posted May 06, 2007 07:53 PM
All my life, I have felt like my heart belongs somewhere else. I've lived in the same state my whole life and in the same county (which isn't saying much since CT is so small anyway). However, I just feel like I do not *belong* here. My heart is in Louisiana to be specific. Everything about the state, it's terrain, vegetation and wildlife to it's people, cities, and lifestyle justs gives me a feeling I cannot describe.I've tried to look for this in my chart but I've fallen short everytime. I'm drawn to the "secretiveness", spirituality, and taboo associations with the state. I'm mesmerized by its swamps and marshlands..While some find them not-so-inviting, I'd give anything to live on the edges of its banks.
I know water signs, Scorpio in particular is associated with stagnant water, taboo, and obviously death and spirituality (in a sense). But I'm just not seeing any connection here.
The most I've noticed is my prominent water influence, with 5 planets in Water, my Sun aspecting all of my water planets, a Water planet singleton, with significant water houses & house placements. But in an actual connection with the state I'm having some trouble.
I'm trying the astrocartography thing but it's not coming to me as easily as I would have liked...
My 4th house is ruled by (what I consider) my strongest singleton, Mars in Aqua. Which I interpret to mean I'm drawn to odd and unusual places. Places that have a lot going on and stand out in some way. But that's all I've got so far.
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