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Topic: Emergency with a SR chart
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Awakening
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posted February 12, 2007 01:18 AM
 
i'd like to start by saying that i need your extraordinary help regarding my solar return.this whole chart is such an oddity,and i'm planning to move to another country in summer,with my mom and cat better said run away from my stupid father.we are going to stay to one of her eldest friend's house.this woman's husband has suffered a tragical accident and he's now permanently connected to those things that keep him alive...so,she was begging one night desperately to have some company and for example,talked to my mom on the phone for 6h and you understand the situation.i'm also very,very desperate to leave because where i live i get to see no clear future ahead of me!moreover,some big,nasty things have happened to me since the beginning of november last year,and i really do not want to be condemned to rot in here.i have been physically abused by cops- in my former highschool because i beat the cr*p out of one of them(i do fight a lot and hit very precisely when i'm pushed over the edge:mars conjunct moon in taurus opposing scorpio pluto here).why?well,he started to kick my back and pull my hair, cuz i was trying to help my boyfriend who had been wrongly charged with some unrealistic thing, getting out from the claws of a 'school-bodyguard'.the gorilla was trying to 'pay my bf a lesson' so i hit him hard in the back to let him go.we had previosuly explained the situation but it had been in vain.and afterwards i get what i get and it's called a and forunately,my mom succeeds in transfering myself to a private highschool.my bf wanted to go but some ropes were being pulled by some evil persons who were in fact principals,etc.(they had to do with the education area) and he reamined in that shi**y place.i sincerely swear that it was a real mafia style procedure.and that's not all.i've always had problems in school because i was too much of a 'justice league person' and punsihed the ones who attacked or offended me.but the others were so dumb,despite their social status and job that they blamed me for every single piece of garbage in this world(that was happening back in the spring of 2004 at my first highschool).but after getting rid of those unpleasant things i got struck by more horrible ones....and...it totallu blew my psyche .now i cannot sleep at night.i had recently - since the first incident - some form of schyzophrenia and i cannot get along with my heart anymore.my tachycardia is always bugging me and i feel fear all the time.this because of those saturn transits to my natal chart...so...in the end,i guess you've all guessed i need some advice.my life has always been the messiest thing ever.recently my cat has been diagnosted with urinary lithiasis...and the verbal assaults i had been punched into my face and the verbal war i have been into with those scums have intensified!i was close to another fight and i was not sure that i could defend as well as i expected from myself because of my heartaches.and this happened in a simple bus!oh...my....the names i had been called.......lately i have been so scared that i only stayed in front of my block of flats with some friends and never got too far away...
Thanks for all who will kindly try to lighten my path!May you be blessed!IP: Logged |
Gemini Nymph
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posted February 12, 2007 12:14 PM
Honestly, I think you need to seek medical and psychiatric help, not astrological help. From what you describe you are experiencing symptoms of an anxiety disorder of some sort (PTSD, general anxiety disorder, social anxiety disorder or soemthing along that lines). I am not even sure how much of your story I ought to believe - both your chart and my gut tells me there no small amount of exaggaration going on here. But certainly if you're experiencing tachycardia at your age, it's more likely anxiety than anything else. And astrology can't give you the help you need if your anxiety is this bad. In fact, I would strongly recommend you stay away from astrology until you are in a healthier state of mind. Deal with the here and now, and get yourself the help you really need. IP: Logged |
Awakening
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posted February 12, 2007 04:46 PM
are u ridiculously suggesting i am mad or out of this world and that from some good-for-nothing reason astrology is now a newly discovered disease that aggravates people's mental status?!!!!oh please!!!gimmea break!!!!!too bad your answer wasn't as silly as i expected ...i could have laughed as i never had in my life but you disappointed me.
AND LET ME CLEAR THE FOG THAT'S SURROUNDING YOU:I LIVE IN ROMANIA!!!!!HEARD OF IT AT LEAST??!!!IT'S A ****** COUNTRY THAT WAS ****** UP FOR 50 YEARS OF THE COMMUNIST CRAP!AND NOW REAL PEOPLE LIKE ME ARE STRUGGLING TO SURVIVE BECAUSE OF THE POVERTY AND THE LACK OF JUSTICE!!!!and what i hate the most is that most foreigners do not admit the fact that because of their countries' pseudodemocratic politics the iron curtain appeared.remember ialta?it's a disgraceful pity that people who do not have the slightest **** of knowledge about world history accuse suffering beings of all mumbo-jumbo!!!and gemininymph,be satisfied that i don't get in too much talk about communism....otherwise you would be seriously offended by a truth that has been denied since the first communist parties had been formed by a specific group of people!!!
and if you refuse to believe the truth than you;re just....i'd rather not say what...think about something that's a synonim with 'absent-minded'
you come and stay in my stupid city in this infernal country but as a normal citizen not as a tourist full of cash and only after having experienced the chaos in here you may have the right to doubt about what i'm saying!!you barely know my country and barely know me!inform yourself first and then try to judge or whatever!
-absolutely no regrets-
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carlfloydfan
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posted February 12, 2007 08:21 PM
Sorry GN I have to disagree with you.A change of an enviroment is needed. Why go get help when a label well just be placed on you? that is a stigma that is hard to break. labels are very hard to shake and more often than not, become a self fulfilling prophecy and stick for life, fair or unfair. Plus you risk becoming overly medicated and another casualty of the drug companies and their empire. I don't believe in how "Mental disorders" are handled currently and described, especially through the DSM-4. at the least, how we handle mental disorders is not as cut and dry as most people believe. anxiety or whatever...its just your way of dealing with things right now, your reaction. change your enviroment, your outlook, associate with different people, you may see a gradual improvement, slow. but its not as easy as popping a pill and being labeled as " " IP: Logged |
carlfloydfan
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posted February 12, 2007 08:34 PM
we focus to much on psychiatric treatment. I think most problems have a social root, change the enviroment.IP: Logged |
eatbooks
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posted February 12, 2007 08:38 PM
quote:
both your chart and my gut tells me there no small amount of exaggaration going on here
GN,
its her SR chart, not natal. IP: Logged |
Dew
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posted February 13, 2007 05:24 AM
Awakening if you dont want an answer...do not post here. GN gave you her answer and at least she is being honest and helpful...and you just sh1t all over it!!If anybody else has any suggestions they should post cleanly as opposed to reacting to anothers answer. Maybe y'all have something against GN...I dont know. I am only on here as much as my 3D life will allow...but all the replyys to her post are unnecessary. Is she really the point here?! IP: Logged |
Jan_A
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posted February 13, 2007 05:44 AM
Hi 
First of all, Awakening, i can imagine your pain. That's very good, that you said everything from your heart. It is the first step. You have posted the chart of the moment. If you post your birth data, i could say more.
Gemini Nymph, it is okay, what you said, but please remember, when you started to learn astrology. I personally was in dramatic crisis, when i started. You know, the soul needs a medicine, and astrology could be such medicine. Of course it can't replace medical treatment, but it can help much. Astrology fights against the real reason, drugs against external consequences.
Peace and light for everyone!
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carlfloydfan
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posted February 13, 2007 07:15 PM
but all the replyys to her post are unnecessary.----------------------------------------- mine was NOT! it was my opinion. I was very nice in stating MY views and how I would help Awakening. Its okay to disagree with folks afterall IP: Logged | |
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