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miss_muffet
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posted August 28, 2007 09:04 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
August has typically been bad for me but this year tops the list.

For the first time in my life EVER, I actually thought of killing myself. My marriage had never been in this terrible state. The only person I can talk to had just deserted me. The only family I have I can't really talk to.

This whole thing - Venus retro, Saturn/Sun, and Eclipse... arrrrgh.

A family friend just committed suicide last Friday.

What is with this whole cosmos turbulance? All I can see right now are just ending of everything. I can't even see any new beginnings. Isn't eclipse suppose to bring an end and beginning?

Can someone please tell me when this whole fog is going to lift?

Thanks for letting me rant.

MM

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triplecancer
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posted August 28, 2007 09:12 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for triplecancer     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi Miss Muffet,
I´m sorry to hear about your friend and about your marriage. I don´t know how transits must be affecting your chart, but if the eclipse is bringing an end and new beginnings, than what you are going through is probably the end part. After a crisis always comes change, new beginnings. You just have to go through the bad stuff first. It sucks, really does, but hang in there.
I hope you feel better soon.
By the way, these past few days I´ve been really annoyed and irritable, like I can´t stand anybody. I really think there must be something going on with the planets

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Dulce Luna
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posted August 28, 2007 09:30 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Dulce Luna     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hey Miss Muffet, I don't really know what else to say but I'm sorry that all this has happened to you and hope that you pull through.

I'm sure the breaking point was probably this eclipse, it has NOT been a good time and I'm sure your not alone. Aside from a celebrity attempting suicide, a footballer in Spain died as a result of multiple heart attacks at the age of 22.

I hope you and everyone else pulls through this.


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R.I.P. Antonio José Puerta Pérez
~sempre no coração e mente~

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NAM
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posted August 28, 2007 09:34 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I am sorry.It hasn't been easy for anyone I know, including me.In fact this whole last 5-6 months have been pretty bad and getting worse.

I really hope things start to change for the good soon!

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Astra
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posted August 28, 2007 10:14 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Astra     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Miss Muffet, I know the time you're going through is terrible. I've been going through 10 years of chaos and turbulence, so I know how you feel. Just remember that something wonderful is just around the corner, so hang in there!

As for your marriage, I suggest marriage counseling and going away together for a weekend to just reconnect and remember why you fell in love with each other in the first place.

I'm truly very sorry about your family friend. I wish I could say that the pain of your friend's death will go away, but that simply isn't true. The pain will always be there, but with time it will be much easier to cope.

You have years of happiness, success and love ahead of you, so just try to hang in there and never lose hope. Things will get better!

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rusalka
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posted August 29, 2007 06:12 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for rusalka     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
hello,
i am sorry to hear about your life.
i just wanted to tell you that for me personally, last few months were such a disaster.
i can say the whole period beginning from march 2007 was very turbulent.
hopefully some things will change, maybe already this weekend, with transition of saturn.....

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sun in cancer
moon in cancer
venus in cancer
asc in aquarius

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miss_muffet
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posted August 29, 2007 07:52 AM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you for all your support.

This year, starting last March had been terrible. I had a terrible summer. It seem like my marriage, something that started out so beautifully, had just gone slowly down the drain. It's like I am watching this from outside in and is powerless to stop it.

I know my problems are miniocre compared to what others are experiencing. I do not want to make it seem like I'm trying to elicite sympathy... I just needed an outlet for my frustrations and sorrow. Thank you all for listening.

Does anyone know if this dark spell will lift anytime soon? I guess I am turning to the stars to give me some semblance of hope for a little light in the future.

MM

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NAM
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posted August 29, 2007 08:48 AM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hoping with you that it will get better, I know on my end I have been feeling very strong since last week, and getting stronger by the day!
That has to mean something right?
And I have also been feeling like things are going to get better...*crossing fingers*

Maybe the problems you have been experiencing are just a sign for you to sit down and meditate on who you are and what you need to do with your life, I know several friends of mine have been coming to me and saying things like "this issue has been like a rude awakening to this other issue in my life I was not taking care of"
In fact I have been hearing a lot of that lately....

But... who knows.
How long have you been married?

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miss_muffet
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posted August 29, 2007 09:04 AM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you NAM,

I have been married almost 9 years ... turning 9 this October. Thank you for your concern and wise words.

At this point, I am not sure if we will make it.

I feel this heavy weight in my heart. I have been so level headed and strong all my life but this time, I feel like I am losing all control of my senses. In other words, plain lost.

Thank you for being so kind.

MM

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lalalinda
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posted August 29, 2007 09:43 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for lalalinda     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
So sorry to hear you're having a rough time Miss Muffet

From an astrological standpoint could Chiron be squaring your Taurus Moon?

or if not that, don't you have a Virgo Ascendant?
If so, could it be Uranus on your descendant?

Sending positive thoughts for positive action.

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miss_muffet
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posted August 29, 2007 09:52 AM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi Lalalinda,

From an astrological standpoint could Chiron be squaring your Taurus Moon?
- Yes, it is squaring both my Moon and Asc and Desc. Chiron is in Aqua now and I have a Taurus Moon and Scorpio Asc. Do you know approximately when Chiron will move out of there? Thanks.

or if not that, don't you have a Virgo Ascendant? If so, could it be Uranus on your descendant?
- No, I have Scorpio Asc, Uranus in Virgo (House 11).

Thank you very much for your insight and positive thoughts.

MM

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Venus De Milo
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posted August 29, 2007 10:07 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Venus De Milo     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Miss Muffet, I am so truly sorry to hear about your friend's suicide and your marriage. I hope that now that the eclipse has passed, you'll feel the energy lift and things will get better.

As far as your marriage, I really hope you guys pull through this, true love is always worth fighting for. I'll keep you in my thoughts.

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lalalinda
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posted August 29, 2007 10:20 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for lalalinda     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi Miss Muffet

It takes approx. 49 years for a Chiron return so it has a way to go.
(that would make it about a 4 year transit per sign )
I hear you, I'm feeling it too.

Lilith is transiting Scorpio (4 47') right now and could very well be part of the problem too since it includes intimacy/control issues.

Here's a good link for understanding Chiron
http://astrologyforthesoul.com/chirotrans.html

Best of luck to you Miss Muffet

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Happy Dragon
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posted August 29, 2007 11:58 AM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
*** Do you know approximately when Chiron will move out of there? Thanks. **
m.muffet. ..
if you fancy posting the degrees of your moon and ascendant ..
i can let you know chirons movements re those positions ..

maybe this will help .. from ..
~ http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/013101.html ~

.. Chiron ..
13th Oct 2006 .. .. turns direct at 4.24 Aqua
21st May 2007 .. .. turns retro at 15.41 Aqua
20th Oct 2007 .. .. turns direct at 10.27 Aqua

~ HD ~

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taurus/gemini cusp
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posted August 29, 2007 02:04 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for taurus/gemini cusp     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I'm so sorry to hear of your hard times. I wish there were something I could do.

Venus retro is almost over now, and hopefully you'll find the state of your marriage improving drastically. I know that it has had an affect on most couples that I know of.

2007 didn't start off as an overwhelmingly good year for most of the people I know, to be honest. (That Saturn-Neptune opposition, was the most sh!tty transit I have ever known of). For me personally, it seemed to pick up around the halfway mark and things are getting better each day. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you my girl and I hope that September brings lots of positive things your way! Keep your chin up - it WILL get better! If you ever need to talk or rant about stuff, my email's on my profile.

Best of luck miss_muffet!

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Love
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posted August 29, 2007 02:25 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Love     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Miss Muffet ~

I feel as though for many of us this is a time of endings for sure. Virtually every aspect of my life right now is coming to a close which is, I suppose, what must occur for new things to be ushered in.

I'm very sorry to hear about your family friend and all the other problems you are experiencing right now. It's so overwhelming when these things happen at the same time.

Once Saturn has completed it's turn through Leo during the first week of September and then the eclipse follows on the 11th, I think things will shift for a lot of people.

In the meantime, what I have been telling myself is that comparatively, I am stronger than I was the last time such a shift occured in my life. It may be more challenging, more horrible, more heartbreaking, more overwhelming but at the risk of sounding completely cliche, I think that these are the times where we find strength that we didn't know we had. And I would also say that the best thing to do is to try to feel things as they come up so that you do not bury too much emotion.

All the best to you,

PS And for what it's worth, this August(this summer!) has been one of the worst I have ever experienced as well.

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Xena
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posted August 29, 2007 03:38 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
MM, I felt bad this June/July so I have some inkling of what you might be feeling - I went through exactly the same thing re: marriage 2 years ago. Like me, you're an Aries, aren't you - could it be the Saturn factor? I can see a lot of trends repeating themselves as they did then.

Right now I can actually see the fog beginning to lift gradually in my life. I'll pray it does the same for you.

Love,

Xena

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Alia
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posted August 29, 2007 03:41 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Alia     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
hello... Aries here too...with leo rising ...yikes...im joining the sh!tty summer club...
hate my job, the man i thought was the one has deserted me, i wake up every morning hoping is all a nightmare but there it is, another real day, fully empty and sad, and everything looks so meaningless..things started going bad at the end of april for me...Miss Muffet... good luck with your marriage, if you still have any love left try to save it... being alone is the last thing you want... unless you dont have anymore feelings left or there is violence or abuse in the marriage...

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miss_muffet
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posted August 29, 2007 03:54 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you all so much for your wise words and for just listening.

Happy Dragon, here are my aspects please:
Sun Aries 10°51'01 in house 5 direct
Moon Taurus 9°08'21 in house 6 direct
Mercury Pisces 19°15'27 in house 5 direct
Venus Pisces 19°39'32 in house 5 direct
Mars Taurus 2°35'50 in house 6 direct
Jupiter Leo 26°32'17 in house 10 retrograde
Saturn Aries 14°47'03 end of house 5 direct
Uranus Virgo 26°35'15 in house 11 retrograde
Neptune Scorpio 26°14'19 in house 1 retrograde
Pluto Virgo 21°01'55 in house 11 retrograde
True Node Aries 18°40'25 in house 6 direct

Ascendant Scorpio 13°10'04

I have been dragging my feet on this but I think this weekend, I will sit down and force some resolution. Any resolution. I hate this limbo and it's destroying my zest.

I might lose out but it's better than no action. Or maybe I will try to wait until this Venus Retro is over. This is way too much drama for me.

MM

*edited to add*
HappyDragon, the dates are all still in Aqua. Boy, I can't wait for it to move out of Aqua! Thanks again.

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Happy Dragon
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posted August 29, 2007 06:36 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
MM .. hi ..

it's 11 pm here .. i just dropped in for a quick visit ..
i've copied those placements and will check them out later on ..
but a quick look at 'todays' chart and your placements ..
shows at least Chiron ( now at 11.49 aqa and retro) having squared your asc/desc
and approaching to square your Moon .. except it doesn't quite get there .. still pretty close and i guess you can feel it ..
( i've got chiron squaring my taurean merc at moment )
but also .. t.Saturn now at 29.29 Leo would have recently conjoined your Jupiter placement ..
probably putting a dampner on joy and faith no doubt ..

i'll take a closer look at those placements and transits to them .. tomorrow sometime ..

'till later then .. :-)
~ HD ~

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miss_muffet
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posted August 29, 2007 07:17 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you so much Happy Dragon. Have a good evening.

MM

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mudmama
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posted August 29, 2007 07:48 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I am so sorry for your loss and marriage troubles. It seems to be a theme for so many this last year, add me to the list-what would have been a 9yr relationship this October ended and he kicked me and our daughter out for this other person. I try to look at all this stuff from the last 10 months as experiences to help me grow.

It's getting pretty damn old.

hang in there, I hope it turns around soon for you.

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miss_muffet
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posted August 29, 2007 08:11 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
So many heartaches... Thanks for your words of wisdom. How did you cope? I guess I am terrified, and I was never scared.

MM

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Alia
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posted August 29, 2007 08:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Alia     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
just think that life is in perpetual motion...everything flows... some time from now u ll look back and all will seem different and less or not painful at all.we all adjust to changes...is our strenght..humans adapt

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Happy Dragon
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posted August 30, 2007 11:35 AM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
MM ..

am having a hard time getting things to line up as per your placements .. ( is that an astro.dot.com list ?? )
so far i've got march 31st 1968 ..
(midday gmt + 10 thru 18 minutes equals the exact uranus degrees)
but cannot get moon and ascendant to line up ..
even with the smallest of degree divisions ..
and if i get those figured .. the merc mars goes out ..
and i need to calculate the chart wheel before i can figure much .. (it takes way too long to figure anything from a list )

the nearest ascendant i get is Leo ..

i.e. would like to know where the MC is ..
and via this programme .. not astro.com ..

could you possibly post d.o.b./place co-ordinates/time
and if 'summer time' was active at your location ..
( would save mucho time at this end )

cheers ..
HD

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