posted May 12, 2006 09:06 PM              

Birth data: May 2, 1990 at 8:40 PM. Born in Boston.

posted May 12, 2006 09:38 PM              

I think you should focus on the things you have accomplished and the things you are good at. Everyone is good at something. The same people you envy might easily be envious at you for something entirely different.

Maybe, if you got involved in something, outside school, where you felt productive and useful (something artistic sounds likely, looking at your chart), maybe you would lose these feelings of jealousy. If you are consistently doing something on your own, something you feel you are good at.. and you get pats on the back for it, I think this would backup your confidence a bit more, so you don't feel outdone by others.

And remember that everyone is on their own track. Everyone has *their* life to live and you have yours. Taurus/Leo are almost always high achievers, so it's doubtful you won't get to where you want to go, if you put in the work, which I'm sure you will do. Your achievement doesn't have to be tied in with others failure though. You can achieve while others around you are also achieving, there's no need for this to turn into a competition.

posted May 13, 2006 09:33 AM              

lol also strong pluto can cause jealousy. dunno if you have that. remember focus on yourself and how awesome you are! dont worry about other ppl so much

posted May 13, 2006 01:10 PM              

Here is another thing to look at:Many of us feel that there is lack and limitation in this world. There is only so much to go around. Wrong Wrong Wrong. What that is really saying is the God loves you only so much and not any more. It says that God is not your source and that this world is your primary source for your good. This world is limited but God is not. Your success does not depend upon your employer, other people, the weather, etc. Where there is a will... Just because someone else got the job, gets, they guy, gets the award... doesn't mean that you do not have a rightful place. When one opportunity ends another is somewhere around the corner if you only pull yourself up and look for it. so why am I mentioning this? Frequently we get jealous because we believe in lack when someone else succeeds. Send that person blessings and well-wishing because they have shown you that what they have achieved is possible! and could be possible for you if your meant to pursue a similar goal. A friend has some great thing happen to her. Woo hoo! she's moving up that's incredible. something soon will happen to you if you open your self to the possibility.

posted May 27, 2006 05:00 PM              

I love your question and want to learn more. Can you post your placements for lazy's like me if you know them?

There are a few different reasons why you may feel that way, and I don't know anyone who hasn't felt that way at some point. I know it's a horrible feeling and I appreciate your courage to look at it straight on.

Thanks!

posted May 27, 2006 08:33 PM              

Sun Taurus 12.20  
Moon Leo 26.29
Mercury Taurus 13.52 R
Venus Pisces 28.44
Mars Pisces 9.03
Jupiter Cancer 7.17
Saturn Capricorn 25.20
Uranus Capricorn 9.26 R
Neptune Capricorn 14.30 R
Pluto Scorpio 16.32 R
Lilith Scorpio 20.03
Asc Node Aquarius 12.04

Ascendent Scorpio 23.57
House II Sagittarius 24.43
House III Aquarius .59
House IV Pisces 7.57
House V Aries 9.15
House VI Taurus 3.55
House VII Taurus 23.57
House VIII Gemini 24.43
House IX Leo .59
Midheaven Virgo 7.57
House XI Libra 9.15
House XII Scorpio 3.55

Sun Conjunction Mercury 1.32 609
Sun Sextile Mars 3.17 57
Sun Trine Uranus 2.54 83
Sun Trine Neptune 2.10 87
Sun Opposition Pluto 4.11 -176
Sun Trine Midheaven 4.24 45
Moon Square Ascendant 2.33 -52
Mercury Trine Uranus 4.27 49
Mercury Trine Neptune 0.38 92
Mercury Opposition Pluto 2.39 -190
Mercury Trine Midheaven 5.56 21
Venus Sextile Saturn 3.24 64
Venus Trine Ascendant 4.47 37
Mars Trine Jupiter 1.46 112
Mars Sextile Uranus 0.23 163
Mars Trine Pluto 7.29 7
Mars Opposition Midheaven 1.06 -105
Jupiter Opposition Uranus 2.09 -158
Jupiter Opposition Neptune 7.13 -36
Jupiter Sextile Midheaven 0.39 109
Saturn Sextile Ascendant 1.23 78
Uranus Conjunction Neptune 5.05 98
Uranus Trine Midheaven 1.29 24
Neptune Sextile Pluto 2.01 45
Neptune Trine Midheaven 6.34 4
Pluto Conjunction Ascendant 7.25 15

Here's a link
http://astro.cafeastrology.com/cgi-bin/astro/natal?member=&recalc=&name=ghdfghfgh&sex=f&d1day=2&d1month=5&d1year=1990&d1hour=20&d1min=40&citylist=Boston%2C+MA+%2825%29%2C+USA&lang= en

posted June 03, 2006 12:10 PM              

Right off I see the Sun in Taurus with a Leo Moon. You care a lot about the company you keep as well as being a great date yourself.

Your Venus & Mars in Pisces will give you a nice cushion, so read as much as you can on Venus & Mars in Pisces, you may find unrealized assets.

The Jupiter in Cancer is not easy, but better than having a Saturn in Cancer, I think ... if you try, you have much capaciity for compassion rather than jealousy.

Having an Asc in Scorpio may make you more inflexible than you would like. But you to that Venus & Mars again ...

It's interesting that your Midheaven is in Virgo instead of Taurus, so that any of those lessons you have to learn about your Sun & Asc being in Opposite sides puts a lot more burden on your Sun in Taurus. Your Midheaven is in Virgo, which is kind of like my Scorpio Stellium being in my 6th House. It's a very analytical and painstaking placement, and it is perhaps, more of a mystery to you.

Oh, also read all you can on your Leo Moon, and above all, exercise your discretion as you read. You may want to re-read the same excerpts a few times, read them again the next day, and the next. You'll see something else each time you read it. The Leo Moon challenges everyone to pay attention to it.

posted June 10, 2006 08:26 PM            

I'm not sure what it is astrologically that causes this, but I know where it came from and how I got passed it.

You see my mother, from when I was little, would constantly compare me to others and praise other children and whatever child had qualities she thought were desirable, she would tell me, "see how so-and-so does this? why don't you try to be more like her!"... The thing is, I was NOT her. I am me. I think my mother viewed this as tactful, "constructive" criticism, but it really destroyed my self-esteem and made me feel like I wasn't good enough or constantly coming up short and that other children were "better" than me and I was fundamentally flawed, afterall, I could never get it right for her, could I? Even when I tried. Getting praise from her is like pulling teeth to this day, and even if you manage to get a compliment out of her, it's usually accompanied by a back-handed insult of some sort.

Anyhow. I'm not jealous anymore and I'm generally happy with myself. I consciously decided to be my own best-friend and change my inner dialogue. Instead of berating myself and going over and over "mistakes" and missteps and things I did wrong and comparing myself to others... I made the decision to tell myself what I would tell a friend in my situation... and STOP comparing and follow my own path.

I decided to be nice to myself.

It's worked wonders! Changing your inner dialogue is crucial. I'm almost certain yours is negative, especially when you're having these feelings of jealousy.

Astrologically, I do have a strong Pluto (1st house) and I have Sun conjunct Mars which makes me competitive. I have a Capricorn Moon which makes me ambitious and (I'll admit it) a little materialistic. hmmm... actually I do love beautiful things too and you can blame my Libra Rising for that. All things combined, I can get a little covetous and my complexion can turn a slight shade of GREEN at times... lol.

posted June 10, 2006 08:49 PM            

So at first, it might seem "fake" and the sentiments and thoughts, may well be fake, but the more you consciously make yourself think positively, be happy for others and be happy with yourself, sooner rather than later this will be your automated response and you'll really feel this way!

I've always been able to pep people up and make people geniunely feel better and positive and pay others geniune compliments they appreciate when feeling down. I've always been able to point out the silver lining on every cloud... but not for myself. One day, it just clicked to me that I ought to be my own friend and instead of berating myself, I started to tell myself what I would have said to a friend in my situation.

The old adage that you have to learn to love yourself before you can love anyone else is really true.