posted February 20, 2007 03:56 PM              

may the year 2007 be wonderful for you all!!!

posted February 20, 2007 04:01 PM              

Sorry girl

I dont believe those things at all that were said about you...similar things were said about me in the past which proved to be untrue....but i still post here, i rise above all the bu!lshit....

Sorry if you have been hurt by them....

There was no need for this

Dont feel you have to go....

posted February 20, 2007 04:16 PM              

I dont believe it to be true(what she said to you), and i dont want to make this a lotus bashing thread, coz i dont really give a d@mn in a general sense, shes helped a lot of people, and my general feeling is she doesnt know how to act any other way, something in her conditioning maybe?

posted February 20, 2007 04:29 PM            

You will be missed here... go if you have to...but please come back soon...

posted February 20, 2007 04:43 PM            

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Sun in Libra
Moon in Cancer
Jupiter in Cancer
Venus in Virgo
Mars in Cancer
Ascendant in Cancer

posted February 20, 2007 04:47 PM            

I truely understand your need to flee, I have done so a time or two myself...

The energy on this board can get a bit much at times.

Rest, rejuvinate~~~

I have had to learn to get into the "cyber energy space" of certain individuals with much care for myself, and some individuals, I will not even go there!

Blessings

posted February 20, 2007 04:51 PM              

You are a Gemini like me, and from what I see, we are born on the same date, too.
Only I'm 11th June 1974, so 11 years older than you.
Still, we both went through ( and still going through )a very hard Pluto transit, and besides other heavy influences from the sky, I think that was the one that, at least in my case, hit the most.
You also had transiting Pluto conjuncting Uranus, so I can only imagine what effect it had on you.

I just wanted to tell you that I can relate to what you are going through.
I know how you feel, and wouldn't like to be the one who is here to convince you to stay or encourage you to go.
Simply because I really understand how you feel.
I am in a very sensitive emotional state ( being feeling very unprotected from outside influences for many years now ), and I've joined this forum to learn something and to share knowledge, but am terribly afraid to post ( takes a lot of self-convincing that I can do it), even when I could have something to say.
I'm afraid that someone will say something so unkind to me, that it will just worsen my already «open wound» of insecurity, that in 90 % I don't say anything.
So, I deeply understand how you feel when someone said bad words or in any way hurt you, here, on forum.
For people who are sensitive, this is not a safest place to «be», no matter what other people, those «emotionally stronger» think.
On contrary, sometimes you get even more hurt than in real life, because you know that person on the other side have no idea what kind of person you are, and what you're going through, and still behaves as he/she can tell you anything, without thinking will it hurt you or not.
I understand when somebody is constantly acting wrongly, that other members try to point that out, and try to solve a problem by discussing it, but when they don't do anything wrong except giving their opinion about things, hurting and calling them names is something I won't ever understand.
I am quite new in here, and I didn't get to know very well all the members here, but from what I've seen of you, you were always helpful and nice.
I wish you were feeling better.
I wish you could collect all your positive energy, and walk in some positive direction.
If it means you will have to leave, and that this place bring you more pain than happiness, do it, because you have to be gentle with yourself.
If you feel you will miss people here, and miss all the beautiful moments you had here, and that few bad words from some people won't stop you from feeling good, then you have the full support to stay.
Just be gentle on yourself.

posted February 20, 2007 05:03 PM              

I admire your will to step back from everything, and I hope everything clears up and you feel better.

Maybe we'll see you again sometime.

posted February 20, 2007 05:23 PM            

Your presence will be missed

I understand why you need to give LL a break for awhile, but from my point of view, please accept a couple items of perspective:
1. You survived the depredations of neptune5 with such aplomb!! I was so proud when you offered that card reading for her
2. Please don't let the double-username thing bother you -- lotus must just not have gotten around to bugging her friend Atlantic Myst/Sweet Blue Moon/Tranquil Poet/Mystic Gemini/Sweet Stars/Pluto's Muse about that terrible no-no yet..... and I wonder why she hasn't pestered Neptunes Mermaid/WaterNymph, or arieschick/Lauren for the same transgression -- she must just be busy calling everyone she disagrees with evil Or you just really got to her with your Truth
3. There are quite a few of us here that have also been called evil -- welcome to the club!!

Take care Dove -- hope to be seeing you back here again.....

One thing -- lotus used to incense me (that feel familiar?? ) but now I have learned to take her with a (very large) grain of salt, or, as she pleads with us all the time, to "just ignore" her -- thy will be done!!

posted February 20, 2007 06:05 PM              

I totally understand if you need to break away for a bit, but don't leave us for good. I think it's pretty obvious one person (name withheld) does NOT speak for the rest of us.

We will miss you and there will always be a place for you here at LL. {{{{HUGS}}}}

posted February 20, 2007 06:11 PM              

please don't leave

you r a very evolved individual....way way more than the person who called you evil. believe me, none in possession of their senses wud ever call you that...whether its this forum, or elsewhere.

I understand that it must be very difficult facing these insane accusations. you dont need any more **** .

I dont see wht the big hullaboo is about the change of name...u publicly announced it, didn't ya! and its a screen name anyways. wht difference does it make wht name u have!!

The majority of us here feel the same way about the religious dogma as you.

take a break from LL. but i really hope you wont leave us forever

lots of love

posted February 20, 2007 07:25 PM              

You can't leave! I haven't even got to know you!
And you are the one that has been helping me the most
I need you

posted February 20, 2007 07:27 PM            

Don't let the good experiences be ruined by a few bad ones. I know there are a lot of people who don't get along with each other here but maybe there is room for us all. Either way you will be GREATELY GREAAAATELY missed fellow Gem

posted February 20, 2007 09:57 PM              

if you strongly feel the need to go, it is understood- but let me echo the many many people on this board who REALLY REALLY wish you would stay.

When I get sick of the bullsh!t here...I just lurk and read, but don't post. That way I can just observe the madness (like the posts where She Who Will Not Be Named freaked out) and it gives me emotional distance.

Your posts are thoughtful and intelligent- nonjudgemental and educated. You are skilled at interpretation of astrology and tarot and you emotionally support other members.

You are needed in LL- and loved.

posted February 20, 2007 10:28 PM            

I've retreated on a few occasions myself when I've needed time away, and come back when I've felt like it. You do that too; come back & let us know how you're doing. I think you're the first person here I interpreted a VR chart for; so let me know how it all works out ; I'll be certainly interested in knowing your welfare.

posted February 20, 2007 10:47 PM              

Please don't exit on the account of one person here, it sure seems to me that you have many friends here that truly care...

I briefly looked through the string you posted,first let me say that I am glad you are starting to feel better!! I noticed you were born in Fairfield, which to me represents the "Jelly Belly" factory...whoo hoo, solves my depression in a hurry, I can't tell you how many times I've loaded up a bunch of kids and have taken them there, lol

Anyways schweetie, do what you need to do, know that you are always welcome here, know that while you are away, even for a day or two, that you'll be missed.