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From: gulf coast texas
Registered: Aug 2009

posted December 07, 2006 02:24 AM            

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:embarrassment: hope someone answers this! I need to convert Universal Time to local time.
It is imperitive to understand the astro conditions existing for me, my mom, and my daughter and BETWEEN me, my mom, and my daughter.
one past life session told we were sisters on Atlantis and they drowned me or let me drown. In another they supposedly tripped me and when i fell into a well or a hole or something, they left me.
What has occured in this life time has included: setting me up to be beaten, theft, creating chaos at work places causing lost careers & jobs, openly going after any and every man in my life sexually or having 'i thought you should know..' lying slanderous conversations...
What really caught my attention tonight was seeing my moms' astrodienst progressed chart and her progressed Sun and Ascendent in Scorpio 12th house!
I do not want to roll about in & 'wear' past abuse like a dog would the scent of dead mackeral, just want to SEE and understand the astral set-up!
Pluto oppose Venus in my natal 5th house, Pluto conjunct venus in 5th house current transit, Progressed Pluto conjunct natal Pluto also my natal moon is in the 5th house so these aspects mostly deal with being a mother and having a mother?
Since either my computer (a dinosaur) or me (pre dinosaur) cannot yet put charts up on this forum, someone else could or if interested, could e-mail me?
In the least, how does the conversion from UT to LT go?
Your loving Tuxedo
ps. i have never been in or on forums before so forgive any faux pas as i learn to not be a bozo on the bus.
CUPE-4 August 1922 8:50 Chicago 87w39 41n51
TUXEDO-21 Feb 1949 16:05 same as above
BYRD-12 March 1972 1:33 Elgin Il 88w17 42n02

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posted December 08, 2006 03:18 PM              

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hi meow,
the composite with your mom full of negatives[duh]pluto/saturn midpoint square the sun,violence and obstruction.mars opposed to pluto,violence.mercury opposed to uranus,screaming arguements.saturn/chiron midpoint conjunct moon,bitchy,critical,incestual mom.saturn conjunct neptune,lying,deceptive,sadist.
surprisingly the is a venus/jupiter conjunction square the ascendant,usually a signof love in grace,but with all the other aspects,it flipped to it negative side,hateful tyrant.
the composite of your daughter and mom compared to yuor chart show a lot of negatives.the composite mercury/uranus opposed to composite mars,screaming violence,has mars conjunct your natal sun.the composite venus/chiron midpoint conjunct the composite mercury ,square to your natal mercury,sick incestual arguements.
pluto is on your ascendant indicating this is a bunch of past life crud
william

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From: gulf coast texas
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posted December 08, 2006 11:54 PM            

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Dear William- thank you so much-You have really helped me! I have tears pouring down my cheeks as I write this...needed the verification, odd as it may seem, because the whole family has always done a "you are nuts! crazy! out of your mind!"
The stress from this "past life crud" almost took my mind BUT DIDN'T. So karmic payback on what i did in a past life?
i must have been horrible & do not think i have been horrible in THIS lifetime.
sometime i would like to feel the love and keep the love people try to give me only that whole trust issue is so big due to constant personal attacks by immediate family from before birth.
i basically nevr bonded with anyone as an infant-was 'on guard'or lacked discretion since birth. WOW!
At my age finally getting 'better' and out a bit from under the bed so to speak.
Thank you again William for your time and reply. sometimes i feel secure i am healed, then some old C%$# arises and a lot of energy has to go into letting it go.
The hardest part is to be physically and constantly a lone- no one to hold me or soothe me physically now or as a little girl.
Spiritually i am not alone and i am thankful for that. also thankful to the universe for lessons learned and karma paid.
So, this is my fate? wow!
loving thoughts from tuxedo meow

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posted December 09, 2006 01:22 AM              

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tuxedo meow

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posted December 09, 2006 02:14 PM              

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hi meow,
one of the positive aspects of pluto on your ascendant,is that it can give strong healing powers of a spiritual nature.most times it bring extreme struggles,but in a small percentage,i have seen "miraculous" healings associated with a pluto on the ascendant.check out if there are any "healing" group or seminars etc in your area.
william

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posted December 09, 2006 02:30 PM              

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tux....

sending you lots and lots of (((((((((((hugs))))))))))

xxx

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posted December 09, 2006 05:34 PM            

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thank you for love and hugs! i do feel them!
yes , William, some miraculous healing has occured & will occur more. Sometimes the validation (like the composite chart work you did)is sad but very healing. like someone is saying"terrible stuff, my dear, yes indeed, terrible. Now we know it happened and it shouldn't have maybe, but now you are free to distance and heal!"
Does that make sense?
also as i wrote in another post, without the terrible abuse & because there was no way away from it, as a little child and growing up i pushed through mental, spiritual, and psychic doorways that otherwise I would not even have known existed.
Also had "raybo", a dancing young native american man within my awareness & nature herself was my best friend so to learn hiding in plain sight, and the language of flowing waters.
The Pleides seems to draw negative here on LL but it seems to me, my darling ones, I remember gazing to the heavens and a cylindrical energy light between there and the area below my breastbone and above my belly's button. Later, after "raybo" became less frequent in my awareness, my aborigine man was my 'friend'. and is my friend in the way not many others can see-
Anyway, having the aborigine man in my communicative awareness had me assuming i was dealing with the Pleiedes altho i don't know that for sure.
memories of this lifetime begin a long time before actual birth. Maybe I will start a thread on that.
remember being rowed down a horrible color green river with dead limbs (both tree & human) sticking out here and there- a few making pleading gestures. Not a nice place i feel no fear altho when i realize waht i thought was a tree limb is really a human arm, the AWARENESS of my 'quest?' deepens/weighs/adds solid to me.
i am seated in the middle, one is standing a bit behind me, and the other is rowing slowly. we are all hooded. i have the sense of being of perpetual royal blood, that i am there of my own free will and knowledge, and other stuff-
would like to write a book of stories about all these things. to write is to heal.
eccentric, intense with purple plates LOL,
tall, a social tendencies, independent might keep romance at bay- but not kids or animals. also hard to go to 'group' but do love them when i do.
being able to share here on LindaLand is healing. Always had an affinity with her writings.
The question i think my inner little girl is asking is:
now that the wicked-yet-forgiven mother has progressed to a 12th house Scorpio and two other Scorpio signs, and knowing that not all Scorpios are or use wickedness but knowing the wicked-yet-forgiven mother likes or is in the habit of being and using wickedness knowledge and power, will she get me? Finally?
my now s-elf is stornger but wonders that too? i do not want to ignore or fail to protect myself or my progeny.
So, William, good idea- Sue G., once i felt like you were holding me in a baby form. you were lying down and i was on your chest experiencing such radiance of love, light, and acceptance! InLoveWithLife
Realize what i am saying about the mother and Scorpio hasn't to do with you and Scorpio-ok
i would like to live til i die and harm no one on the way, let the water laugh and the trees dance, and send messages on the wind...

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