posted November 05, 2006 03:36 PM            

After many posts here and some good answer, and my "working" with astrology through perspective of one amateur, I don't have faith anymore in astrology like that.

All my last year I had bad transits and now, on this date and 3 months ahead I really have something beautiful...Uranus leaves my moon, Jupiter comes in my 12th house and my ASC, Neptune on my Venus and really other good stuff every person can see.
But in other transits there were so much past involved, and I like that....because it could bring me someone I wished from bottom of my heart, somebody who changed me to become what I am now. Someone I lived this last 2 years.
And, looking transits, progressions and solar arc you could see that this is unfinished story and we are together again....And even without that I saw something and felt in last month, that gave me hope, faith, something to BELIEVE.
But today all that felt apart....like that never existed. And I ask myself: "Why I had to be "here" all that time?" "And why is life laughing in my face with Jupi and other transits that come? Jupi on ASC? .....life has strange sense of humor.