego, ...etc for her. Selfess/Spirtual love is perhaps a Neptunian attribute which is explained by her Neptune trine your Sun, venus, Mars. and Your Neptune conjunct her own Moon! Very telepathic aspect! The feelings you desribed upon seeing her for the firs time are her planets conjuncting your South Node, feels familiar and often what is described as "I feel like I have known you forever". You both have your Vertex conjunct by sign, too close to be conjunct yet not very far, this is Destiny's gate in astrological terms, quite significant.
Asteroids, You have your Juno (commitment) opposed by her Chiron (Wounded healer) which might explain her reluctance to commit due to past hurt(s) but at the same time it is conjunct her Venus! You have your own Chiron opposed by her Sun (ego) and Uranus (explaining the on-off behaviour that is constantly hurting you perhaps) Also, her Uranus is opposing your moon, yep, she will drive your crazy! That explains why healing is not working both ways.
Asteroid Karma (calling Tameem the expert here is opposite her Jupiter. Jupiter represents all that is authority, educational, beliefs, foreign, or downright jovial and giving, there might be some Karma between you two involving these issues, a lesson to be learned but must be worked on after resolving these issues mentioned above.
I don't see any aspects from her Saturn to your inner planets (Sun, Moon, Venus, Mars) Saturn as astrologers put it is the commitment long-term planet, the glue that binds two people. I see Saturn aspects from YOUR Saturn to her planets...Mercury and Mars. This also might explain why you feel restricted by her presence, traditional astrology would say the planet person feels dampened by Saturn energy, so she should feel like you but only in the beginning, did she feel like that at the beginning? after a while it is Saturn who feels intimidated for fear of saying the wrong thing (mercury) or doing the wrong thing (mars).
I hope it helps!
Best,