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Topic: Trying to find a meaning...??
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SoulAdrift
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posted May 01, 2007 03:46 AM
 
My twin-soul has been in my life since I was a child….always impossibly unattainable…40 years older than me…also a Catholic priest!!
But despite the obvious obstacles…we somehow could not avoid each other…as the years passed we seemed to get thrown together by events outside of our control…and we established a wonderful, unorthodox but affectionate relationship over the last 15 years….I am now 35. Nothing sexual ever happened between us…it was almost too intense…and too special....sometimes our eyes would meet and the longing I could see in his eyes mirrored my own…one of us would say something casual to break the spell…and so on it went…never apart for more than a few weeks…we'd always find a reason to meet up…usually at his house…where we would sit and chat for hours…always time passed so quickly….alone together on those occasions…our hands would touch…fingers accidently brushing each other as he handed me a drink or just gently stroking the back of my hand as we talked…but nothing acknowledged or spoken....apart from a few cryptic comments from him about knowing each other from another lifetime...
Despite being quite happilly married, those nights with him became part of my life - and, when apart for extended periods, it felt like my soul was trying to burst out of my chest to fly back to him.
At times, we hurt each other…we both tried to cut the ties many times…We would try to not call or meet up - but when I was strong he was weak and vice versa.
Our synastry shows Linda's definition of twin soul union…the Pluto Venus conjunction - exact. Plus Saturn and Uranus mutual aspects…and an abundance of other indicators of romance and mutual compatability.
On the surface - we could never be together - but our souls knew differently.
When I called to see him a few weeks ago, I remember feeling elated just being so close to him - and he seemed so happy to be with me…didn't want me to leave - even though it was getting late - I gave him a hug and kiss on the cheek as I left - not something we would normally do. His eyes looked at me with such tenderness as I walked away. Intensity of affection and suppressed desires was overwhelming between us.He died in his sleep last Tuesday...
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BlueRoamer
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posted May 01, 2007 04:15 AM
That's quite a tale.Welcome IP: Logged |
SoulAdrift
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posted May 01, 2007 05:05 AM
Thanks!
Sorry my post was a bit heavy - overall I guess it was a lovely experience of friendship and maybe we'll get it right next time round.
I figure everything happens for a reason - even painful though it is sometimes.
I'm a big Linda fan - she was something special and helped me make sense of so many things...IP: Logged |
lalalinda
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posted May 01, 2007 11:33 AM
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shirty
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posted May 01, 2007 11:53 AM
SoulAdrift,Your story is very touching. It really reminded me of how we can be so deeply affected by another being. We can be touched inside by another soul and not understand how or why it is possible. You seem to be a very spiritual and strong individual, and you've taken everything you could from this experience. I admire that. Can I ask what your placements are out of curiosity? Take care,
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SoulAdrift
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posted May 01, 2007 02:32 PM
Thanks Shirty...see below:
(I didn't know his exact time of birth so it's kinda limited)
But my venus conjunct his pluto - always stands out for me...reminds me of that passage from gooberz about twin selves.
(obviously the wrong lifetime in my case!!)
:-)Him
Sun 28' 01' Taurus
Moon 12' 19' Libra
Mercury 19' 22' Gemini
Venus 22' 48' Aries
Mars 03' 31' Leo
Jupiter 24' 31' Taurus
Saturn 29' 13' Sagittarius
Uranus 10' 06' Aries
Neptune 28' 39' Leo
Pluto 16' 42' Cancer Me
Sun 27' 10' Cancer
Moon 04' 60' Cancer
Mercury 22' 28' Leo
Venus 16' 42' Cancer
Mars 21' 24' Aquarius
Jupiter 26' 37' Scorpio
Saturn 03' 34' Gemini
Uranus 09' 51' Libra
Neptune 00' 23' Sagittarius
Pluto 27' 26' Virgo Btw - I'm considering having regression hypnosis. I'm just so curious and convinced there was something in our shared pasts.
I'll share any experience I have if ur interested.
take care.
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Isolaede
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posted May 01, 2007 08:27 PM
Dear Soul:I am so sorry for your loss. I know how incredibly sad you must be right now, and how your heart must ache. I know first hand how hard it is to loose someone with whom you share a soul bond. Please know you are greatly cared for, and I am sending you all kinds of love from across the miles. A fellow Cancer, Isolaede
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lotusheartone
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posted May 01, 2007 08:40 PM
SoulAdrift  remember reading Linda, when she mentioned,
that MOther Mary and Mary Magdelene shared soul pieces? It takes 7 soul pieces to make a person whole, then they have a twin, other half, that will need all their 7 soul pieces...
we are at a point in a cycle, where all these
pieces will enter each body temple, the time Linda talked about.
People who have died in the last 20 years, are already back in an existing body temple.
What I am trying to say, is do not be surprised if one day, your husband, starts acting like your other half, there will be a new twinkle in his eyes.
just something to think about...twin Souls
are never really apart, for in Heaven, we are hand and hand, to LOts of LOve to You and ALL. And thanks for sharing the beautiful relationship that you shared together. IP: Logged |
SoulAdrift
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posted May 02, 2007 04:47 AM
Thanks so much - Those words are a real consolation.Alot of gentle wisdom here - I'm glad I came.
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lotusheartone
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posted May 02, 2007 07:06 AM
SoulAdrift I'm glad you're here!
40 years difference is alot, and you both
remained faithful, creating good Karma,
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