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Dew
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posted January 02, 2007 08:56 AM
 
Hey you guys,I would love to know what it is about my astrological combination...and thereby my base personality...that makes me scared to be great. I often find that I hold my self back...physically and emotinally. Emotionally I hold back from giving my all in any situation as I often feel Im too intense for most people. and often times that I have given my all...I have had to be somewhat responsible for people.
This manifests physically as me not speaking up and straining my throat because I think my voice is too loud.
All these little silly things that do add up. Please, any input would be great.
And Im pretty good with advice (just not good at following my own) so if theres anything you want to share about how you hold yourself back...spill it! I'll do my best to shed some light on your situation.
Planetary positionsplanet sign degree motion
Sun Cancer 13°15'47 in house 8 direct Moon Capricorn 5°51'34 in house 2 direct Mercury Gemini 23°44'10 in house 7 direct Venus Gemini 12°00'15 in house 7 direct Mars Libra 15°02'29 in house 11 direct Jupiter Scorpio 0°31'45 in house 11 direct Saturn Libra 15°44'36 in house 11 direct Uranus Sagittarius 1°04'00 end of house 12 retrograde Neptune Sagittarius 25°10'53 in house 1 retrograde Pluto Libra 24°06'58 in house 11 stationary (D) True Node Cancer 13°20'49 in house 8 direct
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Happy Dragon
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posted January 02, 2007 12:08 PM
~ Dew ~1 .. you can check out the interps to your chart aspects at * astro.com * 2 .. the answer to your query *might* be that .. A .. these two are 'conjunct' ...
Sun Cancer 13°15'47 in house 8 direct
True Node Cancer 13°20'49 in house 8 direct B .. and these two are 'conjunct'
Saturn Libra 15°44'36 in house 11 direct
Mars Libra 15°02'29 in house 11 direct the aspect between A and B is a 'square' ..
so .. in your chart .. natal Sun and natal Saturn are at a square aspect ..
and .. natal Mars and natal Saturn are 'conjunct' here is a thread about Saturn in the natal chart ..
* http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/012024.html *
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Dew
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posted January 02, 2007 01:13 PM
Finally somebody!I have been on these interps websites. Almost all of them!!
But they tend to give interpretations very rigidly.
I guess I was hoping for a more poetic approach...
...and maybe a way that someone with my chart as overcome the same or similar tendencies. Thanxx for posting happy dragon. IP: Logged |
Dew
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posted January 07, 2007 10:02 AM
bump!!IP: Logged |
sue g
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posted January 07, 2007 10:42 AM
DewInteresting thread!! I feel our conditioning and upbringing play a large part, cos when I was younger I used to repress a lot... And NOW...... I repress little or nothing... My mother was very cautious in the way she raised us "dont take risks" etc etc and I think in a way, until i found the strength to break free, I was repressing a lot of my emotions and feelings. She was also religious, that didnt suit my sister and I....we felt stifled by the dogma and hypocrisy of it! Now I am a free spirit, almost a different person. Doesnt it just show how nurture can at times outweigh nature...? Are you male or female and what age are you? I ask because it wasnt until I turned 40 that I became the REAL me...  IP: Logged |
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posted January 07, 2007 11:51 AM
So where the hell is your ascendant? Sagittarius?If so, you've got ASC in Sagittarius, Neptune in Sagittarius in 1st house, Uranus in Sagittarius in 12th house, both of which are in RETROGRADE. Plus your Gemini Mercury and your Gemini Venus- WOW. Your Mars in Libra and Pluto in Libra have a probability of forming a T-square with your Sun in Cancer and Moon in Capricorn, huh? Feeling repressed? No one can help you but yourself- love that kind of cliche, huh? You replied to my other thread in SU with dubious intentions, and I'd say get over yourself, I would not even want to touch you! For Christ's sake! Done! IP: Logged |
thedividedsky
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posted January 07, 2007 11:52 AM
with mercury in gemini, you may be "thinking" to much, when you should be "doing"IP: Logged |
Dew
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posted January 07, 2007 12:00 PM
D for Defiant; I am surprised you took that as an attack. I even called you 'D' and that felt affectionate. But alas, that didnt come across. I even started reading your post now ...and liked your straight forwardness as thats what I aspired to be....but then I finished it!!
Ok.
Whatever!! I am not going to say anymore. It always makes things a drama.
Take the post as you like.Sue G: you are right. No one can help me.
Im 24.,,going on 60.
I have a very nurturing environment I am grateful for..but its the power inside me that overwhelms. Did you identify with this as a young Scorpio? I am just always scared to overwhelm others to the detriment of myself.
But as D says....no one can help me but myself.
I guess I should just allow the volcano to erupt. thedividesky,
You are right. I do way too much thinking. That should be my new years resolution. Much less thinking and more action. Roar!!
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sue g
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posted January 07, 2007 05:03 PM
Yes DewI can relate to what you say! When I was younger, I was aware of my inner power, but tried to "hide" it, so to speak. I was scared that it would frighten people.... But I was too young to know what to do with it, whereas I know now how to channel it... You will one day....you are still very young! IP: Logged |
Gemini Nymph
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posted January 07, 2007 05:04 PM
Ignore D for Defiant. He/she may have given you an alledged "reason" for this attack, but you can blow off that passive-aggressive nonsense. I'm been observing his/her behavior for a while, and D would do well (and gain an ounce of credibility) by taking to heart some the "advice" he/she spit at you.D - I have no patience for hypocrites, and this forum doesn't need any. It'd be wise to embody the behavior you expect of others, rather than acting like a brat and yelling at others to do what you want. Grow up or shut up, please. IP: Logged |
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posted January 07, 2007 05:15 PM
*AHEM*Now, back to astrology. Dew, you would do well to get phsyically active and channel that inner energy outwards in a constructive, discipline manner. I can believe you are feeling what you are feeling. I suspect it's more intense that you can articulate. However this is no easy task and there's no quick fix. WHy I say phsyical activity, is because right now you're too overhwlemed and colouded inwardly, and your best option to to something to vent the pressure. Libra Mars may not like getting off the couch, but it also likes physical activity once it's routine. It takes about 5 weeks for a person to make physical activity a habit - that sounds like a long haul. But at least you'll be doing something towards helping yourself. I would recommend something like walking while listneing to music, martial arts, or swimming for you. Of course, this largely depends on your current state of physical health and any disabilities. However, I suspect that you can a very hard time with motivation too. So in that case, it might be wise to join one of the "curcuit training"
gyms. We have Curves and HerGym here in the States. I suspect there's something similar in UK. These may be women only, which might help you feel more secure. Another thing to do, in addition to pshyical activity, is journal writing. Get ablank journal and write every day. Even if all you can come up is "Argh! Argh! ARGH!!!!" Write down whatever you are feeling, thinking, wanting. This is another way of venting those energies. Once your "pressure" begins to drop, I think you'll begin to strat thinking and seeing more clearly. You have a lot of potential for fixing your own problems - I just think right now you're at a crisis point and need to just plain vent so the pressure can come down to a bearable level. Don't be afraid to take the time and space you need to do that. IP: Logged |
thedividedsky
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posted January 07, 2007 10:08 PM
what is your ascendant?IP: Logged |
Salisa
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posted January 07, 2007 10:30 PM
I just not true that the only person that can help one self is there self. If that were true people could go through life perfectly fine with out friends,lovers,doctors,charities,psychiatristsI tryed for many years to help myself and failed miserably. I only began to get better when I asked for help.
It is the nature of living that you will need others to help you.  D for Defiant, breath... even if you were attacked its not going to make anything better to so back. And if you wanted to confront Dew it could have been done with a little tact. I know you have it in you.  IP: Logged |
Sweet Stars
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posted January 07, 2007 11:04 PM
It's that damn Capricorn Moon and Venus in Gemini.
Yikes!
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posted January 08, 2007 12:25 AM
Thanks Salisa for your timely reminder and everething else.Dew, Judging from your later posts, I suppose your intentions were benign. One thing I can say with certainty: My offensive speech was by no means justifiable. I would not insist on making that a permissible act, and it was anything but a constructive way of interacting. As for what Gemini Nymph has suggested to you, you are entitled to your opinion, decision and judgment, so I would say you could see things for yourself and time will tell. Gemini Nymph, Thank you for your words. Whatever you say or do to others, it will come back to you manyfolds. People are perfectly entitled to decide whether to ignore anyone here at LL or otherwise, and so is Dew. For instance, most of the time I would try to ignore you, Nymph- because you've grown absolutely big-headed over the past two years, you constantly speak to LL knowflakes in condescending fashion, just some of us have not witnessed your grandiose attitude yet, so your gesture of providing information seems helpful to those. Also, thanks for describing me as passive-aggressive- I will have a look at DSM-III for what you've referred to. You are NOT a practicing psychiatrist the last time I checked. Finally, you've been bragging about your "1th house Pluto" since last year, and you repeatedly remind people that so tediously. Are you THE ONLY human being with a 1th house Pluto on this earth?! Go your own way, make some commotion- whatever your issues, or maybe you consider them virtues- are, it's your business, not mine. I don't have to worry about your vices or virtues. Although you can still go on making trouble just for fun, including mocking other people sarcastically, making partial and judgmental, well-planned comments on anyone or any situation, at the end of the day, you're the one who's going to receive what you do onto others manyfolds. Just take this as nonsense from a butthead like me, and ignore me, Nymph- wouldn't that be just fantastic? After all it was your idea. At least you should carry out your suggestions for someone else yourself, in order to prove that you, too, can ignore me, because, according to you, I'm such a wild hypocrite. Goodbye and good luck- it's been nice talking to you  IP: Logged |
sue g
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posted January 08, 2007 03:43 AM
DYou are not a hypocrite....you just at times, get a little "carried away" As the Salisa said "breathe". If anything, you DO learn from your past behaviour, I can see that... Good luck to you. IP: Logged |
Dew
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posted January 08, 2007 05:24 AM
Thank you sue g, for your reassuring words. Gemini nymph,
you are right. I do need to vent. I usede to do bikram yoga...which was quite intense...but always brought me calm.
Its my new years resolution to go back to it.
Thank you for ur reply.
And for the record, I like ur words and ur replies and the way u strive to help people when u can.
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sue g
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posted January 08, 2007 05:39 AM
I agree with the venting....letting it go...But not through attack on other people....I feel that is very childish...we grow out of that hopefully. I "let it all go" at the weekend. Friday night I sang my heart out and danced and on Saturday night I danced....headbanged like mad And then last night I made mad passionate love...... Dance, music, sex, exercise, singing, laughing LOUD.... All these things are good ways of channeling pent up emotions... And then of course after doing all this, you aint got the energy or inclination to use this energy to attack others... You just wanna  em Hopefully  IP: Logged | |
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