posted September 30, 2006 08:54 AM
I notice a lot of your planets are in the 8th house, which is naturally associated with Sco. You probably have the urge to penetrate deeply but maybe not communicate in a verbal way. Probably enhanced also by t-merc conj n-pluto. Probably also leading to a heavy feeling. t-Chiron also retro in your 12th - looking into your closet and reviewing maybe personal and private hurts
t-Ura in 1st house - changes to self - quite erratic, sudden and shocking.
t-moon conj n-neptune - probably some emotional confusion.
THere is also a square between t-saturn and n-mars. This is a very difficult transit. Probably very frustrating and chafing and arguments. Also add t-jupiter which adds a bit more bloating and fire to the arguments. n-mars also square t-neptune as well, so probably some illusions there; also creates a t-square with t-saturn involved - issues concerning restrictions (saturn) and boundaries or illusions (nep) re your boyfriend (mars, apex). As you know, nep moves slowly so that might take time for that to clear.
t-Chiron also squ n-saturn - not easy transit. This is also applying. Likewise, t-ura squ n-chiron is not easy. As said, ura is in retro so you are going back and examining the hurt. n-chiron occurs in the 4th. So things really close to you are being changed by yourself (n-ura). You also have a 1/4-ura return which happens at the age of 21.
I think the worst will be over when the mars-saturn transit is over and therefore letting go of that t-squ with mars at apex. It is a hard transit, a lot of friction and frustration.
Also, I am sure things will lighten up when all those planets move out of the 8th house.
Things like squ chiron transits are not easy either; I went through about 4 or 5 of them about 2 years ago and they last 6-12m. They cause a lot of pain and at the time they hurt bad, but they teach you things. A lot of it I think is caused by growing pains - you are changing a lot as a person now and are maybe needing to move on from old life involving parents to a new life. It is also about finding a way to heal and having to deal with restrictions in your life. It is tough when you are 21 as you are trying to find your independence. Things will clear. A lot of it is like baby teeth, things are there for a while to allow you to establish but become futile when you have attained your goal - 1/4 ura return. So you will probably feel wierd for a little while yet but you should come round.
I hope you go ok.
Lindaland
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posted September 30, 2006 05:17 AM
posted September 30, 2006 08:54 AM