posted March 20, 2007 10:20 PM
Amazing. Finally. Two years I have been trying to pinpoint why this tie is in my head at least a part of each and every day. Do you know I can feel this person thinking about me? Geezus, I will awake in the middle of the night and feel him in my head, literally in my head. You said:"I would think that you could be in each others dreams.."
I have had a handful of vivid dreams of this person. Two have been extrordinarily memorable. In the first we were planting tulip bulbs in a rich black earth in front of a white seaside house. Our hands kept grazing and bumping and we were laughing. The sun was in our faces. The second was of me washing his hair at the kitchen sink. He was sitting in a chair with his head tilted back under warm running water. I was sudsing his hair up. It was the summer and we were bare legged. His eyes were closed and he was smiling.
We are gentle with each other, almost genteel. We have to be I feel.
In a different place and time, if we were married I think we would be extraordnarily sexual and I would allow him unusual experimentation. I don't know why I feel that way but I do. I do not have that sensde or sensibility with anyone else on this planet. I always thought his Sun on my South node natally was stoking a karmic past...then for two years I have been searching astro reseach to explain why my Ascendant is the exact degree of his 5th house Vertex and why his Ascendant is the exact degree of my 8th house Vertex (seruously what are the mathematicla chances?).....but I can now see the composite has its own messages.
Thans for your help Wlliam. It does help me understand better and as Nigel Screams in the Devil Wears Prada---"Gird your Loins!!@"..LOL
OH PS--Love of life??? Oh my God..when we are together you'd think the whole world was art, and good books and cooking... The rising for this composite is LIBRA and we are completely enmeshed in these topics when we get time to simply talk....we both cook very well ....