posted November 10, 2006 05:11 PM            

What also happened two years ago was that I gave birth to a baby girl (16/11-04,05.55 AM, Sandvika, Norway), Scorpio Sun, Scorpio ASC, Capricorn Moon, I'm already having trouble with her, she is so intense and strong willed, this got me a little sidetracked from my original thought with this post, but since this co-incided with this change in me it might have had an impact, I don't know...

But all these strange feelings I've been having lately rarely concerns her, I get them from watching people interact and such, suddenly I feel what they are feeling in or about the situation they're in, and some of these feelings are totally new to me, so I don't think I'm projecting things I have felt earlier in similar situations to THEIR situation. And i can't really believe it's ME saying things like this, I've never been like this..

Also, sometimes when I hear about something that's happened I can feel what the people I have special connections with feel about it, and I know it's their reaction, because I at the same time have my own reaction to the same incident, and there are differences..

Lately (3-6 months) this has been focused mainly around one special person, the person who is so forbidden, and so wrong, I have mentioned him before on this forum, but we are SO connected, it's heartbreaking and terrible, and so wonderful, and so... I don't know what to say, everything is just weird..

I mentioned feeling like a big receiver all the time, I don't know if I'm kind of sending as well, I haven't really seen any "proof" of this, apart from a couple of incidents with the before mentioned guy... There was this social gathering at work where we all went to a pub, a quite large one, in Oslo. There was about 25-30 of us, plus other guests. After some time I start chatting with some guy, and he hits on me, I find that uncomfortable.. Suddenly I notice my Aries guy/boss raising his head as if he's looking for something. He spots me from the other end of the pub, excuses himself from the conversation he was in and rushes over to me.
When we've tactfully gotten away from the creepy guy who was hitting on me I ask him why he came over, and he said that he suddenly got this feeling that I was in trouble.....
And last monday night I really, really wanted to talk with him, since it had been some time since the last time, and the next day he calls me at work (he's in the office, I'm out on locations) with some bogus excuse about needing some work information from me, which took about 1 minute, then he just wanted to talk... for 45 minutes.... That was such a great conversation, we talked about everything and nothing, and it was just the kind of talk I had wished for the night before...
Sorry for going on and on about this, but I feel like some really weird stuff is going on, and I don't understand why I'm suddenly this emotional person, when I've never been before.. Everything is just strange.. I'm posting my birth date and time, and his as well, and I'm sorry for just assuming someone will want to look into this and help me understand this, but I am desperate.. Sorry..

Me: May 23 1983, 08.00 AM, Drammen, Norway

LE: March 22 1977, don't know his birth time, Moss, Norway

Again, sorry, sorry, sorry...

posted November 10, 2006 07:46 PM              

be late her .. but just quickly looked at your chart ..
'I don't know for sure if this be the reason .. but astrologicaly .. it looks like you have some interesting
aspects to n.node in your chart ... and currently looks as if natal n.node is
under a transit (t.pluto i think ) .. will have to re-look tomorrow sometime ..
.. can't re-run the astro programme at moment ..
wouldn't suprise if the natal nodes have something to do with the 'other' as well ..
well pop back in here tomorrow sometime ..

H§D

posted November 11, 2006 11:43 AM            

As a fellow Airy Sun and with my Pisces Moon in the 8th, your comments about your increased psychic sensitivity intrigued me…..

I’m not an interps expert. But here’s some things I noted…..
Pandora (think Pandora’s Box – Openings) squared your Sun not too long ago.
I think HD is right about the tPluto to natal North Node in Gemini connection.
I think one key to your expanded facility is Neptune.
Transiting Neptune has been in your 8th (watery) house for a long time and is hovering around the cusp of your 8th/9th.
It’s sextile the asteroid Pholus, and will be for awhile since both these bodies move very slowly…..

From astro.com:

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The outer extremes of Pholus' path cross the orbits of both Saturn and Neptune. Just as Chiron is considered an astrological key to Saturn and Uranus, so Pholus is a key to Neptune. His average distance from the Sun is a little greater than that of Uranus, a complete revolution takes 92 years. According to first astrological observations, Pholus gives unusual ability in a particular area, or unexpected results, due to a gift for experiment. Pholus' transits over the main axes of a chart, often mark radical and unexpected change, hinted at by his sudden and unexpected death in the myth.

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So..... based on the Vertex being astronomically located on a "turning point" in the sky, then it probably has something to do with "turning points" in your life. It does. You can bet it quite often has something to do with "meetings of people." It does. Here's my astrological rule of thumb definition of the Vertex: the Vertex is a sensitive point on the chart (any chart) that during unusual, extraordinary times feels like a fortunate "turning point" or a meeting with "Destiny's Gate."

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I don’t know if it’s an Old Wives Tale or not, but I’ve heard it said that women become more psychic after the birth of a child. I can understand that – when he was small, I listened for my baby’s breathing in the other room You become ultra-aware of any sensory input…..

As for being "receptive" to the thoughts/feelings of others, (from my own pov) this can be a blessing and a curse. A lot of (or strongly aspected) planets in Watery signs can indicate psychic ability.
The only Water in your chart is your Venus in Cancer, and a whole slew of transiting planets in Scorpio just trined it.

I think your “transmitting” abilities have increased along with your “reception”, judging from your experience at the pub where you were “rescued” by your boss Sounds like a whole new world has opened to you – have fun exploring it!!

posted November 11, 2006 12:00 PM              

*transiting Pluto is currently opposite your n.node *
it is currently 'exact' .. i.e. 0.00 degree
it was 2 degrees prior opposing your n.node in jan. '06
it will be effecting your n.node 'till about october '07
( if it is opposite your n.node .. then it will be 'conjunct your south node )

transiting saturn is currently sextiling your n.node at 0.4 deg

in your natal chart .. your n.node :
is trine to your moon .. 5 deg.
.. trine to your saturn .. 3 deg
.. opposite your neptune .. 3 deg
.. trine to your pluto .. 2 deg
.. square mc .. 5 deg

other current 'outer planet' transits ..
.. transiting Jupiter opposite natal Chiron .. 0.4 deg
*transiting Neptune sextile natal Vertex .. 0.09*
.. transiting Neptune square natal Mercury .. 0.29 deg
.. transiting Chiron trine natal Mars 0.25 deg
.. transiting Lillith trine natal Sun .. 0.54 deg .. :-)
( lillith transits are aprox 1 week at their peak .. enjoy !! )
( natal lillith appears to be in your 7th house .. close to your descendant)

re Nept to Vertex transit ..
I've been having t.Nept conjoining natal Vertex from about april'05
.. have had some very odd experiences .. very difficult to describe ..
as if sometimes i'm in touch with something 'out of this world'

I've yet to look at the '77 chart .. i.e. re synastry or composite ..
however from a bit of personal research ..
i suspect it is the transit from pluto to your nodes ..
plus the neptune transit to your natal vertex ..
that's giving the feelings you describe ..

here's an internal link that may help you research the nodes etc..
* http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/003119.html *
external link re nodes :
* http://members.aol.com/terriastro/nodes.htm *
and a link about Lillith in the natal ..
* http://www.antonia-langsdorf.de/dateien/astrologie-antonia-langsdorf-essay.php *

hiya 'Zala .. just about to post when i saw yours ..
will read that after dropping this in ..

posted November 14, 2006 08:33 AM              

Re: this chart ..
**LE: March 22 1977, don't know his birth time, Moss, Norway .. 59n26 .. 10e42**

for a 12noon gmt chart ..his 'outer' transits for now are:

transiting Lillith opposite natal Sun (7day peak aprox.)
transiting Pluto sextile n.node
transiting Uranus trine natal Uranus
transiting Saturn sextile n.node and trine Venus
transiting Jupiter opposite natal Lillith and Jupiter

( saw reply in sat.synastry thread :) )
I've looked at a synastry chart .. so ..
check the aspects regarding the nodes and chiron ..
that's re your header post.

posted November 14, 2006 09:34 AM              

re: * .. but I can't find what you're talking about .. *
*..the aspects to nodes and chiron, and something about a reply in a header post..?*

this bit .. for 'header' reference ..
*** ..his has been focused mainly around one special person, the person who is so forbidden, and so wrong, I have mentioned him before on this forum, but we are SO connected, it's heartbreaking and terrible, and so wonderful, and so... I don't know what to say, everything is just weird..**