posted May 17, 2007 10:17 AM              

In one word, "ABSOLUTELY!"
Jessica...
Patience is the key to this. Trust that Mr. Cancer and you each have more lessons to learn before this relationship can commence again. This will strengthen what you have with one another in the long run.
Again, Patience is the key to this.

Do not get jealous, angry, anxious, or riled up, as this break is truly necessary for soul growth. Mr. Sag is respectful of your needs and you should always feel blessed to have such luck with friends. Have faith that more luck is to come your way...
Appreciate your teachers as best as you can and absorb the knowledge they share with you as if, you are a "sponge in a flashflood"
Enjoy

posted May 24, 2007 05:04 AM              

As a seasoned astrology student, I'd like to inform you that you must consider other planets that make up your cosmic, dynamic "blueprint". This will provide you much greater depth into your astrological background and would help you learn more about the chemistry between this person and yourself.

Now...the part that angers me most.

That Cancerian man you used to fawn over.... truly despicable. He's obviously stuffing you into some corner or under the rug so that he can make way for this brand new Scorpio girl. He does not seem to have emotional intelligence, maybe there is some kind of Leo pushover or fickle Gemini in his chart. There is something not right about the way how he is treating you. I also do not think it is right for him to bring in a new girlfriend in front of you and then forces you to leave or hide. Even if that Scorpio chick gave him the demon eye, so what. It's your and his job place, she MUST NOT take control over you. Please, with all due respect, have some control and reinforce that fact to him. Be a strong woman.

Also, you should not wallow in this kind of environment at all. It is very very bad and harmful to you. On his part it is absolutely unprofessional and uncaring. A workplace is still a workplace, and you must treat it as such, and not a romantic meetup. There is a saying, that if you never felt the friendship with someone, then the friendship never began in the first place. It is simple. Someday you will snap and will not tolerate this crap from him no more.

You should understand that while it is rather forgiving of you to continue loving this man, this cycle slips into victimization. People do and do not make reservations of the heart, you should not wait for Cancerian while the Taurus waits. Who do you think is worthy? Who is truly proving you their token of authentic and genuine love?

posted May 25, 2007 08:32 PM              

His Natal & Transits
Your Natal & Transits
and finally,
Synastry

So please bear with me if I take too long and write too much.

<i>"this is just the way things have worked out", something that he has no power or authority over.</i>

His ASC & Pluto conjuncts tightly in 1st house. Uranus is also being involved in 12th. There is some merit to what he told you, however, he can be deceptively cunning and controlling when he sees fit especially when he wishes to project all the wrongs, criticisms, faults unto you. Pluto is also near the cusp of 12th, so in a way he can be his own worst enemy if he does not take proper view of this situation.

It is interesting to see what both of you have an unaspected planets. In his case, his Venus is unaspected and in yours, your Moon is unaspected. This may cause problems, because while your emotions may be evidently there, it is not helped by other planets in your chart, therefore has no easy outlet. You should make your feelings known, clear and concise.

His Venus unaspected, in Retrograde. One of his lessons in life is to integrate his personal love onto another. He should also not get into entanglements with many women because it will disappoint him in some way. The Pisces, Gemini and Virgoan influences tells me he can easily get himself lost(all mutable signs). Retrograde should give him the "experience" and discipline for his dualistic need for variety in love. Having two women love interest is actually quite Gemini-Venusian. His emotions, although are deeply felt and he is sensitive, however are strained and controlled. When he speaks, his Moon conj. Saturn in 6th in Pisces can sure make you feel guilt-ridden and that everything in life was "not of his choice". It is almost unrealistically fatalistic to judge that such events in life were made this way when in truth, he was part of the process that made the outcome. (Personal note: I knew a friend who had Moon in Pisces, he drove me bonkers because he fooled himself while all the rest of us knew he denied the real truth of a situation. Too much emotional weight upon them can hinder their exceptional judgement.)

The relationship seems as if you two were meant to be in business or making something of your vocations together. There is a great concentration on the professional image world. However, some relationships can only thrive as just that-- strictly business and good image only to the business.

Transit wise.

Neptune in 6th, his health and service with co-workers may not be very helpful to him at this time. He is easily susceptible to badhealth, whether emotionally or physically. Neptune disintegrates what it passes over. Conversely, he may want to be the selfless serviceman to someone almost blindly--- Transit Neptune conjuncts his Venus. He may realise what his ideal love can be at this time. This influences extreme rose-colored lenses, as if his relationships with women can be almost spiritual, platonic and highly surreal. I think Bob Marks said it best here:

"Neptune Transits in Aspect to Natal Venus: “Of course I love (him, her, it)! This is my soulmate! I’m sure of it!” Not. Under the influence of Neptune, we tend to see what we want to see instead of what is really there. When Neptune transits your Venus, your love life is affected. So is your artistic sense. Things you never noticed before can suddenly seem to be beautiful. For an artist, this can be a great time, even under the stress aspects (conjunction, square, and opposition). But no one should get married during a Neptune-hits-Venus time. The danger that you are just fooling yourself is too great. After the transit is over, the reality becomes visible. You may not like it. Under the stress aspects, you may even be attracted to someone because of their problems! “Oh you poor little thing. I know you’re an alcoholic, a junkie, a con-artist, and tri-sexual. Let me marry you and make you all better!” Do yourself a favor and use the magic number instead. Please memorize it. It is 911. Dial that and have them taken away. Let a professional take care of them."

His Uranus is crossing over his DSC. Relationships can come to unexpected ends and beginnings, however there is no promise that either will be a stable outcome. Uranus merely gives a big jolt to someone within a relationship, which can mean sudden breakup for this person's quest for freedom, individuality and his life style. Because DSC is also 7th(house of others and court contracts), he may be viewed at this time rather erractic behavior by others. The lesson here is for the person to taste what personal freedom is like, so that he may BE the kind of person he had needed to be when his freedom was denied.

His Pluto crosses over 4th/IC. Pluto ominously looms over what needs to be changed and transformed. Life calls transformation to his deeply felt relationships and roots, particularly if there is family or a parent involved. Pluto asks something is going to change and as a result, you will and MUST change along with it. Because Pluto may shake up such change, the native feels compelled to rebuild a new foundation again. Which is why he must have wanted or desired to bring Scorpio chick and her kids to Thailand, to reroot that death of foundation. He desires that family that recently broked.

posted May 28, 2007 05:35 AM              

Transit Jupiter conj. Neptune 1st house, may make you feel generously compassionate, to the point where you take on some kind of Christ role for others at this time. "All is full of love." This largely conflicts your ego, because you've had ENOUGH of people pushing you around but yet, you don't know how to ask or go about in being the person you want to be. Be careful not to over indulge in alcohol or some kind of substance. An alternative method can be through spiritual healing, self-help books, sermons, seminars or talking to someone who will receive your feelings in gentle care.

Transit Pluto finished/finishing Natal 1st. On the flipside, this should be a good lesson for you. Go ahead and snap. Be angry, be justified. Your Pluto finished crossing over your 1st house so you are entitled for a change. Take a break, think about what happened all these years. How were you treated? How did you treat yourself, how did you treat others? How did Life treat you? Were you an effective and powerful person? Let the real person come out and embrace this new personality. You've been neglecting it for too long, afraid no one will like you. The danger here is that people can take advantage of you if you don't take advantage of your self. Especially if you are the sole person who initiates and contributes her load of work all the time. Since money was mentioned in your previous post, I must warn you about the next Pluto transit crossing over 2nd: House of Money, Possessions and Self-Value.

The next phases in life will concern a great deal of your money and how you will go on about spending it. Be careful not to spend wrecklessly. Not even for other people who desperately need it, or you will be in great debt for a long long time. Pluto in 2nd house not only affect money matters, but also a portion of your possessions and self-worth. Luxury seems all of a sudden so desirable. In order to attain luxury, do not get into dark or dirty money schemes. Reflect on the personal value you have for yourself. Do you think it is okay for people to casually pass around and take whatever it is they want from you like hor d'oeuvres? No. I think your view will change how you want to be treated. Your view on how money matters to you will change as well. Spend wisely. Invest wisely. Emotional and material.

Transit Pluto sq. natal Venus in 10th. There is a highly potent power struggle at work between someone who wants to escape(Pluto. Sag) and someone who wishes to work things out(you). The danger is not giving each other both the room and freedom to grow and heal. I feel Pluto in Sag. represents someone who wishes this freedom with fierce abandon, and you, Venus in Virgo wishes to control this madness. It is recommended to work the inner structures of herself, her image, her business, her career, her health and wellbeing instead. This is necessary. Sometimes it is encouraged for the woman to strike a path of her own. Venus in Virgo needs no help. She will succeed in carefully planning out her goals. And, because of this self-sufficiency, it will make it impossible for the man to leave. There is something about you that takes care of the details making life so smooth.

Transit Neptune trines your Moon for a short while... This will make an excellent timing to pursue creative, poetic, artistic, spiritual studies to alieve emotional issues. Neptune crossing over 3rd, you may wish to learn poetry or join an artistic circle with women. When you mentioned you wish to write a script or play, I thought this time couldn't be any better. You are encouraged to do so, this time will help assist your imagination and sensitivity to give your play a vivid, colorful in-depth life. If you don't write, do write! If you don't paint, do paint! The point is to nourish the artist so that healing may take gradual place.

Saturn in 9th puts you in a position where depression requires spirituality or religious faith to help you, even if you have a lack of faith in such things. There is a sense of spiritual discipline coming about through hardships. You've recently had a Saturn Return..."The quality of the entire experience and the extent to which it is felt to be a 'difficult' time depends entirely on how one has lived during the previous twenty-nine years." If you have been pursuing an unsuitable vocation or merely fulfilling someone else's expectations, Saturn can be relentless in prodding you to make adjustments."

from this website: http://newage-directory.com/saturn.html

Uranus transit 4th/IC. Focus on your home, family. It is unstable at the moment. Perhaps a parent(4th=father) is in need. Or like Allan, you too felt a great deal of a jolt of change in your home, domestic life. Maybe you may wish too, to move elsewhere exciting for greener pastures, or settle home on the road. This is a time for inner stability, because Uranus crossing over IC can sift the soil and make you feel groundless, wreckless. Feeling lost of security. Remember, that security is always within you, and you have a home anywhere in the world. "Home is where the heart is."

posted May 28, 2007 05:37 AM              

There is a high concentration in 10th and 11th houses in Libra and Virgo. You are a very ambitious, charming ideas-and-group oriented person. You've a wide variety of contacts and huge monetary benefactors as partnerships. (Jupiter in 7th in 0 Taurus/Gemini cusp) Have you ever thought of joining a community for charity, or some art group? I feel as if you will flourish greatly in some involvement with art and aesthetically pleasing surroundings..instead of a bike shop. I am not sure, the bike shop may bring you quite a bit of money but I'd never suspect you(based on your chart) to run one! It does not seem quite ambitious to me. (I just can't ever find a reason it'll bring you great joy, except for the man's happiness involved. You sacrifice too much for love out of quick impulse. Venus conj. Mars). I wouldn't be surprised if you got sick of it now and decided to change business.

No one helps you get where you are except You. No one should take responsibility for others except their own load. Carry your own weight, do not let others burden you or sabotage your self-esteem. You are very much a business person, someone who handles quite a lot of the nitty gritty of investments, financial dealings and even pays for it dearly. Money problems can turn into a big conflict especially if the other person bails out. Because of your Libra Moon and Mars conj. Pluto, this dependency through life creates that danger. You may feel driven to success if another person is involved. Alone, you'll feel unsure of yourself and your ambitions. Your greatest gift is slipping into the role of "second in command" instead of being "second rate". We all know the leader is the most powerful, but really, behind the scenes only a few handful know where the true power is coming from.

Your Mars conj. Pluto in Libra can get a little too intense in regards to relationships and ambitions. Sometimes to a point of ruthlessness. It is best to redirect this energy to somewhere else, because once you start moving, you don't stop til it is completely finished. This can mean holding resentment and rage, because Libra encourages vaccilliation and creating antagonism for others in order to "balance" the self-justified feelings-- often shown up waaaayy later in time. A proper vent is required. There is too much vested emotional attachment on your part. It hurts for you because your other(DSC on close cusp of Taurus/Gemini) can USE you and wear a mask, and they seem to genuinely mean their word and the next day, they don't. The substance from other people is fickle. And you can be very lenient with responses and faults which can turn into a downfall. You're afraid of blowing up and feeling you'll have no control over the injustice, it is an anxiety-inducing feeling. Just remember to learn detachment, objectivity and reviewing the problem again a few moments later. You will find that using your intelligence with someone who can understand and give you their side of the coin can assist you emotionally.

Surprisingly, I have not found any afflictions to Neptune (but the Sun & MC) that would constitute false illusions in love. You are actually VERY shrewd, clever, intelligent and penetrating about people. The problem instead may be the Libra placements, and being unsure of yourself, doubting your self-worth. Your natal Sun sq. Neptune can make you confused about your own ego and 'reality'. Escapism, willing to accept "second-hand" or being "second rate". No self confidence. Life will be like this until you correct the problem. All it takes it a little practice and an open mind. Neptune sq. MC can mean you are unsure of what you wish to do in life as a vocation, sometimes you rather daydream pursuing much more fanciful leisure instead of working. People will catch this notion about you. Someone who is a bit unsure of what to do in life, unreliable, possibly lazy, misunderstood... but otherwise, someone with great sensitivity, companionship and self-sacrifice.

You have a graceful social personality. Modestly quiet but still subtly powerful(Mercury, Venus, Mars and Pluto conjunctions). All your planets are in the upper hemisphere and quadrants 3(focus on other people) and 4(mingling with society at large). You should be quite socially charming, with good proper etiquette with a penetrating mind. I think you will do well to learn your mistakes and hardships through observing other people/friends and listening to them as their psychotherapist. You will know how others will feel, and they will support you. Which will be rewarding to you as a person so that you may learn these lessons without going through much of the painful experience. Be careful not to feel tempted to dominate or control these friends (Moon & Pluto in 11th), OR... be careful of choosing your friends, for they will instead control you(again, Pluto in 11th). This placement can give the native instances where a group of friends disappear one day completely and then resurface again later in your life, or you will leave these people to better pursue better lifestyle and purpose.

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Now after some thinking, the subject gets more personal for me, hence most of my interpretations sound a bit subjective. I do not mean to intrude but if you like we can take this matter privately. I'd like to help, but I am confused in your involvement with a few men as I reread this thread; First there was a Mr. Sag, Mr. Cancerian(who I thought was your husband?), and now Mr. Taurus -- the latter two who seems to be involved with another woman.

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As you can see, the trouble is not only astrological point of view, but also non-astrologically. Why is there another woman involved?

I don't know, but when I read your post a couple of times, perhaps you were hiding much of your anger and resentment. It didn't make much sense to me because these men seem to make a fool out of you... and you willingly accept it. Where is the fidelity, where is the honesty, where is substance? THIS is what you need, and what you must seek out. Please do your "love" homework.. You need stability, someone who provides you emotional security as well as financial security, someone who treats you well at heart and has enough foresight so together, you two will work problems within your relationship instead of bailing out. Someone who is levelheaded, monogamous and committed thick and thin. If you still find Mr.Bull attractive.. I can't make your decisions; Follow your heart. But personally, he sounds too insatiably lascivious (polyamorous fantasies...!), sloppy, and a self-centered. I get thoughts of him eventually having a secret harem instead. He sounds like he will never be quite committed..

posted May 28, 2007 10:12 PM              

Here, hope this helps to understand

posted March 15, 2007 11:37 AM
Topic: Calling astrologers! Help! Love Triangle - Cancer Virgo Saggitarius
waterberry
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Posts: 54
From: UK

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HEeeeeeelp, I love this guy with all my heart I am just crazy about him, we are brilliant together but some how I find myself in another country Morocco with a guy I dont get on with, while my amazing cancer is seeing some scorpio girl. I think I am having my saturn retun and my whole wold is melting down. I cant catch a plane home to my man cause I have become paranoied about flying so i am stuck here with a man I dont love, while the man i do love, and who loves me, is getting ever deeper into a relationship with another girl. What is happening to me? Can I work it out with my Georgous cancerian, I should add that he and I have been together for three and a half years, he is the love of my life and we have a shop together . He is 12 years older then me, and I love him with the same intensity that I loved my dad who died 11 years ago. This cancerian is the only person in the would who I feel is family and losing him is like losing my right arm. I am totally confused. Please help my with any insights you can offer. I dont know that much butI would really appriciate knowing something about our synistry and whatever transits we are both in at the moment.I have looked at astro.com but it is not very holistic. This feels like life and death, like if I dont get home to my cancerian I will be lost forever. What can i do to get back together with my cancerian
how do I extricate my self from the situation with the sagitarian?
Is this mu saturn return and how do i handle it?
Is it safe to travel at the moment?
Me
28.8.1976 12.58 pm los angeles ca USA
My cancerian
30.6.1964 10.40 am london UK
the other man
5 december 1976 tangiers morocco

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posted March 15, 2007 06:26 PM
yourfriendinspirit
Knowflake
Posts: 100
From: California, United States of America

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I am LMAO!!!
Sorry...
How do you somehow end up in a foreign country with a guy? One you don't get on with no less...
You are the Virgo in this triangle?
Ok, now on a serious note:
I understand you are freaking out so I will assure you that it will all work out. The Sag guy you are with now will respect your desire to go home. He'll also entertain you until such time as you do. Sit back relax and enjoy the ride!

The Cancer guy needs a break from you.
This relationship you two share needs some space. It will however resume again.
The association between the two of you may seem like a closed chapter for awhile, but- it will resume months from now or even years later.
Rest assure it will resume!
[perhaps you've already experienced some of this with the Cancer guy]

Sendin' love your way,
yourfriendinspirit

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posted March 15, 2007 07:20 PM
waterberry
Knowflake
Posts: 54
From: UK

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Hey yourfrindinspirit, thank you; wow what a loving, non-judgemental, reassuring reply. There are depths of insight here; those few words are the concise tip of the iceburg; reflecting not only my lived experience of the situation but my inner intuitons about it. Thank you so much. Care to tell me how you did that! This is a arabic keyboard and I cant get a question mark on it. Any further insite about the relationship with the cancerian! specificaly the reasons the relationship has come to this impass, how to procede with him and, sorry, how we are going to work it out.
As for the sag; what a beautiful man; a saint, just not right for me. I would like to leave him a with something nice to rember me by; im trying to help him get a visa for europe or lend him a little money to start a bussiness; here it dosnt take much. I am kinda worried about bringing him to europe; he has the sweetest heart and i think he will be terribly lost and probably damaged there; he says he cant stand to stay here on his own after I go; he wants to go to europe to make money to help his family. I think he is better off staying in this beautiful village with his family and starting a bussiness here. Any thoughts!
Someone asked why I left; to make a long story short; it was cause I discovered that my cancerian had gone out with this scorpio chick behind my back and lied to me about it. I was burned up and since he had never, ever done anything like that to me before I figured she must have something he wanted or needed very badly; since I kinda want him to have everything he wants i thought I would get out of the way for a while. But now I am feeling frightend;insucure and a little resentful of my cancerian who is taking a strong about his personal space; personal space which he built with 40000 of my money and furnished with my things; even the cat is mine and I am feeling awful home sick. But is beautifully reassuring to think that I will get to go back to the little palce we built together.

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further links in reference to this situation:
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/013115.html
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/013140.html
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/013546.html

posted May 29, 2007 07:45 AM              

I have sopken to two psycics about my situation, the first, Beccy, who I visited once before, told me many things which latter turned out to be true. She is unsure that Allan and I will get back together. She feels that it will be difficult for us to trust eachother again, and he has behaved badly and has not been totally honest with Miss.Scorpio about his bussiness involvemenat with me. You see, when I met Allan he was living with some hippies in a squat and his bussinsess consitsted of a lock up garage that he visited a couple of times a week. Several years and 40,000 pounds of my money later, he has a large shop and yard, several employes and a small flat at the back of the shop. Miss. Scorpio, therefore, belives she has found a self made man who will provide for her and her children, Allan is not doing anything to disabuse her of this notion. (this is Beccys oppinion, when I ask Allan he claims that he has told miss. scorpio the situation, but I am sceptical, because he has to lie to her about meeting me once a week and if she knew the truth I think she would understand why it is nessisary.) Beccy belives that the realtionship will become unravelled eventually when Miss. Scorpio sees Allans passive side. But she hopes that I will be happy with someone else by then. She thinks that at this time I am supposed to be with other men, and that Mr. Tauraus will be very good for me, he is "supposed to change me in some way", however she dosnt nessisarily see it as a romantic invollvement.
The second psycic thinks Allan is comming back in June, and that Mr. Taurus is bad for me. She thinks he is in love with me but isnt saying so because he knows I love Allan, and that once he has me he will look for another woman (something which is true, insofar as he has made no secret about the fact that he had fantiasies of pologmy). She belives he is attracted by my innocence but will spoil it somehow.
Personally, I agree with what you say, Allan and I will get back together, but he is not comming back in the immidiate future.
So I have two conflicting oppinions about MR. Taurus. One says he will be very good for me, I'm ment to meet him and the other says he will be very bad. I have had doubts about this man, but, an aquintance of my mother's, years ago, told her that he thought perhaps, "I would be happiest married to some Rothschild style farmer and digging in the earth", "Rothschild style farmer" is a description that would fit Mr.Taurus, and this was long before I discovered my passion for gardening.
Mr.Taurus asked me if it would bother me if he had a call girl to stay while I was there, I told him that of couse it would bother me. But i was latter relived to discover that he has no intention of sleeping with her, rather he just wants the company of a beautiful woman and for her to make his cafe/bar look good. I sort of understand his reasoning, and I was hugely relived. In any case he is schedualling her visit durring a time when I will be back here for a few days, which does show some consideration for my feelings. In my present job, im not getting paid properly and i havent been given any gardening work to do for ages. Lucio ( Mr. Taurus ) is going to pay me to garden, so from a purely practical standpoint it is enticing.

So what do you think? Should I go? I am supposed to go to on friday, so if you think is is a bad idea, for Gods sake, tell me quickly.

thank you and lots and lots of love,

posted July 07, 2007 12:51 PM              

How can you love someone and then just replace them?

He dosen't love me in the way he used to.

Some acient force is tearing my heart out. The ancient force of heart break.

And Im powerless to do anything but suffer it.

The more I struggle the worse it gets.

I can see why we have to be apart, now. But I can't see how he can just give his love to somebody else.

I am struglling to find the serenity I need to pass through this with grace.

He's talking in those patronisng tones. He "cares" about me. And wants me to be happy.

It's so void of passion and sacharine phoney smug, I just gasp.

Is he just manipulating me ? can anyone talk so dinky, to an equal who they may one day love ?

Please, please tell me what you think.......

posted July 09, 2007 10:09 AM              

On 7/3/07, jessica wrote
Al,
You said that you hope everything is ok in Italy, if it weren't
for missing you, it might be fine. The truth is, Italy is just someplace to
live inexpensivly. Were it possible, finanically, to stay in London, it would have been better. The air here feels empty without the smell of your skin and missing you is
an ache that doesn't let up. Please write something back, it will hurt alot
if you don't aknowlege this email.
Jessica

Allan wrote:
hi jess im sowed under with jobs will writ in a bit

On 7/4/07, jessica wrote:
lies, lies, lies....why dont you just say, uh, ive moved on,
sorry. Or is that too much to ask?
Allan wrote:
lies lies lies? explain please

On 7/5/07, jessica wrote:
"will writ in a bit", you said, and haven't writen.

Allan wrote:
anger and impatience are a sign of greed and a lack of understanding and humility.
You get nasty when you dont get your own way
I have moved on and you know that. its good to sort out our business
affairs with out being nasty to each other.
There are things I feel inside about our time together and you that
are very sensitive and real .right now I feel numb and cannot write
on that level when the times right I will. Its not something you can
demand

On 7/5/07, jessica wrote:-
And you don't imagine how the things you leave
undone and unsaid hurt. why not just say, "this deserves my full attention, and
I will give it soon, please be pacient" ? It seems like there is always
some, more pressing, priority. But you can't tell death to come back later
when, so why do you do that to life?
Your judgmental and superior tone hurts, read a list of all the pejoratives
you have called me over the years, and have them turned back on you, you wouldn't like it.
My impatience is not a sign of greed or lack of understanding, but of hurt. When the whole world says that the man you love is not very sincere in his affections or values, but you choose not to listen and swim upstream and keep faith in love, vulnerability closes in on all sides. it is hard. I was looking to you for reassurance, hoping you would feel me through your haze, it was a mistake. Shaky sigh. Its time to pack up my heart, and take the
desision not to offer it again. It will be like drinking a poison that will leave me sick for a long long time. I wish it could be some other way.
Moving on is all you do because you are never really there.You had a heart that loved you.You passed it on, a fair speculation is, you will end your life alone.
Our relationship meant everything, second only to this breath.

posted July 09, 2007 09:17 PM              

Please re-read my previous post:

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Patience is the key to this. Trust that Mr. Cancer and you each have more lessons to learn before this relationship can commence again. This will strengthen what you have with one another in the long run.
Again, Patience is the key to this.

Do not get jealous, angry, anxious, or riled up, as this break is truly necessary for soul growth. Mr. Sag is respectful of your needs and you should always feel blessed to have such luck with friends. Have faith that more luck is to come your way...
Appreciate your teachers as best as you can and absorb the knowledge they share with you as if, you are a "sponge in a flashflood"
Enjoy

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For now, focus less energy on MR. Cancer and more on "YOU".
Perhaps you could take some time to learn the Italian language? I'll bet you'll meet more than a few good friends this way too...

Hang in there...

posted July 10, 2007 01:09 AM              

Thank you so much.