posted June 20, 2006 07:44 PM              

Missneptune's chart:

Planetary positions
planet sign degree house motion
Sun Leo 08°00'36 08 direct
Moon Pisces 04°11'30 03 direct
Mercury Leo 04°26'42 08 direct
Venus Gemini 24°41'06 07 direct
Mars Aries 06°50'28 03/4 direct
Mars is technically near the end of house 3 and is interpreted in house 4.
Jupiter Gemini 01°28'07 06 direct
Saturn Sagittarius 26°38'58 01 retrograde
Uranus Sagittarius 27°34'25 01 retrograde
Neptune Capricorn 08°02'00 01 retrograde
Pluto Scorpio 09°47'35 11 direct
True Node Pisces 14°28'45 03 retrograde

posted June 20, 2006 09:17 PM            

You have a Libra MC (reputation, status, ego), so relationships, romance and love are important to you!

However, your Venus in your 7th House (partnerships) and Saturn/Uranus conjunction in your 1st House (identity) are in opposition. That may make you feel like you never get anywhere with partnerships or that they break up as quickly as they start.

As your life continues and you experience different transits, especially your Saturn Return, you should find more success in your relationships.

Try to keep a positive outlook on the situation. Maybe you could get involved in activities where you could meet people, socialize and make friends. And, in the mean time, concentrate on making yourself feel good and happy.

posted June 21, 2006 11:12 PM              

In addition to the other observations, something else popped out to me. You might have a similar feeling that I'VE had where you feel like a dark star in the sky. Like your Leo energies are being eclipsed by being stuck in an 8th House which has a totally different agenda.

You're carefully questioning your feelings on this because of a 3rd House Water Moon, which I have too. You feel a LOT, but then it takes you a little while to sit quietly and assimilate and put into words what it is you are feeling.

I see a lot of positive traits which just might keep the that Venus and Saturn/Uranus Opposition mentioned in check.

Another reason why you might be frustrated is that although you really DO need the time to assimilate what's really going on, your Mars in Aries is stomping it's foot and blowing hot air, which makes you feel pressured to ACT. You may feel a sense of sabotaging yourself everytime you take Mars' side, bypassing the other work which is just as important.

Your NN in Pisces furthers your need to understand, and you're willing to delve VERY deep when you're ready. Your Asc in Sag also lessens your fear of "mind" travel.

So interesting is you have Venus in Gemini, and Descendant in Gemini. This also wants ACTION right away. But you'll definately need friends or partners who are just as fearless as you are when it comes to deep stuff, you might scare the rest away.

As for Sign energies you might consider, think about a very sensitive Aries, a free-spirited Cancer, another Leo, Libra or a sensitive and exceptionally philosophical Sag.

posted June 23, 2006 02:15 PM              

I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling so down. Please know that you are in a rough phase but things WILL get better, and you WILL be okay. I know it's hard to be un-occupied sometimes...too much time to think, eh? Maybe if you find a new interest to get into, you'll feel better, work with your creativity, meet new people, etc.

posted June 23, 2006 03:00 PM              

I have Sag rising also, and at times if I'm not busy doing something, I can feel a little "blah" / depressed feeling. I hate being bored.

posted June 24, 2006 04:49 PM              

no matter how I feel when someone lets me down, I tell myself..

there is no limit:>

posted June 29, 2006 04:55 AM              

Well, I'll accept that I may have good advice, but as far as knowing a lot about astrology - well, I believe in intuition more, and most people want to jump into the interpretations allowing them to color their decisions too much. It really does take discipline.

I'm surprised you've never seen Retrograde's in other people's Charts. They're everywhere! Are you sure? Maybe they were born during one of the chunks of time that had none. I have no Retrogrades THANK GOD!!!! I say that because I internalize enough as it is. Don't let supposedly negative descriptions trip you up. You haven't lost any power from those, it's just more internalized. You won't even notice it after a while, like reading subtitles at the movies.

Since they are in your 1st House, it may mean that with those particular Planets you may be constantly wrestling within yourself on whether to go for the dream of a lifetime, or play it safe. Other people may not pick up on this, but they are in your 1st, so someone may be more inclined to know this about you.