posted April 26, 2006 10:53 PM              

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The interplay between the natal Moon and natal Saturn has a lot to do with physical health and/or a healthy lifestyle. Negative aspects between the two show boundaries that must be dealt with as a part of our maturation process. They may be expanded, re-defined, removed, or gone around, but they cannot be ignored. The process always begins with understanding that such boundaries once served a purpose. In some way they protected us.

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Sheesh...I don't know what it is, I feel like a hypochondriac, except I really am getting sick alot. Headaches headaches headaches, bad sinus problems and pain, allergies, colds, dizziness...I deal with these problems everyday! I dont know what Im doing wrong, or how else I can get over this...it's annoying.

I have:
Saturn in Virgo, 5th house
Saturn quincunx Sun
Saturn conjunct North Node
Saturn involved in a T-square:
Saturn opposite Moon in Pisces, 11th
Saturn square Neptune in Sagittarius, 7th
Pluto and Uranus in the 6th house of health.

posted April 26, 2006 11:41 PM            

Are you in a place where they have acupuncturists?? I've been seeing one for over a month now and I feel so good I've turned into a zealot, so I gotta witness!!

Here's a link to my acupuncturist:
http://www.chinainstitute.com/
And to a bunch of her health articles:
http://www.chinainstitute.com/articles.asp
Please keep us posted on how you're doing.....

posted April 26, 2006 11:55 PM              

I forgot that I've also got transiting Saturn opposite my Sun, Mars and Mercury. I'm sure that's taking its toll on me right now. I think I'll survive.

posted April 28, 2006 05:25 PM              

Hmmm I can't ever recall using the times when I was sick to get the attention of my parents. Or ever purposely trying to get sick to get their attention either. However, I think it might be correct that the times when I was sick may have been the only time I got attention from my mother when I was young.

Fear of being too healthy...sounds odd, but I can sort of understand that.

I wonder what kind of pycho-somatic illnesses I may possibly have or be susceptible too? Hehe don't tell me, I may use that to my advantage What kind of therapist do you say? I don't see a doctor regularly. Maybe see a gp once or twice a year. I did see a ear and throat specialist this year because of my sinus issues...that's about it.

Hypoclycemia may be an issue. My 6th house cusp is in Libra. I dont eat sugary foods that often...except when Im feeling exhausted to make me feel better...for that time...obviously not good for feeling well in the long term.

I would like to know what you see in my chart if you have the time. I was born on January 30, 1979, noon in Thompson, Manitoba.

Thank you

posted April 29, 2006 07:28 PM              

Did you ever get around to examining the "keyword" issue in your Web site? Maybe your intention has nothing to do with being at the top of a google list.

But wasn't sure if you were able to consider that with any satisfaction?

posted May 14, 2006 12:45 PM              

Web sites are just so much more complicated than most people realize.

posted May 15, 2006 02:31 PM              

It is ....words cannot describe (despite gem merc!)

I was crying on the bus for the whole journey from university to home. 40 minutes man!!

But seriously, I had started to close up my heart hugely. Too much pain and all that stuff. But it isnt me. It wasn't me at all. And reading this book, I realise I was never as cerebral as I am these days. Back then, despite the hurt, I was sooo in touch with my heart, with myself and I felt whole.

Fair enough there are some boundaries I could have established to save me some unnecessary hurt but I guess right now I am balancing out. (Mars in Libra y'all)

I feel great, I feel friggin alive and most importantly I can feel pain again. Not drama, not the stuff I am somewhat conditioned to feel, but that ache that is lurks around the chest area.

Its the ache that lies there after that tremeduous pleasure you feel you will never recover from. Like when life is too good you feel you will die. Or when Sex is so good, you kinda die. That one. Its the ache that lies there when you feel sorrow and cant stop crying for the one you love, knowing they feel sh!! Its all of that and more.

Rev. Alice, Im sorry I hijacked the thread. But I felt moved to share.

I feel great and I want everybody else to.
Aaaah.

posted May 26, 2006 10:26 AM              

Sorry, I don't get to Lindaland as often as I might like. I appreciate your comments, but do not understand them. Would you please explain privately--astrominister1@yahoo.com.

Any help would be appreciated.

posted May 26, 2006 10:37 AM              

"Aries Saturn, for example, draws the line of acceptable behavior from others at the skin."

This means that you allow others to do almost anything they want to you----unless or until---it begins to feel life-threatening. You tend to accept unacceptable behavior from others.
EXAMPLE: You might stay in a marriage that battered your spirit until it began to feel like it was killing you.

With Aries Saturn opposite your Sun, abuse may interfere with self-awarness. You may keep trying to meet the standards of others, even though they really make no sense for you. Libra in the fifth represents conditioning that you "should act like" another or others. That was an opinion of your parents, not a mandate from God/dess.

posted May 26, 2006 10:41 AM              

Thanks for the comment and no problem. I am happy to discuss "real" issues--tho sometimes slow on this site.

Thank you for sharing the experience that helped. It may help others.