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deepak_479
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posted May 14, 2007 01:09 AM
 
hello all ... i am a big fan of this website and i follow it quite ardently... i need to talk to someone about wats going on in my mind these days... life is going fine.... but i somehow dont feel happy from inside... and the only reason i can always come up with is the need for a partner in my life... i have somehow never been successful in having a long term relationship (rather any kind of relationship) with a girl.... i ache for someone to love me... care for me... someone i can love and care for ....but it all seems a lost cause .... i know it is unhealthy ... but i tend to be quite jealous and possessive in my relations... maybe its the transits going on currently... but i somehow am feeling all this a lot more acutely these days.... i am also quite reserved abt all this and hence tend to bottle up my feelings completely.... i never EVER let anyone know whats going on in my mind if i dont want to reveal it... but this wud mean that i am probably not letting anyone help me... i believe that only i can help myself .... can someone look at my chart and help me understand if this is something related to any transits?? thank you everybody !!!
Rising Sign is in 06 Degrees Libra
Sun is in 17 Degrees Aries. (7th house)
Moon is in 06 Degrees Libra. (1st house)
Mercury is in 12 Degrees Aries. (7th house)
Venus is in 01 Degrees Pisces. (5th house)
Mars is in 07 Degrees Libra. (retrograde) (1st house)
Jupiter is in 07 Degrees Scorpio(retrograde) (2nd house)
Saturn is in 19 Degrees Libra.(retrograde) (1st house)
Uranus is in 04 Degrees Sagittarius(retrograde) (2nd house)
Neptune is in 27 Degrees Sagittarius.(retrograde) (3rd house)
Pluto is in 25 Degrees Libra.(retrograde) (1st house)
N. Node is in 18 Degrees Cancer. (10th house)
Chiron is in 20 degrees Taurus. (8th house)
Moon Conjunct Ascendant
Moon Conjunct Mars
Moon Opposition Mercury
Moon Square Neptune
Moon Sextile Uranus
Mars Conjunct Ascendant
Sun Opposition Mars
Mercury Opposition Mars
Mars Sextile Uranus
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
Sun Opposition Saturn
Mercury Opposition Saturn
Sun Opposition Pluto
Venus Trine Pluto
Neptune Sextile Pluto
Venus Trine Jupiter
Venus Square Uranus
Mercury Trine Uranus
Uranus Sextile Ascendant
Neptune Square Ascendant
Sun Trine Neptune
Venus Sextile Neptune
Sun Conjunct Mercury
Mercury Opposition Ascendant
Time of birth --> 6:05 p.m.
Place of birth --> Surat, India
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jani_jean
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posted May 14, 2007 02:45 AM
Hi
i am probably as good in astro as u are and a novice..however just felt for ur post and wanted to reassure u that somebody is already born for u and is on her way to u soon.Dont worry
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izodesmozina
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posted May 14, 2007 02:57 AM
Hello, fellow Aries, and welcome to the forum!I feel similar to what you have described. You have 2 of my transits - and they both can cause this feeling of not being happy, not enjoying life anymore etc. One of them is a square to Chiron made by the Saturn-Neptune combo... that is pretty hard to take. The other one is Pluto conj Neptune - this got me really psyched on spirituality, it's the only thing that's going right in my life, everything else is a mess.
You have a pretty strong stellium there in your 1st house... I can understand why not having a partner is so disturbing to you, since you have a Libra rising AND Sun in your 7th - relationships should be very important. But you need to acknowledge the fact that you have many issues to face in order to form balanced (Libra, 7H) relationships and this is due to the oppositions between the planets in your 1st and in your 7th. It's always going to be a conflict there: self (1H) vs other (7H) and you need to work on facing your dark sides (Pluto, Saturn, Mars in 1st) and your emotional vulnerability (Moon in 1st) and combine them with the energy of the Sun and Mercury in the 7th.
Oh, but there is hope! Just look at that beautiful Pisces Venus in the 5th house!!! And it makes 2 trines to Pluto and Jupiter (prepare yourself to be transformed and grow from love - kinda scary, isn't it?), a sextile to Neptune (well, aren't you the idealist? That is so pretty!). Concentrate on that energy, let it bring the best in you!
Take heart and keep hope! Good luck to you! Izo  IP: Logged |
izodesmozina
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posted May 14, 2007 02:59 AM
Upsie... just saw your date of registration... 
Nice to meet you anyway!IP: Logged |
InLoveWithLife
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posted May 14, 2007 03:05 AM
As i was reading a post on Venus in pisces on another forum, i was suddenly reminded of you, and lo and behold, you have Venus at 1 degree Pisces.here's what these people have to say about this placement, you may identify with it a lot :
http://forum.astro.com/cgi/forum.cgi?num=1178206500 IP: Logged |
deepak_479
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posted May 14, 2007 12:07 PM
Thank you jani_jean, izodesmozina and InLoveWithLife... you guys are awesome !!!
I liked the way izo interpreted my chart... i have some more questions on it if u dont mind !!
(1) How long are these 2 transits going to last? Chiron sq. Neptune/Saturn and Pluto conj. Neptune
(2) Does having Pluto/Mars/Saturn (all retrograde!!) and Moon in the 1st house gives me a dark side of life? Does it make me seem more intense than usual? How do I work on the issues i am always going to face due to 1st H vs. 7th H. oppositions of planets?
(3) I agree that i am a hardcore idealist when it comes to the topic of love... i am so much in love with love... but I also understand that storybook romances do not happen everywhere... i feel like i am not asking for much and still i dont get it !!
 oh and BTW.. stupid of me!! i forgot to post my date of birth in the first post ... its 7th April, 1982.... Thank u all guys... donno wat wud I have done without u !!! - Deepak IP: Logged |
deepak_479
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posted May 16, 2007 01:09 PM
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Samhain Scorpio
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posted May 16, 2007 02:18 PM
deepak, my friend, I have sent you a private message. IP: Logged |
izodesmozina
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posted May 17, 2007 05:56 AM
Deepak, Sorry for the delay . Do you still want me to answer the questions? IP: Logged |
deepak_479
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posted May 17, 2007 12:28 PM
hi Izo,
Please dont apologize... i am the one asking all the questions here  ... if u can answer it will be great... my email address is deepak_479@yahoo.com...
Thanks a lot !!- Deepak IP: Logged |
izodesmozina
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posted May 17, 2007 02:07 PM
Oki-poki! Will try to respond until the end of the week. I hope to be guided to give you a good answer.
Take care!!Izo ------------------
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The Magician
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posted May 18, 2007 12:59 PM
hey deepak just read ur post and felt like telling you to just hang in there..u'll find the person you are searching for if you desire with all your heart.wish u luck and love  IP: Logged |
deepak_479
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posted May 26, 2007 07:16 PM
Hi Izo,
Sorry to bother u... but did u have chance to look at my profile? - Deepak IP: Logged |
Mistral
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posted May 26, 2007 09:53 PM
Your natal Pluto squares current Venus right now so it intensifies this desire for companionship. Transit Mars in Aries is at cross-purposes (opp.) your Moon and Mars in Libra, also adding tension between wanting someone and being single, which of course complicates a lot of your feelings at the moment. But you are acutely aware of this, so the next step is to figure out outside of this box.Transit Saturn is passing over your natal 11th house, which may put a restriction to your wishes or even the ability to integrate with groups of people. But don't worry, there is always a double meaning to such restrictions. You may be very well disciplined in the social arena and should find a group of well-established individuals in society, usually of elder age or in authority. Transit Pluto in natal 3rd can also play a subtle part, where associations or communication can drive others away resulting in ends. Again, double meaning applies here-- Pluto seeks to prune out unneccesary skin for new skin to grow. Take this analogy and find new ways of communicating with other people, new ways of thinking and thought processes, new ways of finding new neighbors and acquaintances! Your Neptune transit in 5th should stimulate your imagination wonderlously; Art, healing arts, music, performance, films, poetry, video, photography, crafts, FASHION(A Libran thing!) recreational activities that are widely entertaining should benefit you greatly. Because many of your Libran energy is in 1st and in conjunctions, you may be a very forceful person with such an intense approach to relationships that might spell "desperation" to others which backfires your need for harmonious, friendly, polite relations with others. Remember, your Moon conj. ASC = You Are Your Emotions. Do not be so intense in approach to others and do not play shadow. If you can, you should turn this energy towards yourself. Be your own partner, your own best friend, understand your needs before you understand others... because you can be too accomodating that the other person will find you spineless(I'm sorry for such a bad word), meekly submissive and again, desperate. Worst traits can be antagonism and unfriendly competition with or from other people. If you think about it, this desire for others displays a weakness. It is better to not let others see this, because it will help you attract instead of repel. Sun, Mercury and Venus(cusp of Aquarius-1' Pisces) can help you think this independent need. Besides-- you have so much Libran qualities you'll have no trouble attracting people. Also Sun & Mercury in Aries in 7th house, try your best not to get into sudden arguments! 
I also noticed that your planets dwell below the southern part of the chart which may explain why you do not like to reveal your thoughts too much. Noted by Elysian Astrology, a preponderence of planets in the southern hemisphere will make the native "highly subjective, emotionally dominated and perhaps shy and lacking in confidence" to a point where they may be seen as a "hermit". If you can take this self-discovery, turn it around, work your magic, you will find someone who not only finds you irresistible, but also love, care and respect you intensely.
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zonnan
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posted May 26, 2007 10:02 PM
Dear Mistral,May I also ask you some advise on synastry and transits? Thanks in advance!
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Mistral
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posted May 26, 2007 10:11 PM
Sure, though it may take me a while to reply. IP: Logged |
zonnan
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posted May 26, 2007 11:54 PM
Thanks, Mistral, so kind of you! please take all the time you need.Here are some of the major aspects between 2 charts: within 0-1 degree A sun conjunct B Asc
A pluto Conjunct B venus
A Pluto Conjunct B sun
A venus square B sun
A Pluto Trine B Asc
A Desc conjunct B chiron
A sun square B mercury
A NN sextile B mercury
A venus square B venus
A mars opposite B Juno
A saturn sextile B Juno
A chiron trine B Juno
A vertex square B pluto
A vertex square B chiron B venus trine A sun
B Venus sextile A Neptune
B mars square A mercury
B jupitar square A mercury
B neptune sextile A asc
B Lilith sextile A asc
B NN opposite A mercury
B pluto conjunct A asc
B asc square A jupitar
B chiron square A vertex
B moon square A moon
B moon sextile A part of fortune
B jupitar square A part of fortune
B Mars square A part of fortune
2 degree
A sun Trine B sun
A mercury sextile B moon
A venus sextile B mercury
A saturn square B neptune
A NN square B venus
A chiron trine B ceres
3 degree
A moon trine jupitar
A moon conjunct B vertex
A venus square B neptune
A saturn square B pluto
A NN square B sun Major Transit for A
saturn conjunct moon, 3 degree in 12 till end of june
Uranus in 7th
pluto conjunct sun 1 degree in 4th
neptune opposite moon 6 and 12
true node conjunct desc
jupitar conjunct IC Approaching transit
saturn trine sun
Saturn square venus sept -mid june 08
venus conjunct moon june-sept 07
Venus Square Venus july to oct 07
venus sextile neptune, july 07-oct 07
venus opposite neptune july 07-sept 07 B transit
saturn opposite saturn
saturn square moon till end of june
jupitar square pluto
jupitar trine jupitar
neptune square moon
pluto square mercury approaching transit
uranus trine moon
saturn conjunct sun in 8 sept 07 - june 08
saturn conjunct venus in 8 sept-june 08
pluto trine sun
pluto trine venus
mars sextile venus sept 07-march 08
venus conjunct sun, july -oct 07
venus conjunct venus july-oct 07
Venus sq moon june-sept
venus opposite saturn, june till sept 07 It is interesting to me that both persons seem to experience similar transits at the same time, what do you think of this.
Also, B has sun, venus, and uranus in A 12th house......some said it involves deception or secret relationship, I rather feel like it seem very difficult for B to trust A (or anyone as B claimed) and open up to them..
I also found it interesting that B chiron exactly conjunct A des, what do you think?
In Mona Riegger's relationship for 2, she has written However, in this relationship B has crises to withstand which go well beyond daily worries and problems in their depth. In this way, B can learn to become more self-possessed, and to have confidence that nothing which could happen to B will ever be too much to handle. In this relationship B life will be subjected to a deep transformation, which implies that nothing will remain as it once was at the beginning of the partnership. a bit scarely and confusing to me.... Thanks again for your help! I can provide you more data if needed, I just feel a bit shy posting.. based on the imformation provided here, what kind of relationship do you think this is?
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deepak_479
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posted May 30, 2007 01:17 PM
Hi Mistral,
Thanks a lot for ur interpretations... i will try to work on the hard aspects in my chart... can u tell me when the hard transits are going to end for me?Thanks again .. - Deepak IP: Logged | |
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