posted March 06, 2007 07:40 PM            

From the info you've given, you have:

Sun - Can
Moon - Lib
Merc - Gem
Venus - Leo
Mars - Gem
Jupiter - Lib
Saturn - Lib
Uranus - Sco
Neptune - Sag
Pluto - Lib

I'm not going to go into too much detail, and your birth time is necessary for a more accurate reading, which William is much more equipped to do than myself.

A Cancer sun will always have emotional ups and downs. Moodiness is a trait most commonly associated with Cancer. I think a lot of your restlessness may be coming from your Mars in Gemini. I have a friend with that placement, and her mind NEVER shuts down, and her thoughts are often very scattered. She jumps from one topic to the next in conversation, and tends to trail off into irrelevant topics.

In addition to that, you have a stellium in Libra. I won't say a WHOLE lot about this, mostly because I don't want to get in over my head, but I do know that Libra wants balance and equality. With your moods going up and down, and your mind possibly wandering in different directions, it could be making the Libra inside see yourself as "crazy" and unbalanced. *I think* If the more advanced astrologers would like to correct me, they are more than welcome! I'm always learning myself!

I should also mention that you do not have any planets in earth signs. With this elemental lack, you may find that it is difficult for you to feel "grounded," and you may find that you are sometimes out of touch with reality.

As far as feeling alone and isolated...well, both Libra and Cancer crave partnership. In fact Cancer is often considered "clingy" or "co-dependent." You do have a cancer sun, but your chart is predominantly "air." Air signs are often very independent, and don't mind their solitude and freedom. So, while your Cancer sun thinks it needs companionship, sometimes the airy side of you just wants to detatch and be alone. This probably confuses the heck out of you.

I do hope this helps you a little though, and remember, we ALL have difficulties in our charts. You are not CRAZY! You just need to understand yourself better.

Once you have an accurate chart, I'd recommend checking out the cafe astrology website. It's a great site for starting out. You can learn a lot about all of your planetary placements there.

Good luck!

posted March 06, 2007 08:11 PM              

Cancers are the most emotional sign. Doesn't mean they are emotionally strong or emotionally unstable, sometimes a mix of both. I find myself feeling alone most of the time (moon in cancer) and have gone though my fair share of depression. I cry a lot, even when i'm not sad. I notice that the Cancer effect on people is draging them up or down with you. My Aries sun allows me to handle my situation first hand. But if your moon is actually in Libra than I can definately identify with you, as my ascendant is Libra. I know that we often feel detached, it goes both ways. I feel like people detach themselves from me then I do the same back. Do you have any idea what your rising sign is? Stay strong, love! You aren't crazy.

posted March 07, 2007 12:17 AM              

You have Scorpio (transformation) modifying least aspected (strong energy) Uranus (friends, also rebellion, restructuring) conjunct (energy is combined with) your Nadir (inner world). The result is you can tend to do "inner rebellions" which can be emotionally unsettling at times.

The challenge is to use this energy to restructure your inward self and transform yourself into who you WANT to be. When you feel those "crazy urges", "look them in the eye", face them, and see what things they are suggesting you transform yourself into. You may be able to use this "crazy energy" to become the person you've always wished you were!

Crazily,

Tim