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Topic: Needs: My own needs VS others/Authority figures needs
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posted October 15, 2006 04:34 AM
 
I have been going through a period of insights about my life and the flaws that I have had since childhood. I'm the oldest of 6 in a blended family and growing up other's people needs were more importnat than my own - so my folks taught me to believe. This would indicate to me on why I am poor at taking care of myself and worry too much about other people.What would indicate this conflict in a chart? Which position and aspects show this? Should I post a 2nd time with my birthdata? ID IP: Logged |
cristiname
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posted October 15, 2006 07:34 AM
ur needs = Moon (sign, and house)
coltrol, inhibition, authority figures = Saturnrel between ur needs and how u control/permit, inhibit/express, satisfy, authority figures (interiorised as censorship) = aspect between ur Moon and ur Saturn IP: Logged |
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posted October 15, 2006 12:16 PM
Moon at 24:50 cancer in the 2nd/3rd house sextile Saturn at 20:30 Taurus in the 12th house. Moon rules both the 2nd and 3rd houses and Saturn rules the 8th and 9th houses. Currently my natal Saturn is getting its butt royally kicked by Transitting Saturn in Leo, Jupiter in Scorpio and Neptune in Aquarius.ID IP: Logged |
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posted October 15, 2006 12:51 PM
Any chance your North Node is in Aquarius?With an Aquarius placement, your South Node would be in Leo, so your past life karma was centered on developing your ego. An Aquarius North Node indicates that in this lifetime, you'll be focusing more on groups (and your role within them) rather than yourself as an individual. This is likely to be painful or at least uncomfortable, since the North Node forces you to grow--even when you don't want to. If you don't have an Aquarius North Node, my next guess would be Libra/Aries nodal placements... but that seems to have more ramifications with romantic relationships than with groups like the large family you described. And since you mentioned authority figures, a Capricorn Nodal placement is another possibility, or perhaps North Node in the 10th house. Or maybe even South Node in the 10th and North in the 4th (family). IP: Logged |
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posted October 15, 2006 09:09 PM
North Node is at 22 Aquarius conj my MC at 14 Aqua. Natal Saturn sqaures both of them. South node is in Leo in the 4th house. Actually transitting Saturn is sitting exactly conj my south node in leo now.It seems this year I have been trying to develop my lack of Ego. (T Saturn trine natal Sun in Aries). Maybe I am striving to have a healthier Ego. (I have my progressed scorp moon move into progress 5th house - need for the spotlight? maybe) I've been singing karaoke and doing stand up comedy. I mostly struggle with my past dysfunctional childhood issues and my root family. ID Thanx for all your helpful replies Knowflakes! Greatly appreciated IP: Logged |
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