posted July 19, 2006 04:15 PM            

Damn, I'd like to know what celestial configuration is responsible for this?!?!

It could be the rx Mercury, as far as the little patience. Let me take a look-see...

posted July 19, 2006 04:19 PM            

The Moon's also separating from a square with NEptune in Aquarius - does that explain the heightened sensitivity? What do you all think?

posted July 19, 2006 08:56 PM              

I too am lately frustrated with my situation at work. Its kind of making me go negative, which I don't like. Last time I was in a negative work environment, I soon left that job.
I have no intentions of doing that this time, however my current project would be over in couple of months (fortunately-as I would be free from the current environment... though it might also be bit unfortunate as I want to be at the current location for longer time)

And regarding your being still tuned with your ex-bf ... I too am similar situation like you. Ours was not a BF-GF relationship (more of me getting a feeling that she was attracted to me and in turn causing me to feel for her) and when I comfronted her to get the facts it turned out other way, after which we have not been contact as the same way as we were like before. Suddenly couple of days ago, the feelings came back.
She already made it clear that she had nothing for me making all my judgements/feelings go wrong, still somehow the feelings come again and make me think again "does she had nothing for me"

Probably its more of Pisces thing, as we take lot of time getting over with things. I think it is more due to stronger emotional linkage that Pisces have along with dreamy nature (that keeps causing me go on the thinking path that didn't she had feelings for me).

posted July 19, 2006 09:38 PM              

I'm sensitive and bitchy yet I usually experience different moods in one day anyways.

Feel like beating the crap out of someone yet crying.

ughhh how annoying.

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Gemini/Cancer Cusp, Cancer ascendant, Taurus moon *29, Taurus venus, Libra mars
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Things base and vile, holding no quantity,
Love can transpose to form and dignity.
Love looks not with the eye, but with the mind,
And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.

posted July 19, 2006 11:15 PM              

For me, it was bit hurting for a while, then it began slowly settling down. However now I feel the same way ...that "is something going on" not just with me but with her too (or just my dreamy nature). Also it could be attributed of me recently going through some snaps in which she was also present in them.
Yeah, it is painful when you are not with him, and it becomes difficult to throw/kill out these geniune feelings for someone.

I am hoping I would never face her or if I have to it should be short period (that I don't have to work with her anymore - as can't trust these feelings as they might pop up again).

Not sure if current transists (Venus Sq Venus and Venus Sq natal true Node) are causing the feelings.

posted July 20, 2006 05:06 PM            

After about a week I began to sink my feelings for him were so deep and I could feel him deeply feeling me, but I was so confused bc he chose who he wanted to be with. I tussled with my feelings and feeling him for over a year.

I would see this guy from time to time and each time that I would see him he acted as though he was so happy and that he was not thinking about me at all. But I still could not figure out why was I feeling like this, I know that we dream and it takes us a minute to get over things, but this was crazy as hell. Anyway as things began to unfold after some time I kept having urges to call him but I never did. FINALLY things began to come out it turned out this guy was thinking about me just as I had been thinking of him infact his energy was what was pulling me in the first place.

He finally admitted to still caring for me and well we reconciled and the rest in history.

I won't tell you guys to hang on 100% because I really do not know the other persons situation, but just for comfort if you are feeling what you are feeling there is some truth to your feelings for sure. We do feel things deeply but we are more then right about those kind of things. Its part of our make up. Pisces ppl that is.

Villy your friend may have had specific reasons for not admitting her feelings could be due to anything, has nothing to do with you per sa. It could have just been timing and she did not want to complicate things.

PG: Your friend has prolly been thinking about you as well. We feel others energy deeply. I was in that situation and it turned out that he was thinking about me alot and I felt it..

posted July 20, 2006 10:44 PM              

MamaMia,
Her situation is very much awkward; she is married with a kid. And she already has told me she didn’t have any feelings and she loved her hubby. So its tough for me to rely on my feelings. Even when I can't trust them, I can't do anything about them as feelings are feelings, they just arise.

Probably her Sagi Sun in my first house causes her to act like my enabler, making me more outward (as being with her company makes me feel good)…this might have led to me getting feelings for her, while it may not have been true other way round.

posted July 24, 2006 01:48 AM              

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"Feel like beating the crap out of someone yet crying."

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Dang, that's me and I can't make it go away (venus/mars conj in pisces + moon/mercury conj neptune). Is this related to this latest Mercury retrograde or some other transit?

It seems that at this time everyone I know is depressed and/or having relationship problems and/or feeling so beat up they'd rather not go on. It's almost as if there's a cosmic bug out there wreaking havoc in everyone's lives.