posted May 19, 2007 04:15 PM
Im in this right moment quite mad about my bf. Iīve just finished talking to him on the phone and i really need to speak up cause i know here on LL would undertsand,specially women Well,hereīs the thing: I consider myself very romantic and full of dreams ( and in an excessive way many times..).
He told me i wasnīt romantic,even a bit cause i didnīt wrote poems to him or say bealtiful words all the time..
This may seem rather childish , that im talking about something so "little" but to me...just means a lot.
Iīve never been in love before and heīs the only one that i really felt in love with.
Im quite inexperiences about showing Love but found out that im capable to do things that before i wouldn consider myself doing.
It just makes me so sad and feeling lonely and misunderstood,that the only person that i REALLY want to VALUE me and KNOW/FEELS how heīs important to me..those moments i just consider myself the loneliest person in the world you know..
Im always talking here how i love him,how i know he loves me and itīs all true.
I just thought that the right person was supposed to know and feel the other how it is and not be always criticizing for this or that.
What is "being romantic"? Is it just sending flowers in the middle of the day?Writting poems and leave them in the bed so that the other awakes and sees it?YES,itīs romantic.
But surelly not the only ways..
Since i met him,i never looked back..never regreted about anything.I was against my parents,my family,iīve ranged agaisnt all kind of parent authorities just to be with him.Iīve stopped going to shops,go to discos,go so many times to the cinema..I did it with all my love and joy,with no regrets...in order to have a little money to go and be with him on the weekends.
I thought that this was romantic,and more..my way of showing him what itīs important to me.
I dont want to feel so sad as i am right now,cause itīs not just for this phone call.
Iīve realised that he still doesnīt got it..he LOVES me but doesnīt KNOW me as I REALLY AM.
What do you consider as a romantic gesture torward your love one? Say whatever you want,including your deepest dreams about those film moments you always tought youīll die of joy if happened to you