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Topic: Peculiar love
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mejourney
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posted September 12, 2006 06:49 PM
 
This is my (still ongoing) experience: I accidentally met a guy online who is 6 yrs younger than me. We became really close in a short period of time. I immediately told him I'm married, but he didn't give up (his North Node conjunct Pluto is in Libra), so it went on... From the very beggining (even when we still didn't know each other well) , whenever I thought of him, I felt very much like crying, I cannot explain why... At the beginning, we had a terrible fight (over emails) due to some misunderstanding. It was such a fight after which I would never before continue the relationship (espetially with someone practically unknown), but this time both me & him felt real big pain because of it (it pained us to think of breaking the raltionship), and did our best to reconcile. I can say we both really feel each other's souls and no doubt we deeply love each other (although we still didn't actually meet because we live far away from each other...crazy, isn't it...anyway, we are physically pretty alike)... But actually even at the beginning I had a slight fear of him, of getting involved with him. I think that our relationship actually can never be a real romantical one (I'm not sure if that's just because I'm already married...), but I must admit I'm not really happy because of that... Or I am? I don't know... I really have a fear of being hurt by him.
Anyway, here are the astro facts: his Saturn conjuncts my South Node, my Uranus conjuncts his North Node, my Mercury squares his Nodes. (Saturn, Uranus and Mercury are my rulers.) His Sun trines my Sun/Moon. My Venus conjuncts his Neptune, trines his Moon, sexstiles his Pluto/North Node & squares his Mercury. His Venus squares my Neptune/Jupiter/Mars, also squares my ascendat, and trines my Mercury.. His Sun is conjunct my Pluto. His Mars sextiles my Saturn, opposes my Mercury and squares my Uranus. My Mars/Jupiter/Neptune sextile his Sun and square his Saturn. His Sun and Pluto/North Node trine my ascendant. His Chiron (overlays my 12th house) squares my Sun/Moon, and my Chiron opposes his Sun. His Mercury, Sun and Pluto/North Node overlay my 5th house, so I think he was maybe my son in some previous life? Is that possible?
His Venus/Mars point is on my IC.
My Venus/Mars point squares his Venus and sextiles his Pluto/North Node (all orbis 3 degrees). My Sun/Moon point trines his Sun.
We have the other's Black Moon Lilith in overlayed 1st houses mutually, his BM Lilith opposes my Venus, my BM Lilith squares his Mercury. Also, our BM Liliths square each other. My Dark Moon Lilith conjuncts his Venus, and his Dark Moon Lilith conjuncts my Moon...
Our composite chart is like this: Sun conjuncts Neptune, sextiles Pluto and squares Moon. Mars conjuncts Jupiter and sextiles Mercury. Venus conjuncts Uranus. Moon also trines Saturn and Mercury. North Node in our composite chart conjuncts my natal Venus and squares his Mercury. Well, the composite chart can seem like a platonic relationship, what do you think?
At the moment, my progressed Venus conjuncts my natal Moon and trines natal Pluto, and his progressed Venus conjuncts his natal Pluto/North Node.Well, in your opinion, what this relationship is all about? I mean, I don't know if such a thing is to last, but it hurts me to think about the possible end...? Well, here are the data:
January 26,1971, 12:30pm
Zagreb, Croatia (16E, 45:48N) September 28,1977, 3:40am
Podgorica, Yugoslavia (19:15E, 42:25N)
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