posted November 20, 2006 05:25 PM
*ahem*And what troubles *me* is that you're looking for negative things to fret about.
You have some difficult aspects in your chart (who doesn't?), and emphasizing the negative by dwelling on it will not make things any easier for you. You're probably a real worry wort. If there's any you need to be worry about tight now, it's your inclination to worry. How's that for irony?
That T-square william so nicely described as some sort of "configuration of certain doom" - yeah, I don't see it that way. And I HIGHLY recommend you don't either. Take it from some with some scary sh*t in her chart too:
- I've got one scary T-square of my own (Pluto oppo Moon squaring Sun, mutable, of course)
- plus a multiple opposition that I've been told by a few charming people in past that suggests I'll must certainly die from suicide (Venus conj Saturn oppo Nept conj Jupiter). That multi opposition is a *real* doozy too - makes your T-square look like a cake walk. And I ain't dead yet, thank you very much.
Tough aspects, and in particular, tough aspect configurations cannot be approached with a mindset that expects defeat. If you think you're a slave to your chart, you will be, but only because you think so, and not because your chart says so.
The most important thing for someone like yourself, with such strong mutable tendencies plus significant Cancer/Moon and Taurus/Venus energies, is to stay realistic. Take a look around you and realize everyone has problems. Learn to accept this is part of life, and just like everyone else, you have to work out your problem while seeking to focus on what is good and positiv ein your life. You simply can't afford to get myopic and let your perspective of your own problems get distorted. You have an incredible imagination, which is great. But that also means you run the serious risk of creating monsters that exist only in your head, and those monsters will be as powerful over your life as you make them.
So here's my advice. Your T-square can either been something your blame for all your anxieties, or it can be your tool to resolve your problems and find significant personal growth. Your choice.
You are very blessed to have Saturn as the apex plaent of that T-square. Saturn's no slacker - he'll make you work for your rewards, but at least it'll be worth it. Saturn's sensible, practical and wants results. Saturn is also wise and patient. In many ways, Saturn's the prefect balance for either moon or Neptune, as those planets often lack focus and direction. Saturn can take on that tense, roller-coaster emotional/spiritual energy created by that moon-Nept opposition and turn it into something constructive and concrete. Saturn falls in your 3rd house, so Sautrn's expression will manifest here - in th form of communication, thinking, learning, and creativity.
Given the emotional and spiritual nature of that moon and Neptune opposition, I would suggest you start investing your energies in spiritual and "self-improvement" activities, but ones wher eyou can interact with other people. Group meditations, spiritual retreats, support groups, church activities, volunteer work, yoga classes, healing arts, book clubs, and so forth. Activities that get you out of yourself and around people in situations where you can communication those mon/Neptune energies in a constructive, positive way. As you tap into the postive side of this T-square, you'll find that it's also a path to personal creativity and a positive sense of self, as well as self-relience and problem-solving.
I really suspect if you choose that path - the path of focusing on your positive potential - rather than wondering what black cloud will befall you next, that you'll find whatever problems that do come your way, you'll be able to handle with poise and inner strength (you are a Taurus Sun, afterall) instead of fear and anxiety.
Good luck to you.
Lindaland
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posted November 17, 2006 11:35 AM
I mean in terms of depression, karma, barriers in communication, expression affection, indicators that might foresee heartbreak, lack of direction, career, criminal influences...anything really. I just want to know, astrologically, if there is anything in my chart that may reflect these things.
posted November 20, 2006 05:25 PM
