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Topic: what do you think?
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vesta-sister
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posted September 10, 2007 04:59 PM
 
Over the past year I have been trying to figure out what happened to me. I never understood astrology, I one day was feeling stuck in a rut. I felt like life was going nowhere I knew I had always had a stong intuition. so I asked god from the bottom of my heart to help me I only wanted peace and happiness and to know what true love felt like. See I care for my husband but was never truely in love or at least felt it. Then i had this feeling that I should meditate. So,I tried it not knowing about astrology and my chart. My node in sag and my neptune conjunct in sag. sun and jup conjunct in aries cusp. ( death and rebirth) I started loosing weight and working out every day not like me at all.
I also had the urge to look at photo's of certain people on the internet I saw something in this one persons eyes and a surge of energy went through my body for days. I started having dreams, and all sorts of metaphysical experiences, ghosts, astral travel, visions ect.. here are some of my dream experiences, I saw blue paint on a table and tried to clean it up but it just got bigger. and one with the man I was he was on the phone asking about me and was holding a single red rose that looked fake but as you got closer it turned real. I heard him say I thought she was dead and the voice on the other side said no she is alive and is mother of the year funny concidering I have saturn in cancer conjunct his node. Then one where a girl that looked like me but too skinny to be had a baby in her arms taking milk out of the fridge talking to her mother in law not sure how I knew mother in law but any way I am that skinny now and later saw a picture of his mother and it was her. Then the most profound of all. A yellow fog I was walking with him down the street holding his hand and we were very happy. I had a wedding band (irish knot) and was pregnant.I was reading about numberology and looked up the numbers for us he shold be a nine but fits an eight more and I should be a six but fit a seven more. anyway, I started with astrology and found that astrodienst called him my brother unknowingly and called me his sister. So one night in pain I cry out to god for help and ask him to please tell me anything that can help and what this person means to me. That night as I was between sleep and wake I heard the most amazing voice ever there was so much love, compassion, undrestanding ect.. She said the Alpha said the heart of the seven belongs to the eight, and he is returning the seven to the eight, I could hear myself out of body ask why? she said he prefers it that way. I was confused thinking I had lost the greatest love of my life. My heart
broke in two I have never felt that before
now about a year later I have come to understand more see, he has vesta direct on my moon and I have vesta on his saturn in his seventh. by the way they are both conjunct mars. mars is in his first stellium and my sun well Aries (mars)conjunct jupiter and his jupiter in in mars conjunct my sun my venus conjunct his ven and merc in Tarus and his chiron on my merc in pisces and my saturn conjunct his node in cancer his 12th. my ven orb one dgree trine his pluto. my mars also conjunct his decendant. and my ascendant conjunct his ven, merc. eros direct opposition his eros conjunct my mars and mine conjunct his acendant. I have found that we have many tings in common, names, dates, places, even ancestory. even our mannerisims. our other partners even have a distinguishing facial feature in common as well as he and I. After a bit of research I found that his vesta, mars,ceres,juno are progressed to my moon and sitting still. and venus is on his node. and mine are making aspect to things in his chart. plus my sun sits in his ninth house. another note his moon in capricorn my seventh.Maybe I am just confused but with uranus in pluto,mars in uranus jup and sun in mars and nep in sag with node. Also, dosen't nep and sag rule the aries cusp? if so the look at transits for may 30 2009. IP: Logged |
Scorpio3x
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posted September 10, 2007 05:35 PM
You seriously need some professional help.IP: Logged |
Azalaksh
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From: New Brighton, MN, USA
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 10, 2007 09:04 PM
Welcome, vesta-sister ~Don't pay any mind to incompetent amateur psychologists 
You had some very interesting dreams. Have you posted some of them at the Astral Realms (Dreams) forum here, or shared your thoughts at the Universal Codes forum here?? Zala IP: Logged |
lalalinda
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From: nevada
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 10, 2007 09:15 PM
Hello and Welcome vesta-sister 
(cool name)
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