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Topic: Changed taurus, something's happening to me!
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Tauro unregistered
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posted February 06, 2007 07:24 AM
Hey everyone, i need some sort of advice...i've felt very strange the past 2 months, going through alot of strange sad feelings, little bits of depression then sudden happiness then down again. Is there something going on astronomically at the moment that could be affecting my feelings? Some days i've been waking up thinking of my ex, other days i've been waking up feeling great and looking forward to the day. It's SO weird, even my friends are wondering where i've disappeared too. I just feel changed on the inside, more serious, more focused but kind of looking at the BIG picture more, it's hard to explain. I'm generally pretty down, i do need someone special in my life to be at my 100% happiest and at the moment i just wish i could move on completely (parts of me miss my ex so much, aqua girl, cancer moon, venus cap) because even though i cut contact and didn't trust her when i broke up with her, a part of my misses her so much but i keep thinking it's my venus in aries 7H which is killing me at the moment.Are their any saturn/negative energy squares or anything that could be affecting taurus' at the moment? Could someone please look at my aspects and tell me what the hell to do and if things will get better? I'm financially secure and love my job but feel very unbalanced and uncontented emotionally. I'm going out on Saturday nite to party and another taurus girl wants to meet me so who knows, something might happen. Any thoughts, advice would be much appreciated!!! Thx, Tauro Astrological Data used for Short Report - Personal Portrait for Davey (male) born on 19 May 1985 local time 2:12 pm in Brisbane, AUSTL U.T. 04:12 153e02, 27s28 sid. time 06:11:15
Planetary positions planet sign degree motion Sun Taurus 28°08'03 in house 8 direct Moon Taurus 20°07'56 in house 8 direct Mercury Taurus 8°04'01 in house 7 direct Venus Aries 15°20'23 in house 7 direct Mars Gemini 15°40'28 in house 9 direct Jupiter Aquarius 16°31'24 in house 5 direct Saturn Scorpio 24°34'30 in house 2 retrograde Uranus Sagittarius 16°44'14 in house 3 retrograde Neptune Capricorn 3°07'32 in house 4 retrograde Pluto Scorpio 2°40'03 in house 1 retrograde True Node Taurus 18°14'19 in house 8 retrograde House positions (Placidus) Ascendant Libra 3°57'25 2nd House Scorpio 10°34'07 3rd House Sagittarius 8°31'59 Imum Coeli Capricorn 2°34'53 5th House Capricorn 26°58'43 6th House Aquarius 26°01'35 Descendant Aries 3°57'25 8th House Taurus 10°34'07 9th House Gemini 8°31'59 Medium Coeli Cancer 2°34'53 11th House Cancer 26°58'43 12th House Leo 26°01'35 Major aspects Sun Opposition Saturn 3°34 Sun Trine Ascendant 5°49 Moon Square Jupiter 3°37 Moon Opposition Saturn 4°27 Mercury Trine Neptune 4°56 Mercury Opposition Pluto 5°24 Venus Sextile Mars 0°20 Venus Sextile Jupiter 1°11 Venus Trine Uranus 1°24 Mars Trine Jupiter 0°51 Mars Opposition Uranus 1°04 Jupiter Sextile Uranus 0°13 Neptune Sextile Pluto 0°27 Neptune Square Ascendant 0°50 IP: Logged |
Sweet Stars unregistered
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posted February 06, 2007 08:36 AM
Awww I'm sorry you're going through that. I go through the same thing after a relationship has ended. It takes me a while to get over someone. Sometimes even a year.
------------------ I know you see me looking at you and you already know......I wanna love you, you already know. *----------* Gemini/Cancer cusp Cancer Ascendant Mercury Gemini Taurus Moon *29 Venus Taurus Mars Libra IP: Logged |
CrankyCap Newflake Posts: 0 From: Ohio Registered: May 2009
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posted February 06, 2007 08:57 AM
Hi Tauro - I have a couple questions for you...how long did you date Ms. Aqua? How long has it been since you broke up?Everything you said in your post sounds quite normal to me. I think part of the difficulty you feel in letting go may be those 8th house placements. Having venus, in the 7th probably doesn't help either. I understand where you're coming from, and have been there many times. Time heals, and you'll get through it, but you'll probably always love her and I think "getting over it" isn't necessarily what happens at all. Moving on, evolving, and learning from the experience are the best that you can hope for. Just thought I'd add too, that you have almost all the same (inner 5) planets that the end-all, be-all, "love of my life" had...with the exception of your Gem mars (he had Aries). I've got him on a pedestal so high in my mind, that I doubt (and worry) that I will ever meet someone else who can live up to him. We broke up 4 years ago, but I still miss him. It's not a constant hurt though, and at this point all I can do is embrace it. Give yourself time, and some of that innate Taurean patience, and you will be fine. IP: Logged |
teaologist unregistered
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posted February 06, 2007 01:26 PM
Hi Tauro,I think tNep and tSaturn might be squaring your Moon in Taurus. I didn't check yet. But my Merc (19°53'50) in Taurus has been affected for a bit as well. I think tUranus is squaring your Mars in Gem (as it's squaring my Venus in Gem (8°27'41)). What does it mean? I'm not sure, but I understand what you're saying about inexplicable up-and-down feelings... esp. as of late. Pls relax a bit and remember to breathe! IP: Logged |
wilsontc unregistered
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posted February 06, 2007 01:54 PM
Davey,Transiting (planets in the sky) Pluto (transformation) is conjuncting (energy is combined with) your birth Nadir (inner world). This is a time of INTENSE inner transformation, as the things we let go of the things we need to get rid of...or have them ripped away from us. Pluto transformation is a "death and rebirth" process that forces us to give up the old and no longer useful in order to open up to the new and wonderful. It takes a LONG time but at the end of it it empowers us with renewed strength and life force. Powerfully, Tim IP: Logged |
Happy Dragon unregistered
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posted February 06, 2007 03:40 PM
~ tauro ~ .. re .. ***Is there something going on astronomically at the moment that could be affecting my feelings? ***transiting Saturn since last year has been squaring on and off .. the sun/moon and saturn positions in your chart .. transiting Jupiter is effecting the Uranus and Mars positions in your chart .. transiting Neptune is squaring your natal moon .. ongoing till dec 2008 aprox .. transiting Pluto ( apart from what Tim wrote ) is also aspecting your natal Lillith by trine .. the Saturn and Jupiter transits will probably go on till september 2007 .. ** on and off ** .. Pluto will be arround for a longtime yet .. aprox 'till dec. 2008 also .. transiting Uranus will be effecting your chart till about dec 2007 as it builds up to square your natal Uranus and Mars positions .. currently the three transits in closest orb are the ones from t. Jupiter and t.Neptune and t.Pluto .. also in the very short term i.e. this week is t.Mars squaring your natal Venus .. **you will probably 'feel' those outer planetary transits .. the most .. when you get the shorter transits .. e.g. Mars .. for one .. ** one thing you can do is to calculate a chart diagram for yourself .. with the transiting planets .. and note the position of the 'outers' as they move over the next two years .. they will go 'direct' and 'retrograde' .. you also might note that t.Uranus is currently aspecting a position halfway between your Chiron placement and your Mars placement .. and is building up to square your natal Uranus position .. maybe research for yourself the cycle of those outer planets in a persons life generally .. you could also take this info to an astrolger in your area .. find someone with about 10yr plus experience .. and they should be able to explain in detail .. or go to astro.com and pay for one their extended forecasts ( if they do such a thing ) ... as these outer planetary transits will be ongoing for some time : .. best thing really is to figure it out for yourself via observing how you feel re the various transits .. i.e. the short period one's for starters .. and by calculating them yourself .. fairly easy to do via astro.com .. all you need to do is to for starters is to memorise the main planet symbols and the sign symbols .. and aspect configurations ( e.g. a 'square' aspect and an 'opposite' aspect are very easy to spot .. one is a 90 deg. angle .. the other 180 deg. ) .. so you can read a chart diagram .. .. much better than trying to figure a list of data .. most folk don't realy understand the effect the outer planet transits have had on them .. untill after the transits have passed and they look back over what they have been through .. i.e. how they have felt and what they have done as a result .. IP: Logged |
Tauro unregistered
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posted February 07, 2007 07:23 AM
thanks for all the feedback, i guess there's alot going on in my chart that i thought! Yikes. Can't do much about it can i? I can't really fly upto space and tell saturn to leave me alone...CrankyCap in reponse to your questions, i was with her for 6 months, we worked together for 6 months before we got together (she left to another job then i left) so we knew eachother quite well, but i got a big shock when i got to know what she was really like deep down. I broke it off with her in december when i found out one of her girlfriends was trying to hook her up with another guy, then we went out and she didn't talk to me all night then i just cracked it. My patience ran out. It was her birthday yesterday, i was tempted to call her but i stopped myself, thank god. I would of hurt much more if i actually spoke to her again. Funny thing about aquas is the last time i called her wishing all the best and everything she absoluetly went off her face at me "it's all about you ra ra ra, why can't you just go with the flow etc etc". I really loved this girl, i did SO much for her, put up with all her flirting ******** with her boss, helped her with work and heaps of stuff but in the end we were just SO incompatible it was ridiculous. She was obsessed with work, woulden't stop talking about her boss, was so detached she was cold blooded but somehow i was facinated with her, very strange attraction, i think she was attracted to my libra rising/mars gemini/venus aries. She had a sensitive side (moon in cancer) which also had a very sly manipulative streak. She wanted to remain friends when i broke up with her but i said no because i woulden't be able to handle seeing her with another guy so i cut all contact. Was that bad of me? I was going through alot of pain when i was with her let alone seeing her with another guy, noway. I seriously think the best match for me is another taurus, i crave and NEED reassurance, stability and a secure partner. Can't deal with air signs. I also felt that my aqua ex was a flake, said alot of things she didn't mean, do they do that alot? Anyway i'm tired and need to sleep...nite nite tauro IP: Logged |
Happy Dragon unregistered
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posted February 08, 2007 05:44 AM
~ tauro ~.. forgot to mention that .. Re: **.. i've felt very strange the past 2 months, going through alot of strange sad feelings, little bits of depression .. ** .. that's likely to be the Saturn and Neptune influences .. as those transit aspects get near to exact .. **.. then sudden happiness ..** and that's likely to be the Jupiter transit influence to natal Urns/Mars .. i.e. the 'sudden' bit .. .. generaly speaking .. Jupiter transits are a feel good factor .. sometimes too good .. Saturn transits can feel like a 'down' or a 'block' .. as if one is coming up against obstacles .. Neptune transits can feel somewhat 'depressive' .. depending .. .. probably more likely with a harsh aspect like the 'square' ... ( i've just had nept. 'trining' ( a soft aspect) my natal moon for past 18month or so .. no 'depression' .. ) hence .. with your transits at present .. you might feel a bit up and down .. IP: Logged | |